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Jun 2018 · 321
Monsters
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
We were one
Now we are two
All of us
And all of you
We all say
"You people are monsters"
No one can say
It's not true
The only thing
That we can say
Is "I am less monstrous
than you"
I guess that's why
We all take sides
The only place
Where we can hide
The shadow of our enemy
Too dark to see
Our monstrous side
Jun 2018 · 143
Fire
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
There once was a fire
It lit my way
In burning circles
Then came the rain
And now I walk in peace
And darkness
Jun 2018 · 83
Wayward
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I feel really lost right now
I don't know what to do
Or where to go
I don't know who to ask
Or who to pray to
I don't know who I am
Or what I want
Jun 2018 · 132
All By Ourselves
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
Sometimes I feel so lonely
As if no one understands me
And then I remember that everyone feels this way
That everyone feels weird and different
Like they don't belong
Jun 2018 · 74
Vision
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I see the world
Is it your world too?
Do I see our world
The same as you?

Do you see it
Drawn in nations
Or with no lines
Of demarcation?

How does our world
Look to you?
What is green?
What is blue?

Who are we
To decide?
Who are we
To take a side?

We are we,
I am me,
You are you,
That's all true

And if I listen
Close to you
I'll see the world
The way you do
Jun 2018 · 97
Over the Wall
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I saw you
Looking at me
One night
Right through
My naked soul
Maybe you see me
Maybe you don't
I am looking at you
Do you know what you saw?
Jun 2018 · 643
The Little Snake
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
One time there was a little snake

Who said, why are the mice afraid?

The other snakes said I don't know,

For I have never killed a mouse!

And so the snake said,

I know! I will go and meet them at their house

The mice came to their windows

And they saw the tiny little snake.

It's one of THEM! They shouted.

They thought she was there to **** them all.

For you see, the larger snakes,

For thousands and thousands of years

Had killed millions and millions of mice

Which was the reason for their fear.

The little snake knew none of this.

She never had eaten a mouse

She only ate spiders and bugs

She slithered right up to the house

The mice came out by the dozens

And bit and scratched the little snake

She had just come to say hello

She thought there must be some mistake

They cut her into little pieces

And there came from them a cheer:

Hip hip hooray! We've killed the snake!

Now we won't have to live in fear.

You see, the mice had no idea

Just how many snakes there were

They thought they'd killed the only one

They thought that they had won the war

And so the little mice came out

And danced upon the little grave

Not knowing that the smell of blood

Had drawn a hissing knot of snakes

These larger snakes ate all the mice

And spilled their blood upon the land

The little snake could see no more

But if she could, she'd understand.
Jun 2018 · 161
Versus
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I wish that we could all have peace

And learn to respect one another

But though I think the war is dumb

I get why people hate each other

One side says "They attacked me first!"

The other says "They are the worst!"

The other then attacks them back

One side says "I have been attacked!"

Both sides say "They're attacking me!"

I simply cannot disagree

I simply cannot take a side

I wish there were a place to hide

From all this ******* violence

But if we didn't have this war

We would find someone else to fight

It's just the way we ******* are
Jun 2018 · 124
Dark River
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I look up at the sky and I see stars
They look almost as dizzy as I feel
For thousands of years they showed us the way
The sky has changed, the world has turned the wheel
Into an open circle slowly walks
The one who brings the number to thirteen
A bridge over a river in the sky
The starry serpent and who stands between
But it was much easier to divide
In halves and thirds and fourths, by six and three
When there were twelve instead of a number
Whose only factors are one and thirteen
I wonder how much this will change our world
And in how many small and subtle ways
We will learn something of our unity
And of our individuality
Jun 2018 · 129
Peace
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I wish

We all felt love

No hate

We all felt joy

No sorrow

We all felt hope

No despair

How can I make this so?

I can begin with my own mind

Plant one seed of peace

Let it bloom into a tender vine

And wrap its tender green arms around the whole world

Until the whole world is encircled

Within the web of my peace

O if only

For a moment

Let it be
Jun 2018 · 108
Empathy
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
It's hard to empathize with someone who does not empathize with you... but it's important.
Jun 2018 · 138
Upward
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
Life claws its way upward

Through hard ground

Gnaws its way upward

Through the flesh and bones of other animals

Cuts its way upward

Through forest and wood

Digs its way upward

Through sand and stone

Burns its way upward

Melting pathways through the world

Builds its way upward

Wood and glass and stone and metal

All so that we can stand for a moment

At the top of the world

Until something beneath us breaks free
Jun 2018 · 441
Who
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
Who
Who hides in light

Behind the halo

Who stands in darkness

Casts no shadow
Jun 2018 · 160
Reflections
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
We are the Universe and so

When we look at the Universe

The Universe looks at the Universe

When you look into two mirrors that face one another

You see an infinite number of reflections

How many reflections

Does the Universe see?

Infinity to the power of infinity
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I saw a lightning strike

It was close by

In the clouds

They were soft grey innocent like a

Tabula rasa

And the sky wrote on them

One bolt of bright lightning

Moving swiftly from right to left

There was a sound

Like a snake or a flame

A hiss

Exactly simultaneous with

The appearance of the lightning

Three seconds later

I heard the thunder

What did I hear

When I saw the lightning?
Jun 2018 · 154
The God of the Gaps
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I can still remember it

The moment that I lost my faith

I was just sitting in a classroom

When I decided to think it through

I threw Pascal's Wager to the wind

Held instead Occam's Razor

And thought, if God really loves us

These are all just empty threats

And how much else has been a lie?


I still thought there must be a God

And so I looked through all the books

And everything I read rang true

And everything I read rang empty

The books all sounded just the same

How could I choose one of these Gods?

I thought that either all of them were right

Or all of them were wrong.


And so I thought,

There is no God.

That answered almost all my questions,

But I felt a sense of loss

I had always been promised Heaven

Though I felt somewhat relieved

No one looking over my shoulder

No one judging my deepest thoughts

Suddenly the world felt colder


And even though I felt such wonder

That we'd got here on our own

And even though I felt so free

I had never felt so alone


And to this day once in a while

I ask in my mind all the Gods

To show me a specific sign

So they can reach me if they want

The signs I've seen all point to

The idea that we all are One

The God we seek is

The sum of our collective consciousness

In harmony with the Universe as a whole


But every time I think I see a sign

I remember in the back of my mind

How easy it is to see

Patterns in the sand

                    the stars

                    the static

And fill in the gaps

With a solid shape

Only the sharpest razor may divide

The shape back into grains of sand

The constellation back into its stars

The bolt from the blue back into static

God into the gaps in our knowledge

The empty spaces that fill our souls

With awe and mystery and wonder
Jun 2018 · 123
The Fool ∞ The World
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I am the world

I love the fool

One open flower

On top of a hill

I am the fool

I love the world

Though she is iron

She is my gold
Jun 2018 · 222
No Direction
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
O

Where do I go

I don't know

No matter where I go

I am standing in the centre

Of my horizon

How I cling to the Earth

With my hands and feet

The dove may lend me her wings

But I lack her sense

Of direction

Faith to fly through the storm

Two wings

One blue horizon

No land in sight
Jun 2018 · 168
Probability
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
somewhere between
0 and 1
probability
Jun 2018 · 128
God Only Knows
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
God only knows
Where we came from
God only knows
Where we'll go

If we are all one cosmic mind
Then God only knows what we know

God only knows
What we see
God only knows
What we seem

And if this is the mind of God
Then we are what God dreams
Jun 2018 · 144
Light
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
Patterns in the sand
Patterns in the water
Stars in our eyes
Light of the father

One foot in the water
One foot in the sand
Light of the daughter
Stars in our hand
Jun 2018 · 586
010
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
010
zero








         became





                  in the beginning





                                          nothing
­




                                                            ­   0




                                                             ­            s p r e a d  o u t


                                    
                         ­                                                                 ­              nowhere
                                           ­        surrounded by
                                           nothing              everything                  until
                     looking in on      one              zero
                 everything               surrounded by                                    it
             looking out on                        
             within                                                           ­                           bent
              seen from
               that can only be                                                              b­ack
                 a vision
                    from outside                                                          ­in
                          seen                                ­                             on
                               can only be                                 itself
                                      a shape that          became
                                                          ­     1
Jun 2018 · 179
All One Mind
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
^

Infinite

I am

Just a wave
Travelling
Down a long dark road
Flashes of bright light
A tunnel
Made of stars

Neuron to neuron
This is how one mind takes form

The tower goes deep

Lightning struck

Out of the darkness

Great light
Inside
This is what the mind is like

All the things we dream
In that time machine

This is what the mind is like
Inside
Great light

Out of the darkness

Lightning struck

The tower goes high

This is how one mind takes form
Being to being

Made of stars
A tunnel
Flashes of bright light
Down a long dark road
Travelling
Just a wave

We are

Infinite

v
Jun 2018 · 372
(¿?)
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
I want
to know                 deep down
where you went                  anywhere
who you met                                  anyone
even if you didn't go even if you didn't meet
anywhere                                               anywhere
even if you didn't meet even if you didn't go
anyone                                        who you met
or know                                    deep down
what     you      think    you     know    
believe about what you saw

this is
what one wants
to know
Jun 2018 · 295
( 12 )
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
O
Let go
It's OK
O
Take a breath
Take a trip
Ride into the wave
O
Let it take you back
To the starting place
You were gone so long
Maybe you were wrong
Maybe you were never gone
O                            1                              ­O
Here and gone, zero and one
Where has one ended
And the next begun
It's all the same wave
It's all the same place
O
It's all the same ride
Take a trip
Take a breath
O
It's OK
Let go
O
Jun 2018 · 96
Nothing
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
In the beginning
There was nothing
Nothing was alive
Nothing poured out nothing from the
Darkness
Cast no shadow
Through twelve mirrors
Out poured
Everything
Light
Hidden candles
Through the empty space
Where the thirteenth stood waiting above
Between two sides
Of the same dark river of light
One foot in the water
One foot in the sand
The water flowed down from Heaven
And turned against itself
Blown forward and back
By the winds of time
Darkness against darkness
Electricity began to sparkle in the water
Six mirrors turned against six mirrors
Lightning struck twelve times
Melting the sand that fell from the sky as stars
And turning it to invisible glass
Twelve spheres that joined at the centre
Where was hidden
Nothing
In the beginning
Jun 2018 · 111
Home
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
Sun is my father
He brings me light
Earth is my mother
I speak with her voice
Moon is my other
We keep the balance
Sky is the ancestor
From whence we have come
They light my way
Home
Jun 2018 · 194
3.14
Ciel Noir Jun 2018
The Outside Void Spills Over
I didn't write this. I saw it written on a wall. I don't know who wrote it; it was signed 3.14
May 2018 · 148
Party
Ciel Noir May 2018
When you're a centrist
Everyone agrees
Cause everybody thinks you're wrong

When you're a centrist
Everyone agrees
Cause they all say you don't belong

But if you talk to one person at a time
And bring them just a little toward the middle
One step at a time
Before they know it they're on your side

Take your left hand
Reach as far as you can
But don't give up your ground

Take your right hand
Reach out to the right side
Don't let them pull you around

And then connect two hands at a time
Make a chain that snakes its way across the middle
One link at a time
Before they know it they're all entwined

There is so much
Space here in the middle
All of you can stand with me

There is so much
We can do together
Without this dichotomy

It happens one day at a time
Shifting just a little toward the middle
After enough time
There aren't that many sitting on the sides

Why not get up and move around
And mingle just a little in the middle?
One big fabulous party, we'll be
Dancing in the aisle
May 2018 · 227
People Love
Ciel Noir May 2018
People love dark
People love light
People love day
People love night

People love Sun
People love Moon
People love sky
People love blue

People love land
People love sea
People love animals
People love peace

People love people
People love things
Small wonder
People sing

People love soul
People love heart
Stars build people
People love stars

People love deep
People love real
People will fall
People will feel

People forgive
People cry
People build things
People fly

People love song  
People love God
Deep wonder
People love
All of these words are in bold on my list.
https://hellopoetry.com/cielnoir/words/
I invite you all to do this same challenge.
May 2018 · 105
One
Ciel Noir May 2018
One
I

Don't remember being a rose
A crown of thorns
A dragon's wing

I don't recall
Being all
These different things

The Universe and I
Were more than together
We were one

I was the Earth
I was the Moon
I was the Sun

One day
All of that undoing
Will be undone

I will be a tree
I will be the sea
I will be a galaxy

I will be
We
We will be

One
May 2018 · 199
Unity
Ciel Noir May 2018
The Universe is all one thing
The mind says 'I am this'
and 'I am not that'
But that's not real
It's just an illusion
Just like everything else
In our minds

At the end
I hope that for a moment
I feel what it is like
To be
Unity
May 2018 · 126
Highwire
Ciel Noir May 2018
Standing on a highwire
Can't even see the ground
Some people try so hard
Not to look down

Some people push others
Out of their way
Not even looking
When they fall away

Some people take
Small careful steps
They never look up
At anyone else

Some sway with the highwire
Dance to the beat
They never even
Look at their feet
May 2018 · 226
Mean Voice
Ciel Noir May 2018
This is why you're not good enough
That's something I've heard people say
I used to get angry or cry
Now I just laugh and walk away

Because I know that same mean voice
Has all those same mean things to say
Even when they are all alone
And there is no one else to hate

The things that people say to others
Are what they say to themselves
The things that people criticize
Are what they hate about themselves

So I walk on because I can
Not everybody has that choice
They'll only hurt me once but they
Can't walk away from their own voice
May 2018 · 133
Babylon
Ciel Noir May 2018
Elon Musk has done so much
What would be different if he hadn't?
Whole new view, choose red or blue,
A whole new world for us to madden

Should he wish upon a star
Fly us to freedom like Aladdin
Write his name across the sky
Too bright to die like Esarhaddon
May 2018 · 92
The Whole World
Ciel Noir May 2018
An eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind
No wonder it's so hard for us to see
It would be better if we could be kind
At least that is the way it seems to me

Now this is only my opinion
It's perfectly alright to disagree
But I imagine there are millions
Who see the whole world just the same as me
May 2018 · 431
Lightning Struck
Ciel Noir May 2018
Some people look for thunderstorms
Some people for sunshine
No matter what you're looking for
Seek and ye shall find

Some people look for aliens
Some people look for God
And even through the deepest storm
Lightning finds its rod
May 2018 · 506
Sun
Ciel Noir May 2018
Sun
The Sun is just another
In an endless sky of stars
If we saw it from far away
Would we know it was ours?

It isn't too remarkable
In any special way
An ordinary little star
That rides the Milky Way

But when seen from our point of view
The Sun is like a god
So wonderful, so full of light
So powerful, so hot

It's bright enough to light the sky
And paint it blue and gold
It shines on us, it grows the plants,
It warms us when we're cold

I think we would love any star
That brought us so much light
But our Sun is the only one
That shines on us this bright

Sometimes the ones who look
Ordinary from far away
Will dazzle you if you will
Just give them the time of day
May 2018 · 174
Columba
Ciel Noir May 2018
Bravery
Little dove who thinks she can
Fly across the sea
May 2018 · 249
And Tomorrow
Ciel Noir May 2018
The world belongs to all of us
Not companies and kings
To one and all both great and small
The living moving things

If we should choose to burn the world
Today to turn a profit
Tomorrow never is too early
To find our way off it
May 2018 · 183
Never
Ciel Noir May 2018
I know just enough to say
I will never really know
I was never really here
I will never really go
May 2018 · 367
A of E
Ciel Noir May 2018
Many say that God is real and loves you
I wonder how many of them believe this is true
Sometimes when people lose their faith they feel blue
Sometimes I wonder whether I should lie too

Maybe I should help other people believe
After all, they'll never know they were deceived
Will they find out there is no Heaven and grieve?
No! They won't find out anything after they leave.

But what if it turns out I'm the one who's wrong?
That God was just hiding, was real all along?
There might be a Heaven, but I won't belong.
I think different thoughts and I sing different songs.

This question's unanswerable but not small
Would I even answer if I heard the call?
Maybe I should say what I believe about God and whether he's real:
Nothing at all
May 2018 · 149
Magpie
Ciel Noir May 2018
Magpie
Chattering
Mimicking
Other birds
Steal their
Shiny
Shiny
Words
Fly away home
Weave them in your own
Glittering and complicated
Nest
Until your
Shiny
Shiny
Nest
Covers the whole world
Make everybody learn
Your
Shiny
Shiny
Stolen
Woven
Words
May 2018 · 81
Humanity
Ciel Noir May 2018
Humans are humans
Forget this
Take someone's
Humanity away
And forget
Your own
Humanity
May 2018 · 123
I Forgive You
Ciel Noir May 2018
I forgive you
I forgive you my friend
I'll forgive you no matter what you do
I forgive you
I forgive you my love
I'll forgive you if it's the last thing that I do

I still love you
I still love you my friend
I will love you no matter what you do
I still love you
I still love you my love
And I hope that you will learn to love you too
May 2018 · 203
Domino
Ciel Noir May 2018
You say: let's move the embassy
It isn't a big deal to me
It translates to a lot of press
I'll show the world that I'm the best

I'll show them I can dominate
One domino, a piece of cake
A bigger slice of the same pie
The kind of wealth that you can't buy

One domino, a little thing
What's that? I wasn't listening
You said that this was complicated
Overthought is overrated

But if you move one domino
You don't know how far it will go
If they are close enough together
Dominoes will fall forever
May 2018 · 157
After the Rain
Ciel Noir May 2018
I am calm
The storm that tore at my soul
Rains itself to sleep

Deep sorrow
Poured out on the dusty ground
I am full of peace
May 2018 · 231
All Out
Ciel Noir May 2018
I honestly feel better now
After I got those words all out
They look so harsh and broken but
I got them all out of my heart

I read them and it makes me sad
But now it feels like empathy
As if someone else wrote those words
And they did not come out of me

One day I'll probably go back
Delete the words I wrote today
For now I am just glad they're out
I think I'm gonna be OK

But now when others read these poems
They will feel sad just like me
I don't know how I feel about
This other side of empathy
May 2018 · 279
Alright
Ciel Noir May 2018
It's OK
It's alright
Just calm down
Everything is fine
Alright?
You're alright
You're OK
Just relax
Relax and breathe
OK?
It's OK
It's alright
Just calm down
Everything is fine
It's going to be alright
OK?
I've got you
Alright?
I've got you
You are always safe with me
Just breathe
Just breathe
Alright
Alright

Alright.
Ciel Noir May 2018
Sometimes I can't sleep
I think about our beautiful blue world
In flames
I think about streets full of
Broken glass
Blood spilled over stones and ashes
Distant screams and close explosions
Mortar flashes
Whistling sky crashes
Stones and ashes
Stones and ashes
Stones and ashes
Clattering like jagged broken teeth out of the smoke choked sky
Shell shocked orphans shaking
Silent in the rubble
No one to show them the way home
Neither can I
All I can do is cry
And cry
And cry
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