She had just
Stepped away
For a second

BANG!

Written on
The mirror:

"I'm so sorry.
I was never any good at
Goodbyes"

Suddenly, the distance between us
Ceases to be
Immense
And becomes
Unfathomable

Just legitimately sad.

I woke up at nine.

I guess it was, but the tear fell anyway

It's gotten so bad that I drove a total of three hours just to sleep next to a boy that isn't complete garbage.

I'd love for something to choose
"Not to be"
For me

It's not nearly like
Wanting to **** myself
So
Don't you ******' worry

I miss you
And you
Yes, you
You, too

I miss the days
When you looked at me
Like you were
Happy to see me

But my true self
Burned your eyes
With intense black light
And you looked away

One of you said
I'll find someone
Who will give me
Everything

But I never really
Wanted everything
I only wanted
Love

Witching hour-
Long special
For the masses
Of anxious thoughts

More *****!
No,
You're cut off.

All the bars
Are closed
In Cleveland
But I've got
A good bit
Of liquid cowardice
Left in the freezer