In a fight inside my mind
my one self
becomes blind
to what is, what was, and what has become
dollar a day only goes so far
and that makes me feel so bad
for the woman I love
but if she loves me she will just have to get over IT.

Have you ever
woken up with a twitch in your eye
no matter what you do
it persists and stay's on the blink.

My mind mind is blurred, blurred
from all the Christmas fun

BUT THIS TIME I TAKE

To wish all and one
the very best
for today
and the rest of the year
LOVE‚™

Paul ***

Emotions encased in these sound-proofed walls call me wrong, the antagonist. For I never should've let us become as close, as this.
No matter how you swallow me, it will always hurt, you're eternally burnt.
The dragon breathing in the back of your throat, yet you needn't water to quench your thirst
For, I've spent years beneath the stars, and they always remind me not to breathe
Lay for hours on a beach at midnight
for miles, tis only sand & sea
I open my small palm, within it
I reveal a small flame
Hold my hands within your frozen grasp, honey
It'll make you feel a little more sane
Let me wrap you in my spirit
My rose & amber-wood scent must surely
Entice your senses
Haze unfurling
Warmth of a sunny spot light
Your body aglow
No need to be shy baby
Just let your feelings flow

One day better than me
better than I will ever become
and as i still stand here on solid ground
and look around
at the people I used to be
for when I was younger
things almost always got out of hand
and got away from me
BUT THERE WILL
Become
A
PLace
FOR
ME.

Blind me
and I am more than i was
just because
the winter snow that blinds me
is of what is was
and not the man I am now.