Once upon the memory of the most intoxicating dreams.

While strolling thru the starlite forest, there stood the fairy queen.

A magnificent shimmer flowed from the tips of toes  to her firery red hair.

Such majestic beauty was there in her eyes I found myself lost in her stare.

She whispered of tails filled with fairy magic kept hidden but still in plain sight.

She told how she kissed awake the stars and brought life into the night.

I was enchanted by  the sweet sounds of lulabyes that the fairy queen sang.

Don't let her size fool you, beyond the edge of the forest her fairy voice rang.

In awe I watched as she whisped thru the sky as if she were dancing with moon beams.

Once upon the meomry of the most intoxicating dreams.

Sharing stolen lust filled kisses covered by the darkness  of the night.

His teasing whispers caressing my neck underneath the brilliant star-lite.


Enticing the fire raging inside him with the cunning look within my  eyes.

A heated passion unable to restrained but alas must remain in disguise.


The anticipation of each rendezvous is more intense than the one before.

Giving in to our hearts desires even if for just a second more.

The need for our bodies to feel as one is much too hard to fight.

This secret love full of intoxicating emotions is hidden in plain sight.

In the games we play our imaginations are allowed run wild and free.

Refreshened by love and new passion are why husband and wife we will always be.

This is ME.
This is YOU.
And even in a poem,
Still separated
By the words and spaces in between.

In my life there existed a relentless feeling of anticipation that was buried behind a mound of lies

All along it was just me wishing that HE would have made an attempt, but instead he cowardly continued to hide.


To hear the first part of my story told by him and see if truth ever lied behind my daddy's eyes.

At least a chance to ask the questions that, for far to long, I have kept locked away deep inside.


  I know that my sharp tongued and quick wit was maternal but I wonder who's smile I wore?

A whole part of me is hidden   and ,without him, the answer to these riddles I shall not find.

  My long slender body and this smooth copper skin he gave to me, only in this I am able to be sure.

  I crave to feel the warmth of his loving embrace but I fear it will fail compared the picture I keep in my mind.

He never gave me a chance to be daddy's girl, a chance to fight  and see just what kind of life a life with us would be

  That chance is gone now, you left this life with no goodbyes, I won't get the chance to look into someone's eyes and finally see me.