you say you miss me
like it's a chore.

i think i'm bleeding.

She loved the moon
long awaited ripeness full
Stood gazing
out the window

Then came a fool
to close the shades
his senses dull
blinded dark
her world

I want to go to coffee shops with you
See the world from your point of view
Watch the ocean waves break and crash
Run through the rain as the thunder cracks
I want to sing with you in the morning light
Hear you whisper between us in the night
Stand atop a mountain and take in the view
I want to go to coffee shops with you

In a tomb by the sounding sea
That’s where he waits for me
His lover long lost
Never to be beside again
Moans and wails and shrieks of horror
As that wickedly turning sea
Gracefully and steadily, it regurgitates me
His lover returning
But not quite the same
Gagging and choking and coughing up salt
Slimy skin from the waters embrace
A twisted grin of joy on his face
His out stretched arms
I stand at the shore line
With a glowing smile enticing
Laughing and crying he stumbles forwards
Water logged eyes shining bright
Knowing to him, I’m a glorious sight
Stopping just before my gentle touch
His smile fades as his mind catches up
Why won’t he come closer to me?
Hesitating and questioning his bride before him
His gut screams no but his heart pushes on
A whisper escapes ‘but you were meant to be gone’
I smile graciously as I reach for his hand
‘My sweet love, but I’m here now, follow me’
Holding and locking our fingers together
Turning to face the calmed, silent sea
Swallowing us whole to the depths to be free
In a tomb together, my lover and me

Without my faith
I could not be who I am.
I could be no obedient child
No loving boyfriend
No optimistic being.
It is not feasible for me to believe
That anything positive regarding me
Could come from some other place
Than my faith.

I love you
And you love me
You know,
It still seems like a
Foreign concept.
I don't quite understand this
"Love" thing
But I learn more whenever I see you.

For some reason
Tonight I feel
More alone than ever.
I feel sad
But I'm not sure why.
I can't focus on anything
I feel like I messed something up
But I can't say anything to anyone
And my love is asleep.