The old man of Saturn
time's lord absolute
casts his scythe to the ground
he speaks to the revolving moons abound

He bids them a fond farewell
as his clocks stop forever and a while
it's a erroneous sabbatical
for king Chronos  

He is on the verge of madness
the ages would love to see him disappear
but where he does rule
his followers are always near

They pull him protectively away
telling him to fight another day
yet Chronos bitterly weeps
with tears of blood that seep

Time to chance
time to jump
his throne is now empty
for another king to emerge


By Christos Andres Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It was dark winds cold that did call her
like echo's in leaves shattered by winter storms
the ****** error of cutting herself
that is what has brought her here

So daughter in black
do you really want to die
play in hell and sing in heaven
scream ****** war with love on your lips

Do you want to be one of us
us that are claimed by the night
do you have the will to bleed
and give up all you care for, just for the night

Look my sweet lady dark
see the banner of the red queen
look at the scares on my heart
yet if you dare
take my hand
and be claimed by the night

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They sit there in their Gucci pristine suits
and here come's a ***** they don't want to ****
no no they want to see her scrubbing pans
just like their sweet wives back at home

Next they watch her folding linen
now in the bedroom, not the kitchen
wow linen is splitting
in their Gucci fittings

They nod their heads and clap their hands
in this strange rising sun land
now it gets naughty
as the **** sweeps the hallway

Those *** boys have tears now
in all three eyes
this is hotter then horseradish
this cleaning lady fetish


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I love to toy with my friend Death
I play flat lining catch me if you can
he loves the chase does Death
pity he will never catch one like me

It's fun to induce a fever that burns
just to stand in the outer worlds
I have been doing that, wild
from when I was a little child

It's good to know all your friends
well, don't you think?
would you like to meet my friend
he would be tickled pink, I think

Close to death experiences
they are such a blast
I may have another now
for I am fading fast

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's a **** count down on Rockies ranch
Rock's got the list
and Clancy's got the **** counter
listen to Rock sing his favorite song
good old Cockity ****
to see how many heads pop up
time is a ticking
counting all those chickens
so cockity ****
get them heads up
my lovely *****


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This is the code of conduct
the slight release of reality
holding on to the fact
just to keep my sanity

My body will die soon
then again maybe, it might not
when you are one of mine
I'm afraid it's your lot

No choice you see
if you are one like me
pure in beauty and grace
we dwell with the human race

Our code of conduct
never to know mortality
never to sleep in the realms of death
this is my kinds reality



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

From morning till the end of night
just coffee whiskey and poetry
and for my break times
I rant about some poor *******
who has unfortunately slated me

I am as wild as they come
and I don't seem to have a off switch
so when in bad moods
and boy do I get some
I act like one major *******

I would love to point the blame on my life
but that won't cut it with the sharpest of knifes
I know what my bad moods makes me look you see
but I am so far too gone now, don't forgive me
sitting here with my coffee whiskey and poetry


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris


By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I can't feel my hands anymore
I don't want to be here anymore
I just want to curl up and die
cold and despondent

I am at a loss
at a loose end
cold and despondent
this is how my life will end

Such a precarious tight rope
it tightens around my neck
and every twist of the knot
it gets evermore tighter

Not much time left, this time
for I have seen how my life ends
in the dark on my own
cold and despondent


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I was in the midst of twenty years after that conflict
when then war was on the turn to our side
yet two years after peace was resumed
there became a political divide

Those star children of the sixties
had this on their conscious so near
that one day the missiles would go off
and destroy mankind so severe

The Cold War was child abuse
from the 50s to the 70's
and for one I will never forgive
what they put me and my kin through

Never


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I was in the midst of twenty years after that conflict
when then war was on the turn to our side
yet two years after peace was resumed
there became a political divide

Those star children of the sixties
had this on their conscious so near
that one day the missiles would go off
and destroy mankind so severe

The Cold War was child abuse
from the 50's to the 70's
and for one I will never forgive
what they put me and my kin through

Never never.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I was in the midst of twenty years after that conflict
when then war was on the turn to our side
yet two years after peace was resumed
there became a political divide

Those star children of the sixties
had this on their conscious so near
that one day the missiles would go off
and destroy mankind so severe

The Cold War was child abuse
from the 50's to the 70's
and for one I will never forgive
what they put me and my kin through

Never never.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I wish you would desist
you flirt far too much with me
if you truly want it
come and get it

Stop those eyes from fluttering
stop you're juicy lips from smacking
if you carry on with this malarkey
I will do you and I am so willing

You are such a cheeky girl, we are on a train
yet there you go opening your legs again
goodness you are trying to tempt me in
with that **** crooked little grin

Let's pull down the shades
this pact is made
as I turn the carriage lights down low
you whisper, my love make it slow


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Do you really want to see
come closer and see
come on, don't be frightened
you are in safe hands with me

Now hush as I open the box
go on have a quick peek
here little one look
know now and be silent

Remember silents at all cost
for if they find my real name
my god , what disappointment
and I'd have you to blame

Now you know my worlds
know of the happening
let me show you one thing more
come closer and see


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Come to me my midnight beauty
I see you as one so liken to me
lets start fires never to be distinguished
those never to see the light of day

So come to me my love
let me kiss your tears of diamonds
your trembled lips I will steady
with a kiss from my heart of light

Let me take you under my silver wings
come to me, let me bathe you in light
show you the beauty of me
and all the worlds I have dwelt

I can make peace on Earth
if faith is strong enough
all is possible, if
if you come to me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

That is the way they think of me
a comical figure, a graveyard digger
I don't know if they care for me
or anything that they say about me

I lost all my last restrictions
that day I cleansed my soul
I try to put a smile on my face
know me now, friend so comical

I lie and smile to give hope
put big boots and red nose on
and as the make up runs from my eyes
I wipe it with my comical hanky

All the money I have I give to others
for what is money for one liken to me
we are the last of the great numbers
the light and dark, and so not comical

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I do this for you

every word I write is for you

my loyalty is beyond any

and you know I would die for you


You wanted me mighty

so I do find sweet clarity

now see this angel

in all it's glory


I come back victorious

another battle won

you wanted me this way

now you have the first and last


My five are by my side

over a thousand glories and strong

the last of fleet

flying home to you


I have gifts for you my queen

many scares yet  still kicking it

you wanted a super human

well now you have one



By Chrisrtos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Just a few more battles
just a few more ****** wars
then there I come my love
oh my love I'm coming home

All is done and dusted
her storm comes
her pride and joy
with arms spread open

I land soon to take off again
just a refuel and weaponry intake
then back to the black velvet
hunting my enemy down again

Sky lords so loyal
killers so invisible
so full of fight
and proud to be called warriors

I am coming home my love
many notches on my guns
but for one like me
it was a joy and much fun

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh how do I show you my love, how much I love you
how much of me you desire you can have
I tend to die for you my sweet love
and scarifies my all my everything

I will die in you arms loving you
for I am truly committed to you
I would stand and be spat on
to shield you and love you

I will take on the cold dark days of winter
take the chill my love in my burning lungs
for you are majesty to me my love
and I love no other one

I am one of the free
one that is committed to thee
and each day my write
for you my love and poetry

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She is all that I could ever want
she is my future perfect in every way
so I fly to her beating heart
every time with her I wish to stay

My empire is strong
my labyrinth of mind vast and long
so now I do connect
to a communion so perfect

My fleet do wait for me
and they will have to wait
my best are out there
so waiting to deploy

Captain of five
the last of my kind
but with her
I make stardust out of wine


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

People are covered in fine white dust
streets smothered in concrete and glass
my city seems to be dying
all I hear is weeping and crying

Has war broken out
way is my city now burning
I've lost my house
and have lost my loving wife

I walk down the decimated streets
the dead are all around
every step I make
under foot is the sound of concrete and glass

This is a hellish vision
how and why comes to mind
were we that blind
to have been stabbed from behind

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They have no idea how to talk to me
most just keep me at a far distance
best for me better for them
in dark love, this conspiracy of silence

I am a rule breaker
a soul taker
a lord of darkness
a child of silence

I did dwell in the darkness
oh yes before your star was born
I am the dead yet living
in a conspiracy of silence

I wish you could see all of me
but time is running out
and the life I have lead
is truly a conspiracy of silence

No more puppy dog tails
no more slugs and pellets
you don't want me here
and boy do I get it


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Embroiled in the affairs of mankind
playing puppet monkey on a string
living in this continuing vacuum
this uncomfortable nest of humans

Most live in constant darkness
with no time, or will to learn
so I will continue with my thankless task
for there is only so much one can do

It would be like holding a candle in the wind
for the lighted flame would surely go out
then once more, everything again would fade,
back to the realms of constant darkness

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You have to I told her
you must have controlled thoughts
don't let your vision be blurred
by the promise of a dead heaven

Look out and be proud
take mercy with it's key
know you are one of mine
and soon we all will be free

So do not hasten to draw your sword
control your angelic thoughts
for we are now one
with our controlled thoughts

Hold fast and wait
I will give the order
and when I do
may god help you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When the asparagus stalks walked
straight out the fields of snow
I knew there was no tomorrow
and my life was in utter sorrow

I heard the trumpets call
saw the stairway open wide
and I betrayed the sword
for I looked with eyes by the side

God I will miss their green
those ones that went well
with roast potatoes and others
especially when cooked by mother

But I will wait as they go
and hope they walk slow
for I will pluck them up
and a cooking I will go

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Jump back in your sack Jack
I mean to dis
it's not that I hate you all
remember this

Never claim to be all goodness and light
hey, Lady join the fight
don't make a jamboree
for it an't just women that bleed

Cut the talk show the action
then some verse I may retract from
get the cut on being
go back to cool school

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Cupid still uses his arrows
yet now has other weapons of love
so where he can't get a arrow fixed
he's started sending it via the internet

Just look and see how many he hits
users falling everywhere
I have myself been hit once or twice
yet I have always pulled his arrows out of my heart

Yes, correspondence from cupid
that possibly will turn you love stupid
he's crafty and never gives up on a hunt
beware dear reader, try to be out to lunch
arrows he has in plenty
your name could be on one in the bunch



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Coughing up when coughing down
as your head does spin around
spitting blooded lungs now so brown
so soon to be buried in the ground

Breaking reasons to your health
when death is close to you
knowing time is running out
in everything you do

Knowing it's never ending
somehow enduring the pain
as you are coughing up
just as you are coughing down


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They come to say goodbye
yet his corpse can not speak
in the attic they will find all his works
his band tapes and confession in poetry

It was his countdown to freedom
his escape clause so refined
one that he made
so many years ago

He left a note that no tear should be shed
for this being is actually never dead
just time to dress
and into another human being

Each life is his countdown
a thread to his freedom
this is their time to say goodbye
as this entity never dies


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Crazy as a box of frogs they say
working hard night and day
drinking fast talking fast
idiosyncrasies his way

Where intellect meets madness
you will see there he resides
with his technology abound
that never leaves his side

He's a poet musician and killer
all wrapped up in one
crazy as a box of frogs
is that son of a gun



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Cascading from the skies they come
the little green and grey men
coming from the outer worlds
just to make crop circles again

Now call me sceptical
even call me critical
but they come all that way
just to make crazy crop circles

Why don't they just take some seeds
all the bleeding seeds they need
than fly back to their planetary homes
and just leave our ****** farmers alone


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Deep in the nightmare forest
where only the brave or foolhardy would enter
is the hut of that crazy man Ivan
the horror child of a dementor

The walls seep with blood that coagulates
dripping slowly to the floor
making a deep crimson carpet
that makes a crunching sound

Human bones are the spine to his door
screams of his victims resound in echos
he sits on a pile of dead bodies
and there sharpens his knife

The smell of death is everywhere
skulls outside his home warn all to be aware
he glances out of his cobwebbed window
knowing soon the moon will appear

Then he will leave the forest
and head to the nearest village
to grab another unsuspecting victim
another night of death and pillage


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

There is something wrong with my viola
for every time I tune it up
the bridge does start to creak

Oh the sweet sound of horse hair on catgut
the resin rising with every stroke of my bow
but I still hear that creaking bridge

My sweetheart is snug against my neck and chin
the music that I make comes from deep within
yet my only vex is my creaky bridge


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He devotes all of his time
he even dreams rhymes
he's pushing himself hard
and nothing but death can stop him

He's an obsessive lover of the art
a creature of light and dark
he prays daily for the strength
and he will go to any length

He's lost a few friends on the way
but that's their loss he does say
not one day does he not write
for him it's a religious fight

If you stand in his path
and dare to not let him pass
with all guns loaded
he will open a can of whoop ***

So don't think for one moment
not for you, them or anyone
that this creature of poetry
can ever be stopped

For his poetry is not just religion
but to this creature it is a crusade


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I am always looking for my dark sisters
those of the dark laws and angels seed
for those little sisters of the night
they are my elite and my creed

We have set killing zones up
see if I don't net me a sister or two
this is archangels delight
looking and hunting my creed

I hear them hearts beating, feel them
and this baby is coming for them
my sisters of light and dark
I am now hunting our creed

Let sweet battle commence
let us play in the skies
come to arms my loves
lets see you bleed for our creed

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The push is a telling time
I must not fall
I must not be crippled

Keep my head together
break all I have ever done before
never to be crippled

Push it to the limit
break you best and do more
hurt to your nearly crippled

Have no mercy
have no fear
run to ground
and never be crippled

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh you just try
go try to nail me to a cross
if  you lay one hand on me
I will ******* destroy you

Sorry mate you have the wrong dude here
get your ****** hands of my body
I maybe of good heart
but you are making a terrible mistake

No no, let me warn you now
crucifixion is not a ****** option
we are not liken to him
and I was not born in Bethlehem

So get your hands off me
you are picking on a war angel
and by god's sweet will
I came here to destroy you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Here come the whipping *******
in a parade with white beech in their hands
leathers fast against skin
tears bitter bleeding within

Hear the whimpers of sadness
her sweet moans as she suffers
she bites her lip as she comes
in her hot cruel flagellation

Her milky white thighs quiver
with goose bumps she starts to shiver
and thinks to her sweet self
I so need to be ****** by a man

Yet she is married to god
just like me
in her cruel flagellation
just like me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My own brother came down
he used me as his emotional punchbag
he told me I am useless and a hippy
it hurt me very much and was broken and sad

Who needs enemies with my own blood like him
my heart is broken
my mind is full of doubt
all because of him

For over two years when he was ill
I cared for him with his TB and pills
and my reward when he got better
is this.. a ****** kick in the head

I will try to forgive him
but I will never forget
that he did hurt me so much
that I wished I was dead


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When I lost my mother
I watched her dying
it was only two weeks
after she told me she had cancer
and to see her like that
fighting for breath
and me her first Son......
it was heart breaking.
If I'd known before
I could of done more,
then run off to cry on a beach


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

A different head he wears daily
changing attitudes and beliefs
he speaks in many tongues
but he love's only one

Pretty when vexed
ugly when warring
one of Deaths bad boys
a creature of the night

He is capable of undying love
classes himself a grade A super being
he can **** by thinking
which he tries not to do, too often

Fixation is his middle name
when on one of his hate campaigns
he can be a nasty piece of work
this culture Chameleon

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They left their planet
in droves did they flee
for they had left, her
their planet on her knees

To the last star ship
the glory of the fleet
her glorious name
was CYA 290412

She was a light ship
a creature that folded space
blessed was her body
she was a warship of grace

She and her captain loyal
through time would toil
to bring those they cared for
to a world worth while

So here they landed
this sweet blue world
and the children so foolish
another world they did soil

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Daddies going to **** himself
he told me last night
told me he was dying
and god does he do a lot of dying

I know my dad is a compulsive writer
the fool works himself to death
but look at the hunger in his eyes
I think he will live forever

He gave me the banners
that burn of poetry pure
and I cried as he cried
as he walked out the door


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You know this, I am writing this poem right now
******* fearless... for you my father
Thanks for never being there
or even remembering my birthday
I watched my mother die
Friend Father and heart breaker
I will never truly forgive you...
as I am always there for my kid's
I could of died years ago
and you would of never known
and I thought Jesus had it hard
Thank you Daddy....Thank you Daddy!

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NoenSolaris

Daddy bought me a gun
and he taught me how to use it
he told me to never fear
so I told daddy, don't worry I will use it

So I went to school
hid the gun in my knickers
the guards wanted to search me
yet the principle said that was a no no

I went into class looking for my bullies
the ones that made me regress into my shell
I will make them beg and plead for mercy
before I send for sure to hell

I will not give them mercy
for they gave me little or none
and when I **** them
and will gloat as I come


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The tartan that rode high on his hips
made the milk maidens get cream
and the hogs that disagreed
were made into compost
for the farmers seeds

He danced a merry fit
then behind a bush
had a ***, when he'd found out
she was a *****
with a mother of teeth and spite

His dance became an echo
of the suede love he had for her
and her heart did rot
it rotted as a peach would
at the call of winters song

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

So tender you sleep my love
I forget that all this is really real
the fragrant scents of summer mornings
with it's green and wondrous crystal dew
make for a parliament of nature
that may have loving whispers to say

This my perfect morning
knowing all are kind around me
feeling safe in the arms of my love
no hidden agenda's or fake smiles
just a being of beginning, wanting peace
just a soul, wanting to live again free

How wondrous we are
yet how we mar
in wicked ways
and sinful deeds
you may throw rocks
but can the rocks throw you

Thinking in delicate numbers
an over riding switch
like a witch with white spells
singing to wishes sweet
don't let the fears take you
for deliverance is in this land

Here the hearts of man
they are guarded holy
such forests full of light
still the Earth does not shake
as we float gently in dreams
that are made of dandelion and burdock

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The church bell cries midnight
mist falls over the graveyard
something is stirring underfoot
a hand from underground grabs at you
this is the nightmare that came true
all in the dreaming of you

It's a dark and gothic nightmare
things that you do put me through
your dark dreams come to fruition
you made me a sweet condition
so now I dream for you
and for you my love, create nightmares

I will be your dark and gothic
your sister in the darkness
I will do what is asked of me
until it does destroy me
I am your darkness I am your sword
and one day soon, all will call me lord


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Dark And Love

The chapel bells did chime midnight

as the bats did scream out from their cells

hidden from the light of day

the sun they shun as midnight they play

Many of the dark ones are totally in love

making good their vows all in the name of love

taking blood from each other

like their bleeding beating hearts

They never would be parted

for they live their life in black

and each one with black rose in hand

has each others lovers back

So as banshees cry

with blood in their eyes

they commit the vow

the vow to their darkness and love

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSoaris

The devil left his stick outside my door
the black Asparagus of Satan
I picked it up and looked at it
then turned a shouted, something for you Ian

He came to the door
then fell on the floor
****** dead
brown bread

That's what gave me the idea
that I should never fear
dark Asparagus
the Devils stick

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Oh I am proud to be a dark Poet
for dark to us is midnight
dark for dark poets
and yes I number one

Don't think I have mercy
erm... ok I have some
I live in the shadows
and Neon is my name

I am dark and will always be
sisters dark for dark poets
hush children of the word
for I will come to tell you tales

Know in my heart she doth glows
her glory and her might
dark poets dark writes
we fearlessly fight

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris