Conversing,
Conversing,
Conversing -
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Typing,
Typing,
Typing.
Delete,
Delete,
Delete.
Too busy to say bye.
Leave,
Leave,
Leave.
*******.
Let me cool down.
I don't want to talk with you right now.

Airy, airy
Light,
Lightest.
Alone,
Alonest,
But not lonely.
I feel mischievous
And full of the courage to do something about it.
I am royal.
I am a laugh and a half.
I'm mental,
In the best of ways.
Ask me why I'm smiling.
And I'll tell you as my fingers graze against your flesh.
I'm invincible
In my little dress made of red lace.
Call me crazy cause I am.
But I won't let you rain
On my holiday.

I don't want to be found.
people are hard,
People are hurting.

But I'm a fragile beautiful thing
it's just going to take the right person to see.

just get through today. Just get through today.
there's nothing wrong. You're perfectly OK.

Use people like tissues.
throw them away after one use.
discard your emotions
until you hear further news.

I'm okay with being an acquired taste.
I'll repel the wrong people.
the right people will fall in love with me instantly.

I'm not convenient.
I'm not easy.
I'm fickle.
I'm bored.

love me and leave me like all the others before.

Self destructive
Is my middle name.
I forgot its not safe to be in love if you're not numb

Worried.
Worried sick.
But you're feeling better cause your boozey.
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smokey shoes
smokey feet,
From walking on hot coals.
It's why you run,
Why you leave.
Dip your toes in water
Since I can't cool you down.
It was something I said wasn't it?
Maybe you need me not around.
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I need to make an appointment.
Pencil me in at your first availability.
Then you can talk to me.
Maybe then you'll tell me what's in your head.
As for now,
I'm feeling lonely.
Buy everyone is too busy to see.

One day I won't have time to be lonely.
And people will have to make appointments in order to meet with me.

Slipping away
Or never really mine in the first place.
I can make plans.
I could.

Look at this!
Watch me flail for attention
With the grace of a beached whale!

More free time,
But it'll cost me.
And I've got no limbs left to spare.

My innards become outtards
As you twist my flesh between greedy fingers.
I'm a distraction.

I'm always here
When your plans fall through.
Our plans always fall through
When you come across something better.

I know we can mesh,
But at the moment all I feel is distress.
I want my boyfriend.
I miss the infinite bliss.