Ask...
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Can you remember
when you were little
that one person
who made you
not want to trust anyone
ever again
who ripped your innocence apart
you remember don't you?
you are lucky in a way...
cause I don't,
I have little flash backs
but as i get older
they start to blur,
so I don't know if that really happened to me, or if I made it up.

They think I'm weird
but I'm not scared
so loud, when they compare
to a girl, who's heart
and soul are damaged,
beyond repair
so they don't see
what she knows
when they won't believe
They'll start to talk
she drowns them out
beyond it all
she isn't there
somewhere else
her mind will wander
till she hears
the crash of thunder.

A stabbing pain
in my head
not knowing...
I'm already dead
my mind has fled
to the great unknown
As I lay awake
alone...
In the gypsy field.

As I cleanse my soul
with the blood of others,
As I lay somber
with the help of others,
I will find my way
through this fearsome maze
because it is all
just a game
whether I win or lose...

My mind is falling apart
with the time it takes,
to put myself back together
another thing will break,
So it really doesn't matter.

I don't want to be alone.
i want to be needed,
to be depended on,
for someone to be there for me,
to make friends with my demons.
For them to hold me close,
and calm with the sound of their beating heart.
I need to feel like I belong,
like I'm normal...
  I just don't want to be alone, anymore.

Spikes on my collar
and slits on my wrists
I wish I was the girl
that she would miss
because love won't last
as our light grows dim
I'll be in the past
...While she's with him.

I'm weak
because I let her take me
again and again
It makes me lie
she's turned me into a sinner
As I lie awake
at night
waiting for her
to once again
take me
no longer
needing
to say
the words
I Love You
because
only ones
who love
each other
can do what she does to me...

Her mind drew a blank
when she saw her mothers face
like a mirror
but never there
her mothers mind isn't right
her mother can't even fight
for her last
and only daughter
she didn't seem like a mother
spending money
on drugs and beer
her daughters life was not clear
when her daughter leaves
her mother only dreams
the time her daughter turns eight-teen
the daughter will try
and fix her things
cause the daughter has been scar'd
she'll think it's not that far
but soon she'll learn
you can not fix someone
who's soul is burned.