He waits patiently
whilst the sun kisses his brow
by the river of dreams
does his heart beat hard now
he looks at the reflections
in the water cool and clear
and sees himself rippling
gently in unison
with leaves of green
on swaying trees
and above his head
puffy white clouds
drift slowly past
caressed by a sapphire sky
suddenly the sound of delicate feet
that tread so lightly on meadows deep
meets his solitude and awakens him
Is this not love that he is truly in?


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It burns within, that fire
that passion of a true poet
I know my kin are wonder children
and I truly love them

Yet I need to take it a stage further
break the rules and conquer
star light star drive
is the passion of a true poet

I want to be your lover
and that ******* hater
with no shame I mean to show you
the true passion of a poet

Oh yes I know it hurts
I sometimes cry as I write
but I love her like I love me
with the passion of a true poet


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I will give your life completion
by spells I have gathered
I will show you Gods hell on earth

My dark ways will crush you
making you choke on your lies
I will make the end to you

Think me not holy
think of the pain
that I will make you feel

See a child of war, just that
run if you can, filthy rat
run under the cloak of night

I Will Find You

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Two lovers entwine  
bodies close and intimate
they move in unison
in their dance of love

They want to be alone, to show their passion
dancing soo slowly off the dance floor
they move their dance to somewhere more private
so they can enjoy each other to their hearts delight

They dance like serpents in the kind moons glow
caressing and kissing eachother taking it so slow
with lips pressed together with passion so intense
they mean to make love soon on a public park bench

The heat of the summers night
makes their lust hard to fight
and soon they will have their way
making love till the break of day


Bt Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Being alone can make you feel down
I watch you drag yourself around
come to me my love
let me hold you in my arms
as our two hearts beat as one


Your eyes tell me you want to be loved
a lover at your bidding
I would be your wildness giver
as we made love through the night
I could be your man, that mister right

I would write you poetry daily
after you made love to me
and sing you songs of love
as if from an angel from above
I would give my heart and soul

My queen you would be
yes,for sweet eternity
making love to you with passion
like it was going out of fashion
with our two hearts beating as one

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I owe nothing to no one
please God remember that
I write as I feel
and never hold nothing back

If you do not like it
please please don't read it
for if you dare to coat me off
my defence mechanized retort is f**k off

I do try to stay fluffy in words
as each and everyone is a child of mine
and if you don't get it
well you don't get it

I am not here to take the blame
and no ****** way will I refrain
if you want gayness implement's
then you are the queen of the game

Be who you have to be
and please don't ****** me
if you knew me, you might be cute
but don't read me if it hurts


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I remember when I first began
when you moulded me into shape
and all the midnight whispers
my god, I could not escape

You have made clarity to my voice
you are my church and true love
your sweet gift you sent to me
goodness it was sent from above

You are my true calling
you are my true words
and will praise you
for that's the least you deserve

I vow never to deny you
never will I disappoint you
may I die falling in love with you
for you are my true calling


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

No huffing and puffing
just scripting and scribing
for twenty writes everyday
is so better then ***

No pumping the iron
just pencil paper and writing
for this I love to bits
is so better then ***

I shake as if I was coming
and I so need to release
bang before I know it
another poem done, better then ***

I have seemed to of kicked up a few gears
I know this will sounds rather queer
I think a poet lord is getting near
and poetry is so better then ***

By Christos andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The Pillar of polite kindness
splits and falls before me
how rude some can be
how uncouth politic heresy

This is why I cry
this is why

Kind words cost nothing
and silence is Golden
every step a measure of heart
and the goodness of you

This is why I cry
this is why

Do not undermine my temple
do not take my rug of prayer
from under my fragile heart
and silver honesty

This why I cry
this is why


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She fell hard yet I caught her
kin of mine and not the devils daughter
I covered her fall from grace
her decent to my lonely realm

Such is love of her
I do protect her
she is my all
is the state of grace

Serpents sliver
dark lords I behold
but none will pass
as long as sentinel I be

Oh they see the light of glorious shields
those silver swords of might
and when they descend on us
we will put up one hell of a fight

Oh the state of grace
her wings in tatters
we protect her with vigor
as if nothing else matters


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I still love her
yet she told me to find another lover
and I feel destroyed
for what is fame without love

She made me poet
for my broken heart bleeds
and I still love her
she is all I need

She told me to find someone else
someone that cares
for I am foolish man
My broken heart does not understand

I became a poet
for she broke my ****** heart
and I dread that day
she tore my soul apart

It's horrid to love someone
that cares nothing about you
and all I try to show I love her
means nothing for I am a stupid man


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

You can ask anything from me but love
for after all these years I have become loveless
the light of my life my sweet God that left me
you made me and broke me and cast me black

Do I love her, do I hate her
no no not one bit
I know she cares
for I am still here

Why punish one of true faith
one of her own star children
oh why do I not joy mother
please just ****** **** me

I am the leader of the lost
the taker of dreams lost
I would not stand against you
for my love is the cost

Oh mother
God mother
I am still here
I am still here

I need you to love me
or mother fight me
it is not me that fears
because mother you made me not to


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Nothing but shattered glass
where the emerald city stood
the remittance of dreams shattered
echo's of a distant stars and pasts

This is where the blind girl cried
her cheeks covered in blood
this is where the bomb went off
and all her dreams obliterated

The swans with broken necks
drag themselves to her side
and in her agony she dies
in the burning she resides

As she fades from view
children wave playing with fire
she smiles politely
then disappears in a black hue

She is the dark future
a way man might become
a smiling puppy
dying for a home


By christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Stand my brothers and sisters
keep the banners flying
I will battle if I must
on every inglorious front
we have been through too many wars
yet if so Lord let it end this way

If not humans I fight
it's my angelic kind
if again I die in the field of battle
I will fold space and time
fighting my own kind
that's what really hurts

Are we not the guardians
why has everything now changed
I have seen this too many times before
and the Devil will always be blamed
you wanted me to shine
and when I do you cut me down

I did not ask to be your child of war
remember you made our kind
and every angel I ****
is like killing one of mine
make no adder on the field of battle
for by honour I will not first strike


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Connecting by the speed of light

counting on those typing abilities

knowing without thinking

as all you do is automatic

  

Searching for your own kind

just to comfort them

to tell them with true faith

that you was once human like them

  

The calling is great

you must share your cup

machine to machine

from your living rooms

  

Closer and closer

touching each other in many ways

making life more sweet

with your hearts of understanding

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My friends think me crazy
for I have fallen in love on line
and i will not take no for an answer
I will persist without mercy

You have opened Pandora's box
and you have brought me to life
I have waited for so long
just to have someone like you

I will love you like no other
make love to you like no other
take my heart my love
here it is on a silver platter

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The doctors are telling me, I might die
yet drinking and writing is my kinda style
but my liver does not want this life to pay
my transition to a sober poet, is a needle in the hay

I must not forget my path
for this is my life
and for what's and want's
this is my dark sacrifice

Let death creep ever onwards
let it try to bring me down
I will fight to the bitter end
till I fall to the cold ground

This is my dark sacrifice
a body lost in loyal time
a glory of words, worlds lost
so many ****** years ago

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Come walk up the steps of promise
live like you could never truly live
find all the things by your feet
greedily full of lies and deceit

See the guts of adulation split and burst
as they pull you from their lying wombs
no longer do they stand silent
they walk and fly from all sides

They have always been here far too long
their time could of been omega seedy
but they wanted to be just like you
you know, Go On The Slide

So some looked like you
some thought as you do
and the Lords and Ladies of those
... You Know, went on the slide

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She danced with a silver wand in her delicate hand
spinning as light was sweet with diamonds in her hair
she made disco a kinda history
dancing to the bing **** beats

She loved to wear sparkles
especially on her high heeled feet
dusting herself with stardust
then she would commence to dance

She danced to blossoms that did fall
for she was of summers only rule
and from spring intrusted
did have to give her, give her, her way

Her tender steps and skips
did slowly dim the lights
even in heaven they call
to the girl that made blossoms fall

By Christostos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

So tender is her kiss
so sweet her love of me
and in my dire weakness
she does pick me up, does she

She is my angel of kindness
making a path I once did know
for I kept myself in darkness
and vowed never to reveal

Yet she came to me
and she did storm my heart
I am so broken hearted
when she is gone

For tender is her kiss


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

He calls the last to his table
for it is time to leave
his loss of so many
make his cause deep

Battles that have never ended
from beginnings that have been forgotten
he will take just a little more
before he calls for the retreat

Oh unworthy creatures
why did I stay my sword
why do I still listen
to your selfish ways

Why do I fight in blue skies
when all you have done is paint black
you make me hurt so bad inside
this is torture, in body I reside

So watch as we for death
break our mortal coils
flying with sword in hand
to meet our ancient foe

How vast is our dominion
how we walked with you
our babies of space
the blooded stupid few

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I crash landed here
maybe more then 4,00 years ago
my feline co pilot was dead
and as I was pulled from the wrecked fighter
they called me a sky God

So as in those days
I did not mind being a God
yet my sweet brother was dead
so I took you as I saw you
somewhat cute but dangerous

I sent my SOS to the stars
so hoping they would find me
yet here I am
after all these ****** years
waiting, just waiting


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Once upon a time
they thought I had a preselected preference to poetry
but no I write as my souls cries
this is not poetry it is a confession

If not for the word Poet
I would have died years ago
no one .... no one
would  understand my sacrifice

Wow unfair and I am still cursed
with every ****** write and verse
but may hell freeze over
before I give up the fight
for if not a poet
I am a creature of the night

See my castle
hear the thunder
see the lightning
as darkness puts us under


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The greatness of the order do we wake
with wings of the holy do flight we take
the seventh day of trinity
do we bring 70 wise men

Oh holy is this war eternal
I was there when the sky burned
saw the greatest of ours fall
yet I always have obeyed

After the seventh day of silence
we are commanded to bring order
to provide men of holy ways
for mortal children to heal and save

As was written, I do now see
in heaven Angels carrying savage weapons
as in the movement in the stars
does bring another mighty war

How battle proud and profound
for I am fifty fifty human
an a abomination to pure angels
in the order of light called Five

So back I have come
after seven days of silence
to claim peace on Earth
and try to stop the violence

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

He had just gone to the hole in the wall
went to draw money before coming to mine
then as he walked through an ally
he was accosted and mugged

When my sweet brother got to me
standing at the door with blooded lips
telling me he had just been ripped off
by five what a bunch of cowards

I sat him down
made him a cup of tea
told him I will back in a moment
and with a blade was looking to **** them

My little departed brother
I would have taken them all
I wish I had found them
have all five broken and twitching

Hand over your money
that is what they said to him
he had TB and they saw he was a victim
I wish I had found them to beat the crap out of them


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have given my all to you
I will be your lamb to slaughter
do what you wish to do to me
for I will suffer for you

So many years did you call me
and I turned away from you
yet here you are with open arms
claiming love for me my heart

Sweet love I will die for you
you made me proud of myself
and for that I prostrate myself
to your name, to suffer for you

I could never leave you in the dark
that lonely forgotten pledge
for I will carry you
as you did when you healed my broken heart

This is nothing but honour
to stand by your banner
for I mean to die in your name
you my love are my gain

So I will suffer for you
be a romantic poetic fool
for all I do
is for the love of you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This is my requiem my sweet friend
as you were called, I may follow soon
only two hundred years between us
and in my death there will be none

I am so ready to stand by you
I have strived to become
to become your artistic equal
and again we will become one

You have been my inspiration
the reason of my being
you gave me light
when all around me was darkness

So in death I will stand by you
not just as your greatest admirer
but for the love of you
My Dear Friend

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris


© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The drop ship landed
our troops streamed out
we are green to go
in grey zone twenty eight

So into the caves we went
killing them all we are so hell bent
we switched our goggles to night vision
and where they stood we killed them all

The poor ******* did not have a chance
we killed them all
God forgive us, men women children all
in grey zone twenty eight

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neonsolaris

My friend hide your tears
to see you like this breaks my heart
so let her fly away friend
make yourself a brand new start

My heart has been broken before
know friend, you can survive
so let her fly away friend
always I will stand by your side

I feel your hopeless pleas
I too was broken and forlorn
yet let her fly away friend
from darkness to a new morn

Do not rush for the sake of wanting
looking for a relief of your pain
just let her fly away friend
for love found now will be in vain

Trust in times embrace
to me my brother you are special
So let her fly away friend
your love will fill another vessel


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He is a single male looking for love
he has been ******* from above
never on dating sites
as he thinks that trite

All he want's is love
not wham-bam thank you, mam
just a cuddle and a snuggle
with someone that will really love him

His last was a witch
and good god an evil *****
he wants someone cool
that not in their heart would abuse

He has been shaken and shocked
his last lover just liked any ****
she was not fussy
she would have the lot

What has been love
him now looking for love
so broken and discombobulated
hoping happiness is fated


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Your touch sends shivers down my spine
the warmth of your hands is my healing time
everyday I always think of you
setting aside a couple of poems just for you

You are the light of my life
my poetic licenced wife
I have crossed oceans for love
but now I need not go anywhere again

You tell me you worship me
like I worship you
this is utter total bliss
to be so in love with you, as we kiss

You have my honor and loyalty
I love you implicitly
you are my world of being
for you touch me in ways no one has


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Faith is the counterpoint to fear
for not all as it seems to appear
something great is hatching
from the great wings of the lords

Oh my sweet little blue planet
in a forgotten part of the universe
how beautifully you shine
in the darkness of cold space

It's time to embrace change
this is the order of things
it's time to think again
this is the order of things

Super light beings are standing
sentinels from many other worlds
all called together to earth
for this the order of things


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Her life had been hell in South Shields
as love had given her a rotten deal
so she decided to move to warmer climes
that's how she became a neighbour of mine

Claire is her name, with hair that flows like red wine
I gave love up years ago, but yet still, she looks fine
we chat a lot about any subject
she is one of the intelligent kind

Slender in form as her luck in love
still has pain in her eyes
so I took her under my wings
to teach her everything

She is a very good pupil
the kind that could rule worlds
and now that woman never frowns
after making a fresh start in a new town

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Stopping time I step out of winter
and in the mist of a summers morn
I check my time machine
she has done me proud 1877, yes
she is such a good girl

I have come here to meet someone
someone very specil to me
a old friend of mine
another master of time
another lord now retired

I walk up his garden path
he's empathic like me
yet I don't have the luxury  
I mean just look at that
he has one great retirement home

It's cloaked to humans
we don't splash it about in that way
and as I walk into his hallway
*******, good grief
he has as many clocks as me

He greets me with the words
oh hello, I knew you were coming
and.. would you like a cup of tea
we have business to talk about
so now sorry old chaps I'm shutting the front door


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

There are many wonderful people in the health industries
they have saved my life many times on many occasions
been bleeding all over the place sometimes
and have been healed these are saints that are real

So to them all, I tip my hat and say thank you
thank you for saving my life
no matter my uniform
you have always saved me

The ones that care
the good that is everywhere
in those places of suffering
whom do such care and mothering

So this is for all of you
just to let you know
you have saved me for many years
I'm proud of you, the ones that care

Thank you


Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Her kind hands reached out from the water
I tried to pull her out, yet she pulled me in
could it be she wanted to marry me
to swim in her beauty and wonderment
I did not have the heart to tell her
that I was married to the sweet winds

She pulled me close to her
that's when she saw my ring
rising out of the water
she cried and whispered why
that's when I turned away
from the pain in her eyes

Don't go stay with me, she pleaded
I shook my head and rejected her
please kiss me just one more time
just one more kiss she cried
I turned to face her tear filled eyes
I stroked her hair and gave her my last kiss

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I hear it at the front door
I hear him knocking
I know he wants to come in
my old friend mister Death

Has he just stopped knocking
just to give me a false sense of security
I must listen hard and hold my breath
when dealing with mister Death

I know he wants me rather bad
I think I hear him now in the back yard
oh no no mister Death I will not let you in
for if I do, it will be my sweetest of ends


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

On that night a storm was ******
the sea was whipping up wicked
bubbling foam of brine glowed on the moonlit beach
and there I did see her come from the dark of the sea

With seaweed as body armor
and lighting and thunder calling her name
I hoped she was one of mine
and her ship under the waves was intact

In her cold wet hand's
she held the light
something magical
a treasure of the night

I watched her come to me
her arms wide open
and I knew without her
my heart would be forever broken

When next to me
she kissed me
the taste of her lips
was something rather fishy

I fell for her embrace
from that day till now
I make love every day to her
wanting to make a new kind of human race  


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She was huddled in the corner
as bullets spat by my head
all I said was **** and fired back
someone shouted in coming
so I tried to shield her
but it was all to late
she laid there lifeless
and I wondered why

This ****** war
Christ It hurts
to see so many broken people
in this armpit of hell
some are so young
it ****** breaks my heart
for mother Mary's tears
and her wounded spirit


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It wakes close to midnight
yet her eyes are closed
for she does not want to see
her tears streaming on the first
the first hour of the day
yet she will stir and shiver

It wakes so close to the time of dreams
as the tears fall from her eyes onto her silken pillow
in her garden of despair and loneliness
the birds of despondency start chirping
all seems to be getting colder and darker
this is the most scary of times

I fear to write any more
for I think it wakes
I better lay down
put the covers over my head
I will pretend to sleep
or even sprawled playing dead

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I am the empire of the black sun
go pray for me and die
active and cancerous I have become
go pray for me and die

The black banner has come
go pray for me and die
no tea or sympathy
go pray for me and die

My surname is now hate
go pray for me and die
I invoke all to my own
go pray for me and die

I can not even look at you
go pray for me and die
the ninth gate has been opened
go pray for me and die

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The telephone is ringing
yet I will not answer it
I want to be alone
in the realms of darkness

My twelve clocks tic away
making me think every second counts
so I turn the lights down low
as I enter the realms of darkness

Child of the kind I am
a little Angel without it's wings
and I sing this lament
in the realms of darkness


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My ***** was here a moment ago
I told the lady stroke it, but take it slow
but she had no mercy and did beat my meat
and my sausage did blow off down the street

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

From dot to dash
from you're beginnings
we have been here
always been here

As this War we fight
you could have no measure
and bearing the dead of mine
is no joy to one of dark leisure

Could you kiss Christ's feet
be one in the dominion of gods tears
could you unite this ******* Earth
after all these ****** stupid years

From dot To dash
My wrists I slash

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

For you my sweet wonder
all that I do is for you
I love you so much
I dedicate all my endeavours to you

For you my heart, I will never stop
my drive is your drive
and one day my love
you will see all my sides

This is the start of my greatest crusade
with words gentle, for you serenade
willing to show you my love
all that is possible I can do

I want to make worlds for you
that willingly you would live in
give you streams of giggling joys
falling from the mountains of truth

I will show you that there are kind worlds
places for you to happily reside
as you are my everything
yes you my love, you are my pride


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Death looks with a happy toothless smile
whilst rubbing his skeletal hands together
he lives in a cancer ward of his own making
waiting for you to frequent one it's beds

He will play nurse the priest
he will give you swift release
his only dilemma and plight
is you may put up a fight

Death hates to wait
it kills him
so hurry and die
for death hates to wait

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In this world of sin
where most fear death
is that because they have
or maybe, they will do

No world is without sin
or frailties from within
it's not bad to not be perfect
none of Earth or beyond

When one get's to aged star's
we of that requiem of pure light
think it is time to leave
it's so cool for me

I have had this planned for years
My death will be perfect
don't get into my world
a world of total sin


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Don't hold me back
let me go at them
our division is great
let copula greed be their fall

Please little sister
let me show them
all that I can do
let me at them

Just a Earth day
or maybe just an hour
let them see
just what is power

Remember I am your warrior pure
I have lived from star to star
and by your sweet will
I do endure

One billion of them will do
just that and nothing more
for I am your glory
your star child of war


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

This is my sorry face
the face not of grace
for I am feeble and weak
sometimes scared not a yellow streak

Please tell me I am not alone
that others suffer without knowing why
that there mind of curiosity strange
is not a curse of those mad or deranged

So this is my sorry face
the one with tears that bleed
I am so ******* lonely
and love is not what I need

Please tell this hollow me
that all will be good
tell me happy stories
like a mother would

This is my happy face
and the tears are real


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Not just the day
not just the night
but the year
give it to me

Let this year last a lifetime
let this be the last of me
let me disclose my finalities
and show my secret strengths

Time has called me to account
so I must stride fearless
into the realms of the unknown
from the world of the known


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)