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Asiah Mangham Jan 2021
Our beginning and Our ending
Two bitter truths connected
It's funny how I always write when I'm hurting
I never thought you'd muse me this way
How I know I'm wrong but aren't you wrong too..
For strangling me
For leaving my heart with the reminisce of true love
Aren't you wrong too..
For promising me everything
For leaving your backbone.. rib-bone.. lifelong partner alone..
Let us kiss and makeup because without you there is no healing
there is no better me..
For all the things I wanted to be Ex-Lover is not me..
Jenny Gordon Oct 2017
hi.  [funny thing about chancing upon that particular title is my first boyfriend used to wrestle with my brothers and I]


(sonnet #MMMMMMDCXCV)


Ah, silver twilight! mists like to a veil
Down in the valley, maples nod from hence
Their greener boughs as rain 'non whispers thence--
That voice my soul harks unto, low and frail
Yet oh, how sweet!  If only in betrayl
I could 'gain lose me on that haunting sense
Which tugs at nary sleeve, yet knows fr'intents
What I sae yearn t'embrace, light waxing pale.
My brother sez thet all does change as twere,
Um, after we are one, though neither to
Effect know truly, 'cept by what, in poor
'Scuse, others say.  The Word of God is true.
I'm sick of waiting...yet.  Leaves dimly stir,
This half-light all I cherish, without you.

14Oct17c
Laugh at me.
Jenny Gordon Oct 2017
wow, wrote this in 12 minutes...*



(sonnet #MMMMMMDCXCIII)


My bad...it is semantics thet avail
You of the same affections I've lost, whence?
Oh dear!  How shall I ever own defense?
He's Russian' beat strains on whiles I in pale
'Scuse madly type that sonnet in betrayl
Up for you, and how shall I put it hence?
When we're apart I'm strong; together? sense
Is buried and I yield me up sans bail.
Thus leave me in cold silence and, though's poor,
Lo, I thought "curtains!" though my brother knew
Far better.  Now rain'd sweetly dance in tour
And I miss being where he is, lost thus to
My world in his, although's too short as twere.
Why can't a godly man want me...um, you?

14Oct17a
Diary pages....
Carson Hurley Mar 2017
When I look at you

I see that my heart

is **home.....
SydneyAnn Feb 2015
High eyes
Hidden lies
Realize
A compromise/ Violence in disguise
A noose is the new suit and ties
We are morphing into one- jobs 9 to 5
Sleeps schedules are identical- tired eyes
We are our own
but you are I, you's and I's
Laws to abide
Words to coincide
Strong people- scared- run and hide
You are us or you are them- chose a side
America the Great- America the Free
They lied
SRS Sep 2014
What am I Supposed to do
When I'm standing here
Reaching out to you
But it seems as though
Your drifting
Further and further away
And each day
I find myself
More and more afraid
How does one believe
In the impossible
In the invisible
In the things that never seem
To be
I want you to just know, please, I need you to know that I'm 100%.
Forgotten Dreams Jul 2014
You are
dreams to me
magical and mystical but fleeting

You are
hope to me
strong and powerful but diminishing

You are
forever to me
continuous and intriguing but pointless

You are
laughter to me
my only thoughts to me
the saviour from my darkest days to me
                                                           twisting changing
Calm down and trust it, they say
This is a really old one I was just wondering if anyone could guess what it's about no one I've asked so far has been able to get it but I don't think it's that hard
Forgotten Dreams Jul 2014
You told me you trusted me,
Made me think we were okay.
Stroking my hair and smiling,
Like forever would be this way.

But then things changed,
You said I wouldn't understand...
Treated me like I wouldn't care
If you pushed me away...

I tried talking...
But my words never seem to make sense.
They don't fall into place...
Not like your lies...

The thing is darling,
I actually cared...
But when you push someone away,
Eventually they'll just let go...
Someone close to me asked me to write about them...I don't think this is what they meant but it's what came to mind
Forgotten Dreams Jun 2014
Do you think if I ignore you it might make you notice me more..?
Forgotten Dreams Jun 2014
I remember when we met;
You stood in that classroom,
And all I thought was...
"She is going to annoy me"
It turns out you do...
But no matter how many times I **** you off,
Or you annoy me to death...
We tried to remain friends...

But lately your changing...
Or maybe its me...
We're becoming more different.
It's harder for us to relate.
I find myself wondering why...
Why we're still friends...?
Why I put up with you?
Why you stick with me...?

I thought I might be going mad,
It's always been a possibility...
I thought I was being pedantic
But the arguments are always the same...

I came to decision today,
About why we're still friends.
It's not because we click,
Nor because we get along...
It's more to do with how we don't...

You drive me crazy,
And I probably do the same for you.
But no matter what we're both there...
Through thick and thin.
So...
No matter how much you hate me...
No matter how many times I tell you to go away...
We'll still be together...

*For Kate
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