He says the way he was is what I see
The lonely words break my heart
Like a cpr course is the thing I wish I took
To breathe the life back into him when he smiled uncontrollably
The man I am can be hurt same as him
He still says the things that make me wince
A heart transplant of hope comes in a box
Its marked 12 budwieser or 25 cigarrettes
Its ok as long as I wait for your recovery
I know that your hospital of pain was only the beginning

The songs u sing the bottle left with poisons memory
I hear you like a siren of anger so I aim my ship at disaster
The rocks of a cliffs breaking tide entice my broken sails
But a safe port I cannot ignore as I weigh the options of pain or survival
I will go down with this ship no matter its fate
A proud captain is my title and my crew abandons ship
So with my last strength I see only indecision at the helm
Let the current lead me to safety rather than rogue waves to death.....

A knock at my door of hope left a message meant for my heart...
A picture of the life I know with a forcast of a storm I seen slowly start....
"To whom it may concern the jurisdiction of your trials cannot be placed
Like the jury will deliberate a guilt contained in your face
Exhibit a thru z all have your marks and are known to the truth
A charge of negligence cannot be lessened because of ur youth
Prior records all will be weighed
But a bail plea is yours to be made
You can be placed at the scene of your crimes
The evidence is too strong to be wrong every time
May I suggest you settle this with a letter you should have sent from the start
So a restitution payment of pain dosent break your heart
I assume this notice will be enough to make it clear
That you will not be allowed near the ones you hold dear
So as a counsel to your cherised estate
Please don't tempt the supreme court of fate..."

Listen to strained comments that emit from my lips
Or let me hear the top 40 sounds of bewildered innocence
Lay down your arms and admit we were never enemies
Feast on the taste of my kiss as we become fluid lust
In the light of my windows jealous gaze
You reflect the moonlights hypnotized flicker
As my hand lies on the sheets surrounded by your skin
Grasping dear fate allows the reality of time to drift into oblivion
Breathe your beauty against my weak armour
Sigh and become my greatest sin
Laughs perish into a certain goodbye
But before cruel fiction takes you from me
Ill ask a miracle from an angel in my possession
Allow this to be my nightly heavan so I can gaze into your eyes as we drift into forever..
Let love compromise the walls built around my heart
May the impact of your beauty take my breath entirely
Surrender as we both lose our minds because Insanity describes moments
If forever never knocks again than may our tonight remain a rare mistake played by cupid...

As the world became a time like before
Choice and desire led a war with my character
I am not a follower but am led to infinite sin
A source of compassion may change lifetime lessons
Without a shoulder or hand weights do nothing but keep you motionless
Surviving and growth are cousins in a nobel family
Lucky to be near the embrace of a family I know well...
As I survive to fight a battle against the odds
I wonder if growth became content with my standing.....
Now I see the two as twins from a mother called arrogance
Symptoms of failure and disrespect seem to make my choice clear
Like a plant grows toward the sun in harsh conditions
It does more than survive it reaches for the warmth of simple comfort...

asia is the victor of manual labour in croatian tale
a breadbasket of rice left the loser without weight
another favour is a un agreement towards aliied habitat
so a currency isnt the clear way to a refuggee camp
the sheep will someday overpower the treason
but for now lay in the shadow of a communist state

The edge is what the words meant to our juvenile minds
You came like a milkman of crazy like I paid you a subscription
Because the married voice of our desperation may be rocka fella
Don't mean we are gucci chanel postes of imatation handbags
But I sit at the end of a dinner plate admiring your constant behavior
And wondering how a high school misfit still views a. Past excuse as a comment for hate
Might be strong and smile but worried actions equal a cold shiver
A snuggie is the present warmth left by infomercials
I won't say ur the crest of a ohs blue...
But I still appreciate a ******* like you....