A raging ocean....

As if inside me ...
A vast ocean...
A raging ocean...
Without limit...
Untamed...
Full of love...
Incomplete...
With crashing waves...
The cause of it...
Is you...
Yes...
And this distance between us...

For you are like the wind...
That makes me...
As if I were...
In a whirlpool...
Can't realize...
The day from the night...
While I am waiting...
In this space...
Every day...
starting with a sunrise...
For the meeting to be...
To dance...
Crazily together...
With the dances of letters...
And words...
To feel the love...
As if it were our bodies...
Making love...
With the most wonderful fantasies...
Until  we overflow together...
And drown...
In the most beautiful desires..

Yes my love...
You are the reason for my madness...
And I want you truly...
With me now...

Hazem al ...

Story i still live ...

( me and you ) ...

Story started ...
since so long years ...
and it still ...
goes with me ...
started ...
with a simple conversation ...
with a simple feelings ...
but i felt within this so ...
until ...
me and her ...
addicted to talking every day ...
maybe because ...
we felt one other ...
a same thoughts ...
despite ...
of the long distance ...
and separated by miles ...
we got a sweet feelings ...
day by day ...
as if ...
it was a real ...
that we live ...
on every day ...
then suddenly, ...
after a lot of talking ...
and a sharing more feels ...
i began to miss her ...
and think of her ...
almost of the time ...
as she was my life all ...

until ...
day by day ...
the feelings got grow up ...
more and more ...
even i got feel her ...
as she sharing me ...
my bed ...
every night ...

yes she was ...
my real true love ...
that i still love till now ...
and still waiting a God's need ...
to gather us together ...
in a small house ...
to fill it ...
with our great love ...

hazem al ...

Morning lullaby ...

Silent morning lullaby...
With winds gently...
Blowing...
Despite its calmness...
To scatter leaves...
From the road...
Announcing the beginning of the morning...
Glistening...
With the splendor of lights...
And rays between the clouds...
To awaken the dewdrops...
Between the eyelids of the flower branches...
To begin the morning...
And the lovers to start...
The love...
After a night in which the moon was long...
And the wait of a beloved was for long...
For a beloved of hers...
All night...
Waiting for an embrace from him...
Body to body...
To **** the longing...
Which she waited so long...

Here I am, my beloved...
I stand with all my feelings...
For you by my soul...
To start the morning with you...

Hazem al ...

The beauty of your body ...

your body ...
is like the waves of the sea ...
like a well in the middle of the desert ...
I am very thirsty for you ...
and i crave ...
to be quenched from you ...
by caressing ...
this crazy body ...
crazily ..
with my thirsty lips ...

Excuse my curiosity, ...
O my lady ...
for my craziness
because  ...
i have never seen before ...
this beauty ....

would i do please , O you ...
if yes ...
please ...
let me **** your nectar ...
which you got ...
inside this body ...

hazem al ...

The guide of my life ...



If....

the pulse in my heart is the guide of life ...

then ...

you are the life that my heart beats with ...

Oh God, ...

how beautiful is the sound of your heartbeat  ...

It spreads melody and tune ...

and the rhythm of the pulse ...

as if ...

the heart was in the heart stayed ...

to be the logic of our love ...

and the reason for our hearts ...

to live one the other's beats ...

and to keep both of us living ...

the hope and peace ...

by the logic of love ...

and  it madness ...

in the most beautiful imagination ...



so,..

because of you ...

my heartbeat takes me always ...

for you ...

because ...

you are the beat for my heart ...



hazem al ...

Under the moon ...


let me ...

sweetheart mine ...
my lady ...
who own my brain ...
and heart ...
day by night ...
all those years ...
let me , ...
make you feel me ...
to feel you now ...
as my desire for you ...
let me start ...
from your lips ...
to your body all ...
to feel and to live you ...
and your body ...
and it's sweat ...
which i miss ...
and long for ...

to dive crazily ...
together our love ...
as we are on the moon ...
there where we always ...
dreamed for ...
to make our love ...
as our desires needs ...
with now until ...
however our eyes shines ...
from the moon lights ...

sweetheart ...
let our love now ...
goes crazy ...
as we are now  ...

hazem al ...

It's your love ...

Your love is like blood ...
sweeping through every vein ...
the eyes are addicted to it ...
in the sanctuaries of sight ...
it gives its goodness to that lonely heart ...

So ,...
it turns it into an angel, who loves all people ...
it captivates the soul ...
while waiting for the crescent moon of Eid ...
it softens the iron and breaks stone ...
it gathers the threads of all scattered thoughts ...
to be the companion in the time of travel ...

yes my sweetheart ...
it's you ..
and it's your love ...
that runs ...
into my vein ...
to make my heart ...
always ...
beats ...
just only for you ...

hazem al ..

The blood of your love ...

like blood ...
your love runs in my veins ...
the heart addicted to it ...
and loves it's occupation ...
and can no longer bear to live ...
without it ...
despite the distance ...
and the pains ...
until ...
it became the salvation ...
for my whole being ...
and because of you ...
my heart got beats ...
with crazy love ...
and lights up my eyes ...
to see within your beauty ...
everything ...
In the universe ...
beautiful as you are ...
even in dreams ...
the blood of your love ...
does not leave me ...
to get drown me ...
every night ...
with the desires ...
of your body ...
Which I do not hope for ...
from this dream...
to wake up...

Hazem...

Lost with you ...

When I miss you ...
and i really do now ...
i light my candle ...
to illuminate my darkness ...
to feel you more ...
and keep thinking of you ...
and stand at your name ...
for a long time ...
meditate on it with longing ...
and waiting as if you will talk to me ...

yes sweetheart ...
when i do miss you ...
i feel as if you are with me ...
only you ...
and no one else can ...
give my world warmth ...
as you always do to my soul ...
and my body and heart ...
to complete me with you ...
and without you ...
i 'm lost ...
out of coverage ...

hazem al ...

A human being ...

time got lost ...
and I got lost within ...
in the midst of the flames of thoughts ...
noon ...
i  recalled ...
memories ...
that it was my whole life ...
with the most beautiful feelings of life ...
with you ...
despite the non place ...
despite it's imagination ...
and the distance ...
however, ...
it was always ...
make me feel ...
with love ...
and that I am  ...
A human being ...

So,...

I went panting ...
to my drawers ...
dig again ...
the papers ...
And everything ...
that came out from me ...
of feelings ...
which wrote ...
in the blood of the heart ...
to you ...
just ...
to feel you ...
and be again ...
a lover ...
and a human being ...

Hazem ...

Escape ....



I want endless distraction ...

want to leave my world ...

to wander like fog over the hills ...

like water to evaporate and disappear ...

Or, ...

to fade away like a mirage ...

Or ,..

I fade away from this world ...

forever ...

or ,...

to melt like snow ...

from the mountaintops ...

between the valleys ...

In an escape like absence ...

so I get lost with a life ...

that was wasted in vain ...

with wishes and unforgettable memories ...

because  ...

I'm bored of life ...

without the one I love ...



hazem al ...

Waiting ...

Waiting you ...
And my pen is still ...
With my heart ...
Since morning ...
Waiting for you ...
To be mine ...
And for my heart ...
The content of feelings ...
To share together ...
All day ...
Until evening ...
With a beating heart ...
And an exposed soul ...
Naked ...
Inlaid ...
With all colors of love ...
As our feelings need ...
And we both say it ...
However ...
You and I ...
We want ...
To make it ...
by letters and words ...
In the most sweetest language ...
In Its formulation ...
A soul ...
Because of the intensity of longing ...
We got drunk ...
From the long wait ...

And here I am, my love ...
And my pen ...
Waiting for you ...

Hazem ...

Your body is my lust...

your body is a map...
my love...
i love in it...
the pleasure of wading...
and exploring...
i comb it with my lips and teeth...
from the beginning...
to the last parts...
to rain on it from the torrent of my sweet saliva...
until i get you all wet ...
till you be ...
in my crazy lake ...

Because, my lady...
I hate a dry weather...
with non rain ...
and your body, my beloved ...
Its femininity is so exciting ...
It always needs the rain from me ...
to keep you always ...
like fertile land ...
which gives always ...
the love ...

sweetheart ...
don't call me crazy , please ...
because...
whoever sees your exciting body...
becomes at the peak of ******* ...
so, please ...
give me ...
the map of your body ...
to rain it ..
with my love ...

hazem al ...