Stay in bed Close the blinds **** the lights Listen to your breathing Listen to a faint pulse Listen to blood gushing through your ears Listen to your head The thoughts you can't describe The blood in your ears And try to breathe But anxiety lays on you like a heavy blanket And your chest heaves to no avail Blood in your ears Get up and move but there's no where to go Limbs are too heavy Blood in your ears Pulse elevating Suffocating under some invisible demon Gasping, gasping Blood in your ears.
When you're on the hunt for your own blood, You'll beg hypochondria to **** you.
A fallen leaf in water, is quite her; pulled to all directions simultaneously by fickle currents, and her steadfast resistance, this twisting and turning vigorous and nervous mystifies all, and it is mistaken as choreographed moves.
True peace and calm comes from understanding that there is nothing to fear. That is usually easier said than done. We are conditioned to fear certain things or even certain people. We live with uncertainty and fear all around. The world is a dangerous place as we are told and taught at a young age. We are taught we should fear certain people. We must fear certain things. We must be afraid of what we don't know and everything in between. When we react out of fear is when we can get ourselves into trouble the most. When we cease to fear and we replace fear with love it can open you up to a whole new view you could never see before.