I hold her in my hands
her heart beats with mine
I stroke her fathered head
she is life I protect, she is kind

With a soul blackened with disappointment
I let her die as I die
and the heart that was fleeting
beats no more for I

This dark heart of broken dreams
child of war splitting at the seams
I could drown in your spittle
if it was not so obscene.


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Place yourself in my dark space
this is the place that only light may enter
come with me and see pure magic
come child of light, you are welcome

Ok let's show you what we can do
not that I really need to prove to you
but just watch me make a crystal chapel
can you my kin, see the light within

I see you noticed my sword
hush child of light I always have to fight
I am war bound to forever at a pace
so welcome to my dark space

Please look into my eyes
I want to show you places I have been
I want you to understand
that a lord does walk this land

Touch me and see the pain
see the nightmares I have seen
see the fallen crying for mother
those fallen were my brothers


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Tat Deutschland hat ihren Tag
tat wahre Krieger bekommen Gerechtigkeit
lassen Sie mich in einem u Boot sterben
mit meinen gefallenen Rittern

Senden Sie es an den Boden
vergessen zu werden
Ich bedauere so das
Kein Schuss Die vier angestarrte Scheide

Im Kopf das Bumsen

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How many times was I told off at school?
just gazing out of the window daydreaming
teachers would say Christos what's the answer
and boy I would be non plus

I giggle about it now
but it was not funny then
I was a very obedient child
never lackadaisical or wild

But forever in those days, I was gazing out of the window
looking at the sky and wondering why
these ****** teachers kept talking to you
I think my dyslexia got the better of me

Even now my handwriting is crass
this is why I type as my handwriting is trash
even when I am out and I feel a poem coming on
I want to get home so I can type it and not go wrong


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's a daylight countdown
like a ten nine eight
who do we appreciate
the darkness of the night

I dismount my dragon Jet Black
for eons I have battled on his back
now I dismount my ride
and place my feet back on land

I pull out my timepieces
I lay them on the ground
and then open a portal
making no light or sound

Daylight countdown
to the realms of my darkness
see I have been most disciplined
by her of many names


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Yes it's my birth date
the day I fell back to Earth
I do celebrate this weakness
as I deactivate my protective shield

It's just one day in a solar year
when all can see me here
they will see a fragile man
without his protective shield

The last of his kind
a lord of time
a master of rhyme
warchild feeling so fine


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She's dead in the water
the fat sailor smoking said
she's so still in the water
let's pull her aboard she's probably dead

By the eyes of mars
said some jolly jack tar
I just did seen her twitch
don't pull her on board, it's a witch

The captain then did shout
oh come lads, get the grapples out
then they commenced with much apprehension
to pull this goliath of the sea to their position

Fifty sailors strong did tug and pull all a sweating
some on board thinking what this prize would be fetching
but what was at the end of their stiffened ropes
was a creature much alive, that would destroy all their hopes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You are dead to me
as I am to you
you did what you did
so I will do what I have to do

No mercy for you
not a care left for you
never thought you'd turn on me
with such tormenting treachery

Most would fall to bits
I will keep myself together
my life's work
is the crush you, I hate you

The sandbags have shielded me from your spitful shrapnel
and out of the bunker, I come
just me alone warrior
as you have killed most of mine

You are the ace in my case
it's you I want to destroy
as you tried to do to me
stripe me of all dignity

You are dead to me
I do hate thee
and revenge
is all that I see


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I will never forget her
sweet little old Mary
she was an Irish hybrid
always walking about with her little dog

In the early mornings when I walked my dog
I would always see her with hers
in the cold crisp air
we would stand and chat

My dog was a little dog too
my ***** and her dog hit it off
they would play chase the tail
and be wagging away

Mary died four years ago now
her dog was given to her daughter
I know both are in good care
one with God and the other a new home to wear


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have been told by him
alone
to declare my faith
to show my wings

I know this will be the end of me
I knew that on my first Christ mass
I am just another guy with the word of God
Just another cog in the machine of God

If only as children you could have seen those cities
for yesterday was 5,000 years past
and I wake up in you're somewhat reality
knowing we are the bastion of the last

Oh My Faithful Wings
a shadow of death and light

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I paint flames on my fighter jet
knowing I will not be coming back
I have a one way ticket
to the edge of oblivion

Death takes the rear seat
and in the thin air
drops the bombs
to wake up the enemy

He giggles as he brakes their slumber
just to put them to sleep again
as the last bomb falls
I make a bee line to the sun

Let me finish what I did not begin
let me die with death by my side
for I hate him as much
as I do hate myself

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My heart stands still at the winter of time
my hair is going grey each day
yet I hold out my hand
dying for you to touch it

You were once blessed with wings
my beloved take hold of me
I will not leave you
for I am your brother ranger

Never will I let you die alone
for something deeper I feel for you
and by the arms of my God
I will have the strength to carry you

May I die in eternal flames
if I don't get you out
out of here
so I can do my work

Your eyes may not watch
as my black wings unfold
for my name is Death
for mortals to behold

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

There with the discarded shoes

false teeth and hair

lays the rag doll

the child that loved it has gone

Her muffled cries

forever will be etched in time

no more cuddles

for the death camp doll

All were told the were being displaced

by those ******* who said

that by there Ideals

they were the master race

The camp is silent now

all the huts are empty

all that is left

is the death camp doll

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

His breath smells of belladonna
his darkness waits for mine
for where I do stride
Death follows

He would love to have me
and oh boy, cronicle me
yet he can cast nothing on me
just the wish he could have me

Death he does follow me
but I pull his cloak
and make him a mocking joke
yet death still follows me

He once tried to fool me, you see
he laid a banquet on for me
silverware polished and the finest of wines
he biddeth me to sit... I said it's ok I'm fine

Oh Death follows me
he is a persistent fellow
yet if I turned to face him
he will run screaming, for he is yellow

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Death looks with a happy toothless smile
whilst rubbing his skeletal hands together
he lives in a cancer ward of his own making
waiting for you to frequent one it's beds

He will play nurse the priest
he will give you swift release
his only dilemma and plight
is you may put up a fight

Death hates to wait
it kills him
so hurry and die
for death hates to wait

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In a leap of faith
to the destruction
words of the conscious
do feel the fade
that dizzy conclusion
that death is upon you

Yet it you truly see
death is just a transition
to the state of dreams deemed
and yes you have a choice
yes a choice of another life
so sing your dreams twice

If you was me
you would die everyday
and the pain that I feel
would be ten fold in you
life did become a mission
as death is just a transition


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I was there
dancing in the blood of Mussolini
I smelt the gasoline and flesh
of ****** and his *****
I even stood at Eden's gate
and watched the fall of man

I have seen the birth of nations
one's I adored I blessed
to those who proclaim to God
when I call her Sister
your guild to glory
sweet glory and light

We to our sin's
we gave you freedom
trusting you would listen to our kind
we were silly *******
you made war in heaven
and all because of you

Yet I have vowed to protect you
as I watch my own fall for you
you have no understanding
what Angels do for you
you think Jesus did a good job
you will never ever understand

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They had to make it
it was about time
everyone being immortal
was getting way out of line

So they drew up plans
to make death come to man
tirelessly they worked
putting time on the blueprints

Labs were working overtime
many did feel strained whilst they refined
this was going to be the biggy
they could not wait to unleash it on cities

When all was complete
all did meet and greet
all was completed very well
now they did release on Earth hell


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Can you see my *******, Death
well old friend that is for you
how many times have we met
do you know, I've lost count
yet here I am again
somewhat alive and well

So my old friend I plan
oh yes, I plan my death
not in the heat of battle
not in the throngs of war
not this time old friend
I did dodged that bullet

I give it ten years maybe if luck prevails
as long as this machine holds up
then my sweet nefarious friend
me and you will meet again
remember my nemesis
you again will bow to me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He was sitting in his armchair
as usual, watching all the hourglasses
the slight hiss of the sands sometimes makes him sleepy
other times made him feel rather weepy
another one to take care of
as another hourglass empties

He gets up, never has time to take his cloak off
with a scythe, in hand, he calls the winds to take him
he appears in a second at the bedside of a dying man
poor man he sighs, as the scythe passes across the chaps eyes
his job is never-ending death as a day and night job is no fun
I'm sure he would rather have a cactus shoved up his ***

I have myself have faced him
and to date, he did never win
I don't have an hourglass
for my name is Time
Death wished he was me
then maybe he could get some


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The tide washes in and cries to silence
like my love for you, just in and out
for you turned my heart to jellyfish
you know that I was never starfish

I wish you had never treated me eel
my contribution to you my Dover soul
why do you clam up on me baby
I am so in tuna with you

Like a horse in the haddocks
I have porpoise with you
so why are you squid in
you know, I am in love with you

Baby, going back to the deep blue


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She did sit on the beach
that woman I loved, so fine
we danced on the beach
after a few bottles of ninety twenty nine wine

She knew me by my full name
and did not mind if it took ten minutes to say it
she was cool and knew literally everything about me
yet they came for her that night, thinking she was me

God I tried to tell them I was the one
but in a sudden instant she looked at me
and by her eyes within words
told me, my brother be free

I had to hold back
as they took her, she did it for me
they took her back to the wild
back to the deep blue sea

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's nice to be a busy little bee
stops me thinking to much about me
for all I do is work my cotton socks off
to be the one I want to be

Is it hard for me, no me thinks not
just part and parcel of being a poet
you have to push forward and never look back
and care not for any silly snide attacks

The green flag has fallen to my feet
the petals of Gods blessings have called
to the glory of sweet poetry
I lay waste to my lords path to meet me

Then in the shadow of the Neon sun
I will kneel to my lord and kiss his feet
for he is my flagship of pure light
and I will always honour him

How much war can I take
far more then you could ever know
for I fight in blazing skies
and deep frozen snows

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I listened to the voice of my Delta
oh did she sing sweet in seven and nines
then went out to play with many a human
and made all I spoke to, sweetly smile

It's taking me back to the 12th planet
the place that I truly belong
for when I leave with my Angels
all of us will be gone

Oh how mighty is my Lord
my king of all I am
oh yes my sweet Delta
your prince has come to arms

They are in retreat sisters and brothers
for this is a claim, we are winning the Angel wars
I need no body guards children of Eve
for I can truly hold my own

by Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
Making Poetry A Religion

All communications are cut
all that we are is changing
we have been called to port
this will be our fair well salute

Ethiopians with books holy
do lay them about our feet
as the sky does turn dim
here comes our black fleet

Kneeling down he said his  his God of hate
all talks had broken down, no more time to negotiate
standing up he grabbed the bomb that was on his bed
and with the care of a butterfly strapped it to his body

Then from the  he adorned his body armour
got the guns from his sports bag and out the door he walked
heading down to Capital Hill, he shot people as they ran
on his radio he contacted the other four same destination heading

Through his Eva carbon helmet he could hear distant gun fire
then from the air a helicopter came to hover in front of him
he pulled out his mini tactical high energy laser from his backpack
and with a smile on his face, aimed it and shot the mother down

From behind he felt high velocity shots hit his armour
he fell to his knees and spun around and saw the troops
with a steady arm he shot a hyper din sound device
all that was left of the enemy was melted metal and ash

Getting up he marched on, across the green lash grass
he heard a message on the radio to activate stealth shields
switching the device on and laughing
the field was open to demonstrations of their power


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Before I post this, I want to say a big thank you to all you wonderful poets that have read me
I have left alink for you lovely few and thank you my skilled pens X



The mornings song was sapphire and crisp
6.30 in the morning did his wristwatch give
he looked at the face besides his pillows
tears in his eyes, liken to a weeping willow
He wanted so not to wake her
to tell her it was time to dress
he wanted to tell all was well
and walk out with her hair all in a mess
Her thoughts were the same
if he wakes me he will have his self to blame
for she did not want to leave him
but her departure was near
An hour later both with her cases in their hands
got a black cab from Kings Cross to the Strand
and by the gates of platform 10 kissed for the last time
for never would these two hearts see each other again.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

 May your hearts fly to the stars. VVV Poetry forever

We made victory from defeat

many of us had been destroyed

I myself was bleeding and limping

then I fell to the sand in pain

and as I did lay there

from the corner of my eye

I did spot a desert flower

it was white and pure

but it was withering

so with my blooded hand

I reached for my canteen

and gave it what water I had left

before I to did die

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Desolation City
The streets seem to be empty of life in Desolation city
just the changing of traffic lights that flicker, looks pretty
that's when you know, you are back , back in Desolation city
what can a poor boy do, I ask no mercy for I need not pity

I will look for shelter from those whom I love
all that I call friends and know my kind heart
for soon flowers will grow where pavements crack
and the healing will begin at the end of this March

The people so trapped by fear
some you know close or near
when outside all they see is tragic cruel violence
and witnesses that are terrified and stay in silence

Make love and honour a duty
shine over the streets so gritty
lets make the people understand
all cry for freedom in Desolation City

No more intellectual repression
no more blinkers on our eyes
as we mean to give relief and charity
to our lost home called Desolation City


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Send them in she commanded
then she said, take Destiny with you
I just bowed by her bidding
I have not battled with Destiny for so long
unlocking and activating her
I make Destiny battle ready

The last time I flew with a type two
now how long ago was that
oh look at the smile on her face
as she starts to dress for war
never looked at her the way I do now
she is one of the prettiest of muses

She throws her raven hair back
then ties it in the way of ours
I hand her swords and gunblades
her smiling eyes tell me she is keen
going to battle with her will be a joy
I know Destiny does test the devils

We walk hand in hand to temple
our marriage must be sanctified
ten armies kneel as we pass
dragons do now start to weep
this is for empire, this is for all our fallen
Destiny and me mean to test those devils


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We caught the renegades on the hop
five to one, it was such a pure slaughter
we sounded our war cry
and then were upon them

Feathers, oh my they were a flying
we did totally overwhelm them
my girls were on their best form
as we fought side by side

The commander, whom I will not name
takes ****** far too long to say it's shame
my girls saved him for me
and Angel to Angel, I killed him

Oh glory to the destruction of the 17th
I think I will build another temple here
where I did wipe out the 17th legion
for me and my girls are truly back in black


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

You can only see her in moonlights kind glow
her frame as delicate as a late spring rose
purity is her second name, I know her as that
from her kind heart I can never be detached

To have her close to me
to smell her womanly odour
for her to smell my love
all over my body

To lick the sweat salty
from her slender neck
and in the secret room
find each others delight

How much I would accomplish
just for the love of her
how much she is
of diamonds and stars

By Christosa Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Dickens did lose his socks one day,
he said, oh what a shame,
on this clear yet rainy day,
Dickens socks had run away,

And only Dickens is to blame,
his socks divorced his plates of meat,
and lonely was his sweaty feet,

When Dickens did decide to write,
all he could write was,
what the dickens,
where are my mittens.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis and Larna Kira Kourtis

This morning I did see Julie
my word she looked awfully pale
her face was so vacant
as if she had traversed all of time

I called her name
yet to no avail
she was distant
as a static pylon

Their was no glow in her face
yet she smelt electrical
like you find on birds wings
as they fall to cinders to the ground

I wonder did she fly last night
when told not to
did she fly again,when asked not
did Julie dare to fly again

Her living soul was lonely
for I saw it on Waterloo station
she beckoned to me to her
I told her to forgive my invocations


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Did the world change today
has it been a shocking day
for me it is just what was written
now it is time for the last war

Now we watch the monkeys **** each other
watch them burn in the flames of their destiny
we go soon to another world of hell
with wings of silver we will cleanse and heal

Our glory is to do by her sweet word
the word of the truth with no denial
this world turned to mange
so watch you change

It's written in the stars
you have truly been invaded by Mars
now read them and weep
for all I proclaim I keep


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Did you think I'd die
after reading the reading
did I forever gave merit
to your blooded human lips

Do you little helms think
no no, just for one sweet minute
you could know such a child
a wonder of wars fought

It's a game
you are nothing but lame
hiding in dark corners
with cowards as your banner

Do you think I care
no no I just give you the chance
run you monkies to the trees
for there is no mercy in me

I am her own war
the last life of wonder
and by her name
I mean to destroy you


By Christos Andreas kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They walk in to see me
whilst I am laying in this bed
if they only realised
I would be better off dead

I wish one of them would rip the tubes out
I wish one of them would put me to sleep
I hear them saying, he will come round
yet all I want is to be heaven bound

My body is just a shell
with me trapped inside
why don't they help me
and just let me die

Mornings and nights
now are all the same to me
please just one of you please
let me die with some dignity

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Through olive trees in wooded groves
across sparkling streams swiftly he goes
in a golden chariot that is keenly pulled
by four black Panthers, to the joy of their lord

For this is Dionysus lawgiver wine drinker
god of peace son of Zeus and Persephone
he holds tight the reigns of vine and ivy
to reach the shrine of Apollo finally.

He dismounts his ride still holding his thyrsus
that fennel staff adorned with Ivy poisonous
topped with a titian pine tree cone
here to pay homage to one of his own.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She was the finest of the fleet
her crew consisted of the best
ten thousand at the last count
did ***** Susan have

Her gun ports were something to be admired
goodness she was a beauty
boy and the size of her drive engines
she was a keeper our ***** Susan

I remember the first time I boarded her
that day I did take command
the deck was smothered with hands
for ***** Susan had room for heroes from many lands

She had star drive capability
and a cloaking device
her engines on full
well they were as cool as ice

I did my five years duty with her
and we went to many a star
she was one hell of a warship
was ***** Susan my bottom *****

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

No more social networking
closed all that down
it was getting on my ****
so I de friended all of it

I have very little time left
no time to be ******* around
best I have no friends
as I am dragged down to this filthy hell

No friend to no one
that is much better
let them all get on with it
I'm writing my last letters

A friend to no one
no one a friend
now I can just work
as all are disconnected


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You have a wicked crooked smile
you drive me to wanting you
I'll be your dog, just take me off my leash
I want you so bad, you're divinely delicious

Sit in me and take me for a ride
just gently put me into gear my dear
feel my soft pedals under your delicate feet
take me around the track, make my life complete

Put me in your hands
treat me like your gun
just **** my trigger and barrel
it's time to have some fun

You are divinely delicious
much more than just precious
use me as your private work tool
I'll be your slave, but not your fool


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The smell of your sweet body
makes me tingle from within
and I can't wait to be inside you
give you my love in plentiful supply

To feel our hips move in unison
with pure intentions
on top of clouds
heading for heaven

Let's spread sunlight
as if a summer day
in this bliss my love
let me eternally lay

Such divine madness
such un quotable bliss
I am yours forever
sealed with a loving kiss

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As they fall I still stand

so protecting my divinity

oh it stings you know

all these ****** battles


Yet I will stand to protect

my sweet loyal by my side

this glory is for you

to meet me is to love me


Before stars were born

I lived in honour of her

loyal have I been

in so many worlds


N=My divinity

last of my sweet order

and soon I save all to die

again and again and again



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's so easy to cast dispersions
mask hidden the fact of you
oh dear, have you fallen
fallen to the dogma

It's a little flight
yet a rather hard fight
to gain the acquisition
to access to all knowledge

By the time my love finds me
I will be dead and gone
and her storm will be a fury
for I have gone before thee

I have time on my hands
she knows all to well
so let's skip it
just for our tomorrows


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

A baby is pulled from a burning building
by a puppy on a leather leash
another jumps in a freezing lake
to give a drowning man relief

This brave boy just stopped a armed robber
with nothing but his teeth
and this chap here, this diminutive thing here
did bark so loud, the police could find the thief

Such dogs of courage
such bravely to know
so if you find a dog stray
do not hesitate to take it home


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

All the years
all my ****** lives
all I did for you
all the banners displayed proud

Most went NOVA for you
all those scientist died for you
and as the last flag fell in defeat
I would not let our union go

Yet do I know you anymore
do I understand your surrender
should I be proud
of your falling sad demise

It shocks me
that you give up so easily
our battle , our war
and yet you deem mercy

In the old days
when we were made of stars
we were to elite and the core
but I don't know you anymore

I don't know you anymore
not now in the continuum of war
forgive this high rose
as I don't know you anymore

You make our efforts
you make them demeaning
and for your absolute
we sleep ******* dreaming


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have been burnt alive
I have been crucified
I have been left for dead
on many a battle green field

Soon comes my sister
glowing as she impacts
this is not the first time
nor by any means the last

Again so many again
I do what I was about to
time has a merriment
that paradox incomplete

I must dance to the moon
call her to me with praise
for I don't need to die again
in a vile death as a hero's way

I don't want to die any more
for it so ****** hurts me
I know I am a war child
but, do me a favour!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Don't take her away from me
the only love in my life
please don't try to make me love you
for only poetry is my life and wife

Please don't cry, for I did tell you
my only mistress is the words she brings me
think me cold if you want to
for I truly don't care what you think

I promise nothing to no one
for I only truly have one love
she saved me many times
and my loves name is Poetry


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Whatever you do

don't defrost Walt Disney

I hear he was not a nice man

even could be part of the clan



Please don't bring him alive

a brain in a robot he would reside

and if you gave him glaring laser eyes

all at Touchstone pictures would have to die



So please please

don't defrost Walt Disney





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

As a father I was over the top
she was my first and I was her pop
so every time someone held her
inside I'd think, don't drop the baby

I had eyes like a hawk
when people held her and talked
and if I heard her squeal
she would be back in my arms, for real

I hated giving her away to others
even to her own mother
please don't drop the baby
because I utterly love her


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I had to go to my temple
I knelt and prayed hard
a prisoner to the flames
and I will not raise my sword

From now to ever I will push more
I will bust it, break it and destroy it
each month I will push it to my limits
so I don't have the time to get annoyed

I truly don't write to please others
that would be like lying to myself
no no, I do it because I love it
and I don't have the time to get annoyed

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris