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166 · May 2018
Oh My
Ciel Noir May 2018
These tinted glasses
Are for your protection
Lions and tigers and
Pay no attention!

But once I suspected
And now I am certain
That it's the same man
Behind all of these curtains
166 · May 2019
After the Storm
Ciel Noir May 2019
hide                                                                                      away
from                      the                        rain
close         your          eyes
fold your wings
when the light
shines again
ride the sky
on   the   wind
166 · Aug 2021
Wish
Ciel Noir Aug 2021
when you do bad things
I forgive you

when you show weakness
I don't judge

although sometimes
I get angry

still I do not
hold a grudge

your imperfections
make you special

your problems
make me want to help

and it is true
that I love you

the way I wish
I loved myself
165 · Jul 2019
New Leaf
Ciel Noir Jul 2019
deep in green awakening
beginning to sing
whispering
of spring
165 · Jun 2020
Sun Flower
Ciel Noir Jun 2020
How must that first sunflower feel
To look out on that sea of leaves

All slumbering
Asleep in green

And be the only one
The One
Awake to look back at the Sun
165 · Sep 2020
Pendulum
Ciel Noir Sep 2020
those whom we did not defend
today are the ones who attack
no matter how much we pretend
the pendulum always swings back
165 · Jun 2018
Versus
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I wish that we could all have peace

And learn to respect one another

But though I think the war is dumb

I get why people hate each other

One side says "They attacked me first!"

The other says "They are the worst!"

The other then attacks them back

One side says "I have been attacked!"

Both sides say "They're attacking me!"

I simply cannot disagree

I simply cannot take a side

I wish there were a place to hide

From all this ******* violence

But if we didn't have this war

We would find someone else to fight

It's just the way we ******* are
165 · Jun 2019
Waiting
Ciel Noir Jun 2019
wind rising
on the white and waiting sky
I can taste the storm
163 · Feb 2021
Four Letters
Ciel Noir Feb 2021
I ☶☱ the way you say my name
you know just how to play the game
but I would ☶☱ you all the same
I ☶☱ you

I ☰☵ you when you are away
I ☰☵ you almost every day
but you will never hear me say
I ☰☵ you

of all the things I ☷☰ you for
I truly ☷☰ to be ignored
and when you treat me like a *****
I ☷☰ you

I ☳☷ it when you send me texts
I ☳☷ it when you kiss my neck
as close to ☳☷ as I can get

I ☳☷ you
163 · Apr 2020
interlace
Ciel Noir Apr 2020
.                                                                ­                    
            the twisted patterns                        
                                ­       𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦          interlace  
                                𝘵𝘩𝘦          𝘢𝘯𝘥        
                  𝘴𝘬𝘺          𝘵𝘩𝘦
                     the mysteries          𝘴𝘶𝘯                          
                ­                          fall into place
          𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘺                                           
                           ­ 
              𝘰𝘯𝘦                  𝘣𝘺                   one    
                                                                ­                                        .
163 · Jun 2018
Upward
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
Life claws its way upward

Through hard ground

Gnaws its way upward

Through the flesh and bones of other animals

Cuts its way upward

Through forest and wood

Digs its way upward

Through sand and stone

Burns its way upward

Melting pathways through the world

Builds its way upward

Wood and glass and stone and metal

All so that we can stand for a moment

At the top of the world

Until something beneath us breaks free
163 · Apr 2018
Dawn
Ciel Noir Apr 2018
Celestial egg
Peaceful nestled in the clouds
A perfect sphere
Made translucent by the light
Sinks smoothly into the ocean
A moment later
On the other horizon
It finds its wings
Gold with fire
Radiant with power
And rises slowly from
Its bright new nest
Of feathers and flame
163 · Jul 2018
Telemetry
Ciel Noir Jul 2018
Far beyond the sea
Shines on your telemetry
Pale ultramarine
163 · Apr 2019
Dyson
Ciel Noir Apr 2019
branches wide
safe and sound we live inside
just like the old ways

in a tree
like a sailboat in the sea
drifting into space
163 · Jun 2018
Uncensored
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I can say anything I want to say
And you can keep yourself from hearing
But you cannot stop me from speaking

I have a voice
And you can block it out
Cover people's ears with tape
But I can say anything I want to say
162 · Apr 2019
Four Dimensions
Ciel Noir Apr 2019
If someone saw in four dimensions
I wonder what they would see
And if they looked at us
Would they see not one person
But a tree

With all our lives laid out together
Branching back mother to mother
Back to when we became humans
Where our branch joins with the others

Would they see not just our timeline
But those of the molecules
Which branching back away from us
Return to plants and animals

And if they looked far back enough
Would they see us all join as one
Woven upon the helix Earth
Which wraps around the spiral Sun
162 · Jul 2022
A Fraction of the Truth
Ciel Noir Jul 2022
I wish I knew
how to deal with it all

the pain and confusion
behind all my walls

echoes on echoes
of unburied guilt

rewinding my mind
to the heart
to the hilt

crushing my soul
deeper than any nerve

a torment I still tell myself
I deserve

I see the truth
through a kaleidoscope

I'll refract it all back
I will not give up hope
162 · Jan 2019
Fear
Ciel Noir Jan 2019
No more fear

I say to myself

No more fear


Why am I

So afraid

Of fear
161 · Feb 2022
Way
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
Way
I have also crawled

Claw on wall
Out of that place

Let me light your way
161 · Jan 2019
Answer
Ciel Noir Jan 2019
Read my palm
Between the lines
You cannot answer
Neither can I

Soothsayer tell me!
How will it end?
I cannot answer
Ask me again
161 · Oct 2020
Cry Wolf
Ciel Noir Oct 2020
When I don't understand the harm
I ask myself
what if I could?

When it seems like a false alarm
I ask myself

Am I the wolf?
160 · Nov 2018
Love
Ciel Noir Nov 2018
I know how much you love the stars
How much you love the light
I know that you are always searching
Reaching for the sky

Safe in your arms I feel your hope
I feel your peace inside
You make me feel just like a bird
Like someone who can fly
160 · Mar 2019
Life Is
Ciel Noir Mar 2019
Some people think life is
a game that you can play
a ladder you can climb

Some people think it is
a series of tests
an amusement park ride

Some people think it is
just a chemical reaction
they're probably right

I think that life is
a mostly true story
we all get to write
160 · Feb 2021
Predictions
Ciel Noir Feb 2021
what part of your soul
makes the choice?

do you have free will
or is it fate?

what if your predictions
create the future

and that's how you decide
which path to take?
160 · Nov 2024
Blue
Ciel Noir Nov 2024
Hey Blue
Looks like the tides have turned
Can you
Admit that times have changed?
I do
Believe in most of what you stand for
But
I have to say

I get
Why people felt betrayed
When your great dream
Was not delivered
And you stood by
As the piper
Led the children
To the river

Wake up Blue
No one will give you power
If you do not earn that
You've forgotten how to be persuasive
You need to relearn that

Return to when tolerance meant
More than ideology
Centrists were not the enemy
And neither was biology

And we didn't need all these labels
To decide who was more equal
We were people
And the people
On the other side were people

There is no reason to
Demonize people who realize
In evil times
It's not enough to be
The lesser of two evils

It's time to stop underestimating
What our fear is worth
Stop overestimating
How much people care about the Earth

Hey Blue
I am still one of you
But am I pure enough to be called Blue?
I guess that's up to you
One thing
That you still get to choose
159 · Aug 2018
Further
Ciel Noir Aug 2018
If you got this far
You can go a little further
Just a little further
Day by day
And day by day
Go further and further
Still a little further
Till you go the whole way
159 · Aug 2021
Influence
Ciel Noir Aug 2021
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how much of your soul have we bought?
do you decide what the world thinks
or learn to think the Zeitgeist's thoughts?

#boycott #cancel
watch your step
don't rock the platform you've been given
choose your words
like you deserve
to blindly serve the algorithm
159 · Sep 2019
Atropos
Ciel Noir Sep 2019
Run though there is no direction
No direction in the void
Hide though there is no protection
Everything will be destroyed

Hope though you are only dreaming
This is something you can keep
Sing though everyone is screaming
In the darkness
In their sleep
159 · Mar 2019
Hidden River
Ciel Noir Mar 2019
Soft sunlight sweetens the fruit
Stirs the leaves and makes them shiver
Million little reaching roots
Slowly seek the hidden river
159 · Oct 2023
Reach
Ciel Noir Oct 2023
I reach out to the ones I love
At least when I am brave enough
But sometimes I am too afraid
Afraid that they will turn away

In questions I reach out my hand
To what I want to understand
But that is more than I can ask
I reach for things I cannot grasp

I reach for what I hope to earn
I work and learn and in return
Reach for the stars
Find out they burn
Another lesson I can learn

And when I fall down from the stars
And when the tree was just too far
I summon all my strength to stand
And once again reach out my hand
159 · Jun 2018
The God of the Gaps
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I can still remember it

The moment that I lost my faith

I was just sitting in a classroom

When I decided to think it through

I threw Pascal's Wager to the wind

Held instead Occam's Razor

And thought, if God really loves us

These are all just empty threats

And how much else has been a lie?


I still thought there must be a God

And so I looked through all the books

And everything I read rang true

And everything I read rang empty

The books all sounded just the same

How could I choose one of these Gods?

I thought that either all of them were right

Or all of them were wrong.


And so I thought,

There is no God.

That answered almost all my questions,

But I felt a sense of loss

I had always been promised Heaven

Though I felt somewhat relieved

No one looking over my shoulder

No one judging my deepest thoughts

Suddenly the world felt colder


And even though I felt such wonder

That we'd got here on our own

And even though I felt so free

I had never felt so alone


And to this day once in a while

I ask in my mind all the Gods

To show me a specific sign

So they can reach me if they want

The signs I've seen all point to

The idea that we all are One

The God we seek is

The sum of our collective consciousness

In harmony with the Universe as a whole


But every time I think I see a sign

I remember in the back of my mind

How easy it is to see

Patterns in the sand

                    the stars

                    the static

And fill in the gaps

With a solid shape

Only the sharpest razor may divide

The shape back into grains of sand

The constellation back into its stars

The bolt from the blue back into static

God into the gaps in our knowledge

The empty spaces that fill our souls

With awe and mystery and wonder
159 · Jul 2020
(REDACTED)
Ciel Noir Jul 2020
be silent

words are dangerous

this is no time to speak


a little censorship

is what keeps everybody free


and if you disagree

then you will see

your star shall fall


say what we tell you to

or don't say anything at all
158 · Sep 2023
The Night
Ciel Noir Sep 2023
O my heart
the night is dark

bless my soul
the night is cold

Look up!
the sky is full of stars

I have never felt such hope
158 · Mar 2019
Meaning
Ciel Noir Mar 2019
A word gains new meaning
Every time it is shared
Until it becomes
A poem unto itself
157 · May 2021
Chains
Ciel Noir May 2021
I don't want to tangle you
up in words
my friend

teach me silence
teach me patience
teach me to pretend

I saw your soul in chains
you looked at me
just like *******

did you take me
for pleasure
or to take away the pain?
157 · Mar 2021
Hope
Ciel Noir Mar 2021
I want to hold your soul
together
keep you warm
and help you cope

but truthfully
for all my hope
I am a feather
in your storm
157 · Aug 2020
Echo
Ciel Noir Aug 2020
somewhere
deep down
I make
a

(        (   •  sound •   )        )

but
all you
ever hear
from me is the

•  )              )                    )   echo   (                    (              (  •
157 · Jan 2022
Demons
Ciel Noir Jan 2022
each day I try to play a role
in our society

to mimic an image
of what I think they want to see

but deep down
I am savage
I am wild
my soul has teeth

and time and time again
I try to hide that side of me

how could I ever find someone
to love me as a whole

the monsters in my mind
and the maelstrom of my soul?

through all my doubt
I dare to hope
to meet the one someday

who sees the demons in my eyes
and does not look away
157 · Aug 2018
Oxygen
Ciel Noir Aug 2018
The brilliant Sun above our heads
It lights you up in green and red
Flow with the water, with the air
You are so precious but not rare
In our hearts, in our skies,
In our oceans, in our eyes,
You are the one for which we yearn
But O! How bright your halo burns.
157 · May 2018
Babylon
Ciel Noir May 2018
Elon Musk has done so much
What would be different if he hadn't?
Whole new view, choose red or blue,
A whole new world for us to madden

Should he wish upon a star
Fly us to freedom like Aladdin
Write his name across the sky
Too bright to die like Esarhaddon
157 · Feb 2019
The Forest Is
Ciel Noir Feb 2019
The forest is
          dark                  quiet          
    slow        calm       gentle    
                       cool                   still                          
           full of magic            
the
trees
are
whispering
listening as I read
157 · Jul 2019
Wonder
Ciel Noir Jul 2019
I know we will never know
what the answer is
but I still
wonder
156 · Jul 2018
Uncertainty
Ciel Noir Jul 2018
The more I look around
The more I am persuaded
That uncertainty is
The true meaning of life
156 · Jan 2020
Somniloquy
Ciel Noir Jan 2020
what happens if I lose control
and do the thing that I dream of
and let your mind caress my soul
I am afraid to fall in love

and what would I do if I fell
I'd pull my feelings way down deep
and melt into your arms and tell
my deepest secrets in my sleep
156 · Jan 2021
Valley
Ciel Noir Jan 2021
I carry your love
through a valley of diamonds
heavy as a stone
155 · Aug 2024
Help
Ciel Noir Aug 2024
I try so hard
but it's not enough

I don't know how to do anything right

I'm afraid to admit
how hard I try

I'm ashamed
I can't do it
all by myself

I'm afraid to tell you
that I failed

when someone else
would have done so well

I'm afraid to rely
on someone else

I'm afraid to tell you
that I need help
155 · Feb 2022
Where I Belong
Ciel Noir Feb 2022
I dreamed that I
was on the Moon

I looked into the sky

where the Sun shined
through ink black night
by the Capricorn sign

and near the Sun
in perfect haunting blue
so still and bright

I saw our world
up in the sky
with all the other lights

I felt it all
to see our planet
so far and so small

I felt that I
was in the sky
I felt that I could fall

with a jolt to the solar plexus
I thought to myself

"That is the Earth
where I belong

and I am somewhere else"
155 · May 2022
Ten Thousand
Ciel Noir May 2022
practice being kind
for the next ten thousand hours
be kind to yourself
155 · Jul 2018
?D
Ciel Noir Jul 2018
?D
In 3D
I stand behind a tree
In 2D
The tree is a part of me
In 1D
There is nowhere else to be
In 4D
What else would I see?
154 · Sep 2018
Mountain
Ciel Noir Sep 2018
somber grey
rough matte texture of mountain
just another stone
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