Being without you kills me
Being with you would **** me too
It's just a terrible tragedy
That this world puts us through.

The Universe sprinkled fairy dust
But we didn't breathe it in
Now the Universe (in its disdain)
Will never sprinkle us again.

I would hazard a guess
That the stars who gazed back at us
On that moonless night
Together in that open field
Have either fallen
Or wish to
From the sadness
That became of us

There will always be
a portion of me
That rides upon your satellite
That one piece I can't recover
And while my soul misses that piece
I don't want it back
Its absence is the only proof
That we ever existed as one
And that is rare
That is special
That is the Universe allowing me
A glimpse of heaven.

My soul is so heartbroken on one side and so red blazing joyous on the other.
And yet it still won't choose.

Just as empires rise and fall
Perception also wanes
Memories but the worst of all
Forgotten garden scenes
Pleasures pulse moves so the more
Like the tides in and out
Depending on which ever shore
Your lover stands on now.

It was a quick flash
And a reset
I knew if I stayed I would die
A souls death
I left
Became something different
Something better