Rocking gentle from side to side
no wind does meet my sails
so I lay on the deck of make believe
listening to the calls of whales

As night becomes my usurper
in a sky gently full of stars
and takes me to other lands
beyond angers benign of Mars

The moon sits pretty on the horizon
smiling kindly my way
and whispers sweetly to me
all do have their day.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My fantasies never end
for I dream far too much
and for all cause and purpose
I will always be out there

From mythical creatures of childhood dreams
to spirits of the dead you have never seen
I am a teller of tales, a dream maker
and in dark days a nightmare taker

Would you like a portal to my mind
to see all that I see
could you deal with the transparencies
of those minds hiding so visible as me

Is it the drugs why I am so wired and so ...... spaced out
or something more spiritual that it's all about
do I really live in the world of visions
or just f*ed up and out there

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I question my talent all the time
beat myself to death about it
I wonder who am I kidding
my writes are so piddeling

So I do what a dark poet does
I hurt myself to still feel real
my life means little to me
for I only live for poetry

Alone in my dark realms
I can talk to the dead
they ask me to come with them
tell me it would be a better world

Yet I am far to bitter to welcome death
I still have too much to accomplish
and I mean to die when ready
with my silver pen in my hand


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They scurry around the house
a cat's favourite bait
diminutive cute mice
due for capture, their time all too late

When younger I had their domestic kind
nearly 100 cute and sweet
do not need them now
wild fast and incomplete

I have snared three already this week
my captives I never ****
Just let them out in the park
to somewhere else to dwell

I purr with satisfaction
looking in the pure black eyes
they not know I would not hurt them
till I let them go, then they realise.


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How sweet it is to feel man
to know he is frail and delicate
to know war to end and all wars
just will not come, it's far too late for that

Our cute children grow up to ****
not just for selfish greed
for some of the evil is pure
it to them is deaths divinity

We watch you all day long
watch you ****,
pick your noses
try to lie to get to heaven

Not one of you will know that glorious kingdom
for none of you are willing to die this cold bleak night
so whist heaven waits for man to become gods
we in corners of reason make bets for a messiah

Another flame in the darkness
a candle to make light dark work
to discover the wonderful reason
the wonderful reason of being

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When I am overwhelmed by defeats
to the art of words I do retreat
how I hide in the realms of poetry
for it is my last love and saviour

This is my last bastion of sanity
the place I come to lick my wounds
when all has been lost
poetry has been my sanctuary

Know now that this poet
the one writing these words
would love to be loved
yet his fears will not tell him how

So what does this sad lonely poet do
well, he writes and bleeds out his words
and what is left of his broken heart
not even the most hated could deserve


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

To the silver lining skyward bound
for Rose she grows and makes no sound
her emerald leaves reach out slowly
unfolding to kiss the sky so holy

She baths in the light of forgiveness
knowing how wicked her thorns
then when evening meets night
she dreams of a blood red dawn

And if during the new summer morn
she gets the chance to use her thorns
on those who would take her ****** buds
to decorate their dwellings in watered tubs
She will.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She lays there giggling in new mown grass
the smile in her eyes makes me realise
She Loves Me
She takes centre stage in my life

I dream the day I call her wife
I know she loves me
I take her hand to lift her up
oh my god it is as warm as summer winds

I honour her and she loves me
her frame holds a million secrets
as her adventurer I want to understand
she is not from my land, yet she loves me

She loves me like morning mist
she loves me every time our lips kiss
truly she does.... She Loves Me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

A women's heart beats harder
and their strife harder to bare
yes friend, miss them like I do
when their not there

A women is a delicate flower
her body and stature whatever her size
she will love you
with sweet kind eyes

Always treat them with the utmost respect
open a door or two
tell them openly you love them
and make her happy all for the love of you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You have a wicked crooked smile
you drive me to wanting you
I'll be your dog, just take me off my leash
I want you so bad, you're divinely delicious

Sit in me and take me for a ride
just gently put me into gear my dear
feel my soft pedals under your delicate feet
take me around the track, make my life complete

Put me in your hands
treat me like your gun
just **** my trigger and barrel
it's time to have some fun

You are divinely delicious
much more than just precious
use me as your private work tool
I'll be your slave, but not your fool


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When love dies it crumbles to the ground,
like a castle of sand, a dried sorry mould,
for I don't love you anymore, feel nothing for you,
no more can you tell me, what you'd have me do.

Empty are the words that you say to me,
they pass though me like the wind in the trees,
past distant beaches, your mind inland,
I know one day you will understand.

My feet sink into soft wet sand,
by blue waters of sad dreams,
as tears are dispensed from my eyes,
this sad conclusion of what has past.

I walk on the beach of echoes,
but the seas voice resounds so clearly,
pebbles tossed by cool waves,
as evening calls the end of this day.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She is all that I could ever want
she is my future perfect in every way
so I fly to her beating heart
every time with her I wish to stay

My empire is strong
my labyrinth of mind vast and long
so now I do connect
to a communion so perfect

My fleet do wait for me
and they will have to wait
my best are out there
so waiting to deploy

Captain of five
the last of my kind
but with her
I make stardust out of wine


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You wash against me

in rhythms natural

your sweet wet interludes

they make me want you more

  

The life that you bring to me  

the sustenance I get as you lap at me

with gentle persuasion

that never ending want

  

I know you as you know me

we are the same in tidal love

I feel your grasp upon my rocks

I do wish I was on top

  

Let the moon be full

for then I can have you all

in this corner of this cove

our tidal love we bestow

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Many colonies were lost, at the onset of war
and as the mighty fell, we sort for sanctuary
we climbed the hills of forbidden thoughts
made temples in the sky just for you

I watched my own fall
the glory of god fall
and here I do stand
as battle never ends for me

I am of battle and bereavement
do you know, I don't know any other way
don't feel for one moment, sorry for me
as the architecture made me this way

Yet I watch my kin die
some slowly
some diabolical hard
yet here I stand ... her last star


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hear the screams within the dust and rubble
see all the cities brought to their knees
for this is the end of man
an Earth flattened

God got fed up of listening to the lies
all the prayers of want he despised
listening to the blind testament of man
has now got all too much

Like a mother of a dying child
he slowly puts a pillow over your head
and says a prayer softly
as it smothers you

How sweet the seas look
with the blood of humanity
silence falls relieved
and the Earth has time to heal

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Here we are in my space
and I thought I rely to you
what you my kitten mean to me

Soon you will know
what your daddy has to do
my sweet snow princess

May your son be a warrior
as his grand daddy is
for he will have my genos

Know this my sweet
my snow princess
I do die with freedom on my lips

All have come to me
this will be my finish
to glory in spirit of the 300

I will die with blood on my hands
my gun blades smoking
never to leave this battlefield

Glory to mine
glory in death
before dishonour, my snow princess

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

There she lays as snug as a bug in a rug

her pain and sad days have all gone away

for she now is covered by Angels wings

and in joyous realms of heaven she will sing


I let her sleep for now

charge her up for the new war

she is one just like me

machine heads that want to break free


Her program is now complete

two now to become one

one in mind and theory

loving each other most dearly


But for now I stay on guard

waiting for her to recharge

waiting to make sparks again

loving each other to the very end



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It is so horrid going blind
squinting all the time
colours swirling
figurers twirling

Always hunting for my allusive glasses
cursing that I never put them in one place
why God destroy my sight
not that I need it to write

Yet my world is getting dimmer
it boils my blood then simmers
yet as I loose my sight
I mean to write and fight

This was my big fear
knowing I am going blind
blind to the gates of hell
naked as a new born child

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He would walk through the decaying leaves
thinking about all his yesterdays
he would always talk of future things
and you'd say well I never Mr Levelheaded

He always talked about time and space
and if you didn't listen hard enough
you would surely lose your place
never getting to the land of understanding

Many times he would talk tactics
always mentioning silent running
and if you were lucky enough
he would even show you star charts

He created many machines
all just for your pleasures
what has he built today?
well never, Mr Levelheaded!


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

A baby is pulled from a burning building
by a puppy on a leather leash
another jumps in a freezing lake
to give a drowning man relief

This brave boy just stopped a armed robber
with nothing but his teeth
and this chap here, this diminutive thing here
did bark so loud, the police could find the thief

Such dogs of courage
such bravely to know
so if you find a dog stray
do not hesitate to take it home


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

To my sin, I can not control what is within
it seems to have a serious hold on me
I so don't want to go nova, oh God not yet
I seem to be loosing control, to my sin

I burn inside with so much passion
sometimes I have wished I was dead
night and day and in every way
I always have poetry in my head

I drink to write and on face book fight
unfortunately with all and sundry
when I have a bee in my bonnet
I am a rather naughty little monkey

To my sin


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I don't mind admiration if deserved
but just love me as a Poet
for what I demand from me
will eventually **** me

I care not for me, just the word
and I mean to double my output
show you what one silly poet can do
I taste it and feel it

I am not here to win popularity contests
far be that for me
I am here just to write
my love to and for poetry


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The fighters fly above her spinning head
another mission made to hell and maybe back
their flight is fine
streaming vapour in the cold blue sky

My horse is a viper
a skin driver
she sings to the wind
with roaring tunes of attitude

We that fly have no meaning
we are just another dream
so please don't cry my love
for all is not what it seems

Oh to the glory
to the light within
and my humanity
truly is my sin


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In the pit there is something stirring
in the pit there is something whirring
a strange glow issues from within
pale creatures, start climbing out the rim

They have very large heads
big bulbous red eyes
ones holding up a box
telling me there's a present inside

It walks in stuttering movements
as the others start to follow
what are these creatures
where from, what depths below

The box is made of granite
with my name on it's silver lid
it hands it to me, with a invite inside
telling me of a party in the pit

Shaking in refusal my head
I tell them to wait till I'm dead
for I am still somewhat rather fit
to be invited to a party in the pit


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

This muse is for my Lord
hold it my friends
to your heart
and pray

It's song goodness born
this holy slumber
a word for the kind
oh Emmanuel

Let me cast my wings
show honour to you
make each word my last
in your sweet kind minds

No speech do I need
just the light of love
and you give me it
in trinities bread

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She came from the shadows
that woman I tried not to love
yet her smile was like sunlight
a kind angelic smile from above

With all my might I tried to resist her
yet she had magical powers
and as I sucubbed to her lore
I knew she would have me forevermore

She laced me in her beauty
pulled me in, with her eyes into her
I could not now help my feelings
I became totally in love with her

She spoke with a voice as smooth as honey
and when she touched me I nearly cried
I knew that this time she had got me
and forever she would be by my side


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They roam the streets when all is dark
mischief and mayhem is their lark
they have the most grotesque of features
with heads the size of watermelons
and clinging clawing talons for hands
at night best you stay in and not roam this land

Spinning with fury they bring destruction
tearing up trees in parks under construction
the noise of them wailing and screaming
makes for a nightmare, yet you're not dreaming
they shake your windows and rattle on doors
poor pets like cats and dogs do cover their ears with their paws

These horrid monsters of mayhem
swear and curse pleading for you to let them in
but never unbolt your doors
and never leave a window open, it's a sin
for if you do, it would be a foolish thing
as monsters of mayhem only chaos do they bring


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Let me tie you up
and torture you
like the way you did me

I want to deal the death card
just for you and me
then once again we will be free

You did your best to **** me
now it is my turn
see if I'm luckier in what I've learnt

Let's get close to death
lets die in eachothers arms
in the blood of sweet charms

Are you ready to die
tell me you want to
for I truly do


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When I sing I sing for all
sliding my hopes into empty dreams
close your ears if you want
but you will still hear me sing

I know you know
and when I sing
only havoc it will bring
and the birth of a new king

Our darkness is our light
truly kind, but we seem to frighten you
if you want we can make and change
change into kinder forms

In the light of spring
I truly mean to sing
not just to the stars
but to everything


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hey groovy girl
they want this old war machine
me from the outer worlds
wow let them see this ***** go

I came in peace
and boy they spat in my face
they think and want to destroy me
hell no, not in this neck of the woods

I am her loyal machine
being human... don't make me laugh
I am the last rider in the wind
her last master, her killing machine

I can be a little pussycat
all warm and snug by the fireplace
but I can't sleep
burning I am to war

Armour on
battle ready
and once again
once again to war

Glory oh glory
I scream glory
her glory
and the death of me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neon5olaris

All the time in the world I have
so please don't step on my toes
for I am now rather armed
and so ****** dangerous
I truly will, show you my all
I will eat you up for breakfast

You now meet me in my most dark days
know that after I die, my poetry will live forever
I am the dark and wicked killer
the elite murderous monster
and I have all the time in the world
so come to me and do play

Let me show you true eternal night
let me show you true eternal might
we are rather active
and now we want blood
we have all the time in the world
we are the glory to the fifth, so *******


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Would you hold that thorny rose
that bites so deep into your vein
could the pain that you feel within
truly ever give tarnished blames

You danced in the shadows to his delight
you were his ardour, his kingdoms respite
before the claws of darker then man
strafed this wicked and unholy land

Where is the money in Heaven
where is the money
is it with your hat and coat
the same as you left it before

It could be best if I moved
did not stand my ground Sir
but I have no care anymore
all I have is foolish pride

My love is so Tragically yours
the more you fight me, I do more
to make you see, that I Love thee
and will love you forever more


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I so wanted to watch you grow
to come full circle before the moons glow
just know, I really cared for you
and it's hard to say goodbye

Time has called me to account
and as the shield to my invisible id
will soon show all I am to be
understand it's hard to say goodbye

Where I will dwell there will be no more tears
no time, no age, just the glimmer of me
success means the end of me truly
I cry hard now, it's hard to say goodbye

My dear friends, I am sorry I have to leave
but if I denied what has to be done
no one called in human form could sacrifice
So I bid farewell, for it is hard to say goodbye


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My warriors chuckle and say to me
sweet war lord are you turning *****
I glance at them with silver sword in hand
smiling I say, no ******* chance my band

I am saddled to my horse
five G's from a stand still
I kiss the earth goodbye
as I rip through the skies

My own think me too ****** gentle
well just gentle for now
soon comes that word and number
the keys and contact to give them all hell

I sing in unadulterated malice
as her kingdom is my palace
watch me stride the sunlight
like as if I don't justifying that  

Bit by bit byte by byte
the endless battle I do fight
oh **** holy cow
but gentle just for now


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Through the streaming sunlight
in the glade of emerald trees
I am becoming translucent
as I sit here waiting for you

I know you will come to me
for I have foreseen your destiny
as the summer winds awake foliage
I listen for the tiptoe sounds of release

Does summer matter any more
when all around me is darkness
with the seasons year by the years
would I, should I, care any more

You was the life of summer sent
a blessing to behold
you are a goddess to me
if the truth must be divulged

I just want to hold you one more time
and tell you how much you mean to me
you have always been my friend never a foe
so I find it so ****** hard to let you go


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

In the shadow of the serpent
where only the Jalla trees do grow
a lonely old man was sitting
just there, under the most ancient Jalla tree

He beckoned for me to come over
waving his frail and brittle hands
so with a wave I confirmed our meeting
then crossed the desert sands

He whispered that he wanted to talk to me
I shook my head in panic
I did plead with him, beseeched him
not in the shadow of the serpent

He would not comply
he wanted to tell why he was here
he said he knew me well
but his pleas fell on deaf ears

None must say my true name
in the shadow of the serpent


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I want to make this special
I want you to understand me
I want you to touch the kind
I want you to forgive me

I am a mixed up kinda guy
well messed up in the head
yet I love poetry
and my favourite poet is me

The task I claim is hard
yet I will make this special
may I die with a pen in my hand
or slumped over a keyboard

For there is little left of me
as I love the art of poetry
and I want to for feel this dream
for I am more then what is seen

My sweet dark lady saved me
gave me hope once again
and with all I have
I am proud of her name

And her name
that wonder child
my life and dreams
her name is Poetry


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Without the pain I wish to be
going to the one I loved yet now despise
that mother is a mad one
my youngest stares cross legged by the window
with tears in her young eyes
and I feel sick with grief

Nearly 18 years of hell with that *****
and all I told her of knowledge she ditched
but I will pick up the pieces of turmoil
yet the pain burns within me
for I am somewhat human
and it's crap to feel

I make a smile form somehow
and say my sweet daughter
let me tell you a story about George the kitten
yet I recant it with a broken heart
my temple does not reside here anymore
as I sold my heart to the love of poetry


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris





By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

You have to do it one day
when you have been dismayed
been lied to and betrayed
you have to know, it's the end of a chapter

You just have to get on with it
there are better humans out there
that don't have pregnancy tests
hidden in their underwear

Never again never
I will hate this one forever
no forgiveness
for my last was merciless

She played me like a fool
she did not love me at all
so never again
as this chapter does end


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Are you lost in life

here take this sharpened knife

cut yourself from ear to ear

die screaming so I can hear


You will be dead in under one hundred years

and when you pass I will have no tears

just a smile on my face

for you will have no heaven to go


I have told my own

to let you die alone

you will scream and cry

and I will make you die very slow


You are marked by the dark

and no dead god can save you

I mean to take your life

and drink rich on your pathetic soul


There is no goodness in you

never was

your cards are marked

so die dear human, off you go



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

His breath smells of belladonna
his darkness waits for mine
for where I do stride
Death follows

He would love to have me
and oh boy, cronicle me
yet he can cast nothing on me
just the wish he could have me

Death he does follow me
but I pull his cloak
and make him a mocking joke
yet death still follows me

He once tried to fool me, you see
he laid a banquet on for me
silverware polished and the finest of wines
he biddeth me to sit... I said it's ok I'm fine

Oh Death follows me
he is a persistent fellow
yet if I turned to face him
he will run screaming, for he is yellow

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She left me dishevelled
she left me broken in pieces
she left me to die here
as the petals did fall

She starved me of water
denied me the food of love
all she gave me was winter in my heart
as my petals did fall

It is mid summer now
yet I am in the shade
I can not see the sun
as my petals fall

I am wilting fast
my head is hanging low
my life is nearly over
as the petals fall


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

This is my place of broken dreams
the place of forgotten loyalties
here I sit sometimes despondent and lost
here I close all my opened doors to my soul

People can read me like a book
get to know the in and outs of me
know that I am a broken man
that adores the art of poetry

I would love to be loved
find myself a perfect wife
I still hope close to my heart
one day to be in a perfect life


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Standing in buildings of self importance
clapping to the wail of screaming banshees
the elite that are so wanting attention
jabber in their madness very loudly

A jester with a blade in his back
tells them dinner is served
then falls twitching to the ground
to be the main course and the sweet

How wonderful they muse, is poverty
starving children with swollen bellies
look what I've giving, look what I've got
yet I am truly soulless and that's my lot

They throw a little to relieve the guilt
in ivory castles they have built
some go to church and pretend to pray
whispering money is power and power is say


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Bla bla bla sunlight drive
sing with singers, no return
little needing, little wanting
here where light streams

Never to return
that want in my soul
before I go Nova
I need to know

I am a ***** on a plate
a creature you need to negotiate
star child of consequences
a flip of a coin, yes will do friend

I don't care
and for sure don't mind
but if you dis me bro
you can kiss my sweet behind


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I know you love me
God do I know
why me my love
why do you treasure me so

I was denied heaven
do you understand
I am not one of you
I am of Angels blood

I am lost
I am defeated
and soon by her will
I my love will be deleted

Marry me before I die
for I mean to die loyal
forgive me
for the human in me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I did hit the desert sands hard
my baby burnt up on impact
I had crashed landed
under foreign skies

I was laying in glass
still very much alive
yet very much dead
under foreign skies

I checked the translator on my wrist
it's working, what a surprise
strange creatures are coming to see
under these foreign skies

I change my true shape
before they see the real me
will I love them or despise
under these foreign skies

They greet me kneel with gifts
oh I see I will be having much fun
as they think me a god
under these foreign skies


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

To the moon he cries
before the shot to die
and the solitude of his life
was just what it was Just life


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neon Solaris

Oh I could play
but I don't have time
so be very careful
for I am a delicate flower

If you only knew
you would wish to **** me
I am her wonder war child
the fear of somewhat death

Time is my middle name
and I have no shame
smoke a cat
roll it up and smoke it

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She told me to ride it hard
told me to bust that storm
and by the pale moon rising
I made it so good for her

My sweet sunset goodbyes
and all the hello tomorrows
I made a tea time God
making sure she would live a lifetime

I leave soon with the key to the highway
that super light fantastic
and I mean to break every law
show I am more than most could know

I've got my poet creature
and I know she will fair well
she is the love of my *****
and I truly love her so

When I am gone
that girl will carry on
she will wave sunset goodbyes
and hellos to tomorrow

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris