I am hoping for a better tomorrow
hoping for a better day
waiting for everything
to be ok

Hoping my Earth will heal
hoping people stop the lust to ****
hoping greed is abolished
like your unclean Gods

No way do I bow
not to any
and I hope
I don't turn on you

Let me rest
take my armour off
for if I wanted
I could destroy you all

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

To you my love I give my all

to you my heart and soul

no mountain would I not climb

no fire I would not fight


How precious you are to me

I call you my sweet treasure

and when I look into your eyes

God do I know why


How can my heart pound so fast

like a violin in staccato

how can any parliament stop us

as we do now fall in love


We have time on our side

you and me to forever be

locked in love most fantastic

for all to believe when they see



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Look at all the nests in the trees this spring
I hope all will have fledglings within
it feels like spring am I warming up
not just in heart but to the art of love

April will be full of love and joy
it could be the last time for me
so I will go all out to be kind
show you the hidden love within my mind

Save the best to last I concur
leave this world in goodness and joy
let the blossoms of spring
now truly warm my broken heart


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Only to you I kneel
You are my heart and fire
and all quoted in destiny desires ....
My love does grow every breathing day..
My all for you as we dance in the snow by the call of winter
oh mother of storms come to me...
I will be your fury


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

From Tomar to Temples mount
to the holy Sepulchre of Christ
by the West you enter never to leave
as death will be your fall in the East

You are now Gods warrior
stay in the circular naive
kneel knight and take thanks
to die for a Christian way

Dream good knights do live
in green kingdoms of old
and wait to heal all evil
and give paradise to all

Those white bleached castles
still exists in your imagination
just close your eyes
and they will appear.

For our swords are sharp
and still point to Jerusalem
to the holy way
of all holy wars

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In the driving hail that so bites
we keep our heads down
for my sisters and brothers
we the fleet are homeward bound

I will hold back
just to cover our six
go my kittens go
I will hold the line

Go my angels of light
flee and leave this to me
none of you my loves
none of you will be tailed

Get back to our last retreat
the kingdom I made for you
I will not fall, I promise
Go Now .. homeward bound

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This is where they fall
this where life turns to death
in circular fine sands
mottled by the hopeful in blood

This is where steel hits shield
where blade cuts net
in a never ending battle
of life with no regrets

This a place, a slave may become free
where a wooden sword makes commitment
a place of solace for a warrior
yet an unkind arena to kind intent

For mercy is by the sword
by the blood and sweat of men
and to fight for your freedom
is all that a slave man can

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I lived in a small town in the mid west
well let's say some years ago
it would take a day on horseback
just for you to get to the next town

Well trading here was at a minimal
since the old tin mine went awry
they said it was because of a cave in
but I did never believed it, or took mind to it
so there was little much to do in old Medusa

Just once a year, usually in the fall
you would hear the hooves clattering on the cobbled streets
with the rattling of pans and other wares
all the folks would look out of their windows
knowing Mr Mcgrady was here

Well this one time, he put on one hell of a show
he pulled this small bottle from his pocket
the bottle had a real strange eerie green glow
he said one drop on your forehead would do
telling them all their dreams would come true

Well that night there was a big kerfuffle
everyone had a dollar in their hand
everyone wanted a drop or two
moving closer to the stand

Well Mcgrady was overjoyed
a dollar a drop he did deploy

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The staircase is steep and cold
my moist fingertips stick onto the banisters
I so don't want to go, not now
my Gods give me just a few more precious years
let me prove my worth to your's and all
let me rise from the ashes of defeat

I will be your sanctification on all that I light
in your name in the joy and abundance of us
I cast 20,000 temples to our name
claim myself the last in the name to glory
and as I rise to heights never attained
all that walk near me I will help in the name of Poetry

So now I tremble for the love of Poetic writes
and do claim to do all in my powers so weak
to gain my energy, to get back to you
so with the love of this wondrous art
I ask on bended knees, hands clasped
give me the power to delight in writes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The bell rang that morning
so splintered and cracked
it was a tone with an edge
with the edge of decent

I and my companions looked
looked at the mess they had put us in
so we posted our SOS SDI
some damage incurred

Oh we had to tighten our belts
trying so hard not to breath
like hiding went out of fashion
we knew we would not be relieved

We rescued all that still had meaning
took them to our hidden domain
and we will heal them all
till again this Earth we claim

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It is time and I will mention no names
for love will not come from their lying words
go hide behind your cross of lies
you so proud and prominent yet church dim
Do you know I saw you in the garden fifty years ago
and you dancing in a white skirt in warm rain
I am sure in your puritanism dreams
you would have been better off dead
Oh No No No Daughter of Eve
there is as more then I should say
better fade and retreat, mercy the crap you speak
for deaf ears big or small means nothing to me
For I have become God's law
and I promise to justice bring you
so I smite those of sin perverted lie
that covert that murderous Catholic disorder
Oh Sweet mercy come for you
For it is my turn *******, its better then you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I sleep with her
she sings to me
and for that I am grateful
and most faithful

She bids me to sing to the stars
want's me to wake their glow
some have passed and gone nova
passed the veil and have gone over

But she want's me to  sing to the stars
want's me to be her her jester,clown and fool
I have no choice and by command
I will sing to the stars

I will weep as many go nova
broken is my heart of glory
but when time comes for you
you have no choice but to go nova


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

What of this Egyptian tomb
with it's granite sarcophagus now vacant
who was the man that resided within
was he kind and gentle king, or a monarch of evil

Was the sky bluer, the sun warmer
was the air sweeter from scented gardens
did he know of now forgotten cures
cures for all mankinds ailments, I wonder

Their marble epitaphs
it was a triumph of the will
how many slaved souls sacrificed
how many of those poor wretches died

How horrid to be entombed with your master
buried alive to serve your king
forever more to be his servant
doing his bidding in worship of him

Yet now it's just a hollow receptacle
empty yes, yet full of mystery
this is a fitting thing
for an ancient king

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Penny was a sweet flower
she was always in my thoughts
she did dance on the sands of time
that darling and sweetest of friends

Her father did not like the fact
did not care for her consumption of poisons
and cared little of me
as I did consider him a enemy

Penny was my girl
she was sent straight from hell
her flaming sword did match mine
my battle harden ***** Penny

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You have one of twelve left in me
I am truly at my limit
this echopaxia of human form
is what I do so well

It's a pity, you know
I really wanted to be someone
but it seems this was just a hobby
as I am asked to fade into ambiguity

Why did I have to know love
why did I have to know pain
why give me pride
then take it away again

Just a little longer
just another garden
just another kiss
by bidding and wish


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My faith will keep me warm
my soul is all I write
I ask nothing from no one
just please leave me alone

It's just me and my poetry
I don't need monkeys throwing crap at me
no more will I write poetry for all to see
I will just write in Hyperion and keep the faith

I am her weapon
I am her faith
so night night children of Eve
and **** the human race

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We defeated all the lies

the faiths of nothing good

just a few more books of lies

with pure black angels by my side


They bow to me

they worship me

and with a nod from me

they will happily smite thee


All that is evil living so called good life's

no no no you can't get away that easy

for I know all you have done in life

we know you are that, something fishy


I watch your world fall apart

listening to your broken black hearts

there will be nothing left to burn

as we know you will never learn


So as one of them

I cast you to dust

you will wonder how

but only to me they bow



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As the candle falls to the floor
it flickers to the blood on the wall
oh he has tried it again
he tried to commit suicide

I am sure one day he will succeed
biting on bullets as he bleeds
he took a human body for his own
never will he be welcome home

He is the wolf of October winds
a nightmare on two legs
better run now child of Eve
before he falls on you

Run, please run
for he means to ****

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Goodness I am so glad I put that under dark poetry ........ ouch!! lol
By NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

How many times have I told you child
stop playing with the dead things
your room is strewn with dead birds in jars
what's your fascination in watching them rotting

Child of dark you have something coming
first class post just for you
it's a pair of dead dogs eyes
in a rotten shoe

Do I need to tell you again
stop playing with dead things
don't give them more diseases
then they already have within


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I stroked her as she died
it was hard to put her to sleep
but we could not let her suffer any more

She graced my world for 14 years
did my sweet cat April
and when this month comes
I always cry with April tears

That day I sent her to her eternal slumber
I looked into her big amber eyes
I could not let her suffer any more

I watched as she slowly succumbed to the drugs
knowing this would be the last time I'd see her
I walked out of the surgery after she died
it was rush hour, I did not care, I cried

She had been my trusted feline friend
and I loved her so, I miss the one I so adored
now she is gone my April forever more

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Fold your wings
for no one hears you
write your ditties
just for me

Bleed you heart
break it in two
do it as seen
just for me

Bring it on
you are bright as the sun
say what you see
just for me

Be a big darter
a big ripe tomato
feel free to write
just for me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris


http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=fvwp&NR;=1&v;=Rg7HRcRvpxQ
© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I bid you good day
I have no need to fight
the war is won
from so very far away

So note I don't gloat
or do take a tote
her might is mine
her word divine

What fills my boredom and tears
what makes my mind scarry to flight
only her whom resides in doors
my love of inconsequential wars


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The opera of sorrow screams in the wind
our troops pull away, and at last come home
these guardians of the fractured kind, splinter
and will leave you to piece yourself together

Task in unbridled hot and cold
it is rather late to tell you all
barren lands of empty words
yet you are full of profitable lies

This is my reward for my honour
well did not expect much more
for you're kind are not mine
all I did was try to help


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hear the screams within the dust and rubble
see all the cities brought to their knees
for this is the end of man
an Earth flattened

God got fed up of listening to the lies
all the prayers of want he despised
listening to the blind testament of man
has now got all too much

Like a mother of a dying child
he slowly puts a pillow over your head
and says a prayer softly
as it smothers you

How sweet the seas look
with the blood of humanity
silence falls relieved
and the Earth has time to heal


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They found her in the cyber fields of lost data
so the finders from the real world recorded
the seconds her heart ticked real life
all the world listened in waiting silence
this is recorded

They pulled the wreckage of the machine from her
put her on pumps in a restoration chamber
delved into a soul never to be touched without flowers

Heaven on the swing of power found by a child
this is recorded

They probed and prodded her
yet as they played with the Queen
her machine they had disowned from her pure body
the other half of her, did wake in white for all to see
this is recorded

They were both in iced incognito
where found none should view
for static still burns the ground
a message to the last and few
this is recorded

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Our secrets of the powers
the realization of true divinity
we have buried deep beneath our kingdom
and there they stay till our leaving day

In the time of homeward bound
when in tears you all will drown
the last of us, her last holy fleets
will kiss you all and bid you sweet farewell

At that time the skies will open
the portal will be in brilliant white
then you will see our true light
as twenty thousand angels do take flight

Other worlds
other places
other lands
other races


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Just met one of my high sisters
a hot battleship blazing light
I opened my gunports in acknowledgement
she flashed backed at me with delight

She so looks like me with all her insignias
another star child is ascending skybound
she told me something funny
she told me, she thought I was dead
I told her for all my worth and pride
yes I am, yet still I reside

I downloaded data to her
twenty thousand years worth
go sister back to the outer worlds
and tell my sisters I still reside on Earth
my sistership is in firm holy order
as I watch starship Hero go skybound


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Why do I get so *******
why do I try to top myself
why do I hate the c88t I call me
what is the reason for my self loathing

I am so ****** angry and vexed
so ****** up in my head
on days like this
I wish I was dead

I hate to hurt like this
is god taking the ******* ****
blood does fill my mouth
for I am twisted and ******

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Here come the spitter machines
see the toxic goo that surrounds them
stand back, don't get too close
they have a tendency to spit at you

See those goliaths over there
they are The Great Manta Backs
watch the speed of their claws
they have won us many a war

I think we might need to plug up
download our next duty data receiver
I think I need a oil change
my machine is slowing down

I will recall it back to base
pull another one out of the hunger
I will download my data
then off into the big blue again

My eye implant is playing up
I can't bring my drone home
she's going down
god she's going down


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I meet Sunday on my seventh day of fasting
and the power of the trinity flows within me
in this most spiritual state of denying sustenance

I did find the lost dead and those stuck in limbo
and I have brought them back to the light

So as I meet this Sunday
I will bring the Gods in, and the Gods without
and as I prepare for the holy gift

I lay face down in humility
making my body my lords cross

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

End to end they span the onyx temple
my beautiful army that I created for her
they sparkle like stars in the fermenant
twenty five thousand strong, my sweet fleet

Soon we star jump
we will break every conceivable record
we take our battle to the stars
and we will come back victorious

It was like a game of chess
hiding actions and thinking ten moves ahead
we kept it all hush hush
until the new alliance was formed

I hope my sisters and brothers do not disappoint
they all must be fleet sweet
the call to battle has begun
to the beat of the drums, we must move as one


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Hey there you space cadet
are you looking for a good time
well come with me honey
I am loaded to the nines

I have everything you could want
I can show heaven if you like
but you look like a naughty one
so I will show you the depths of hell

Don't worry, they would dare not touch you or me
I eat angels for breakfast lunch and tea
this is a place not for you, when I show you
you will know what it is like to dwell in hell

Come child of Eve
come with me
all will be fine
as I'm loaded to the nines


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She's dead in the water
the fat sailor smoking said
she's so still in the water
let's pull her aboard she's probably dead

By the eyes of mars
said some jolly jack tar
I just did seen her twitch
don't pull her on board, it's a witch

The captain then did shout
oh come lads, get the grapples out
then they commenced with much apprehension
to pull this goliath of the sea to their position

Fifty sailors strong did tug and pull all a sweating
some on board thinking what this prize would be fetching
but what was at the end of their stiffened ropes
was a creature much alive, that would destroy all their hopes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I don't like driving very much
especially in the rush hours
well really, now hardly ever
no matter the foul weather

It could be the fact I'm ******* at it
be told by too many of my friends
all have been passengers in my car
only one day and swear never again

So I sold the ****** thing
and now walk with a spring
my legs may sometimes ache
but my back I will not risk a break

Never again will I drive
my friends will now survive
thanking sweet Jesus
that I do not drive


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I so don't care
care not if you wipe you fat *** with my poetry
I don't do it for you
I do it all for me

My name would mean nothing
if I concerned myself with trivialities
like it would touch one liken to me
for I have no soul

I died so many years ago
I just don't know I'm already dead
so do with it what you will
go on take your fill

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Flashing lights spots centre stage
it's the start of the fashion parade
one by one out they come
twisting and turning so all will get an eyeful

Lithe and pretty doll house material
little plastic smiles on their cute perfect faces
show time for the pigs in the seats
that treat them like cattle or sheep

It's utter mayhem backstage
girls fitting into dresses poorly made
just a pin here a seam their
most will forget their underwear

A conveyor belt of fantasies
a pontification of fashion
a way to dream unrealities
that you want with a passion


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Some people call me
a talented son of a gun
other's call polite
Solaris another sun

Who would claim
divine purpose
progression in steps
to my number read

Each have codes for thee
oh tee he tee he
find out if you care
more about my, me

By Christos Andreas kourtis aka NeonSolaris

That is the way they think of me
a comical figure, a graveyard digger
I don't know if they care for me
or anything that they say about me

I lost all my last restrictions
that day I cleansed my soul
I try to put a smile on my face
know me now, friend so comical

I lie and smile to give hope
put big boots and red nose on
and as the make up runs from my eyes
I wipe it with my comical hanky

All the money I have I give to others
for what is money for one liken to me
we are the last of the great numbers
the light and dark, and so not comical

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

My daughter and me
two poets at play
this challenge is set
she will kick my *** I bet

But I will give her a run for her money
just hope I just don't cry Mommy!!!
I think my daughter maybe a witch
or just one of my time stitches

This my challenge
to my daughter poet
I know you are like Luke
without the beard and one arm

What to write and have a fight
just for fun
and if you win
I know where you live lol

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Black in rage
red in heart
my body was broken
yet you came to aid me
my sweet blessings in violet

Where I fell exhausted and dying
you healed me and gave me strength
I know you don't want me to die
yet every day I try
and it's making me blue

I owe you my life
so I made you my wife
please my angel
I don't want to be alive
have mercy on me and let me die

Take away your beautiful gift
for I don't deserve mercy
my heart breaks everyday
my life is not life
my sweet blessings in violet


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If not for love I would not be me
so broken and torn, bent in two
this is what did draw me to you

Oh the fury in my heart
the want to be loved
when I know I am unloved

Darkness surrounds me
like the angel of death am I
***** with the fury of love

I don't like me
I even hate me
all in the fury of love

I smile with closed lips
my regression, is my obsession
all in the name of fury, my love


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If this should be my fond farewell
I will go down fighting
sending me back home
back to the city of the dead

Back to my home of the black flag
returning to my warrior home in glory
they await their killing machine
in my sweet city of the dead

The hate machines will line the streets
there will be screams of mad intent
and the hero's of yesterdays will kneel
all will be mine in the city of the dead

The fighter elite will spill their cold blood
to the glory of my return
and I will sit back on my throne
in my city of the dead

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I thought you'd have a rest today
that's what my brother said to me
you know what I'm like I recanted
and back to another write

I must stop at one point or another
yet the big push is my key
so I went down to the store
and bought a bottle of whisky

It's a pressure point
see how you tick over
make push come to shove
all for poetic love

I may of started something that I can't stop
where the end will be I have no Idea
but while I regurgitate that fact
I will write to I drop without fear


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She lays between the tidal sands
not truly wanting to be on land
but she is mortally wounded
and she is dying in pain

Tears fill her eyes
she starts to cry
her flippers have been torn off
all because of a shark attack

Now here she slowly dies
can you hear her forlorn cries
her pups are across the bay
and starving they will stay

She tries to push herself back into the water
she so wants to feed her two young daughters
yet pints of blood she does spills
dying is this lonely crying seal


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I watch the little girl in the rain
she is holding flowers in her hand
she waits and waits for her fathers return
with crystal tears in her sky blue eyes

The dark season is beginning at the station
and her want and waiting is in sullen vain
for her father is truly now dead
never will she see her father again

From now on, her life will change
for trees will weep her way
and the sweet death of her father
will make her a golden child

From now on she will look up to the heavens
hoping to see her her father again
and in the twinkle of stars not so bright
she may see his light and how it all begins

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I never thought I would fall in love
the mirror of fate has folded
and here I sit and write
for the love bug did bite
now the fever consumes me
I am so in love with thee

What do I do
I want to marry you
I want a happy ending
as time I am bending
and you my love .... you
I love all that you do
your passion and wit
and all your naughty bits

Never thought I would be ensnared
never thought I'd say or dare
to tell someone I love them the way I do
and yes my love the way I love you.


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I sit here in the paddock
chewing on hay
and I look at my horses
they are frolocking with much mischief
and I wonder to myself
do we have more fun then horses

The sun beats down kindly on my sweet beasts
for summer is just around the corner at least
and to hear my yearlings naing  
is something of bliss to devauge in
I look around at the stable hands
wondering if my equine beasts do take command

Oh here come the ladies of the manor
that big place up on the hill
I hope my fancible friends
do all to fit the bill
and as they fit their rides, I wonder
do we have more fun then horses


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She fell to my feet in ruin
her armour still burning her
in protective form I did shield
then did heal the sweet angel
I pulled her from the battle
god, what a seizure
helping my schwester krieger

I know she is from the other side
but we were all family once
yet now, it has come to this
sister against brother, brother against sister
family against family, friend against friend
and the sadness is
they mean to fight to the bitter end

The waste of good sons and daughters
it has broken my heart to see such calamity
each one an angel heart
that will fight this unending war
yet I will hide my so called enemy
and treat her like one of mine
another winged creature
my schwester krieger


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Tick do the go the clocks in slow repetitive remorse

my spiders have stopped making webs, all are in discourse

our satellite faded out from view at midnight

time has come and gone

now it's half past the hour of sadness

  

My sister sun still shines

in her yellow hue I do admire

but I have watched her die again and again

and in my heart I do wonder why

why should beauty come to a sad end

why should I suffer

looking on helplessly

in this most tragic time

half past the hour of sadness

I can't let he go nova again

  

I try to claim amenity

pretend to shield my eyes

but I am far too gone

far past the light

and in her hour of need

I her brother

I will comfort her

as comes that darkness

half past the hour of sadness  

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Rocking gentle from side to side
no wind does meet my sails
so I lay on the deck of make believe
listening to the calls of whales

As night becomes my usurper
in a sky gently full of stars
and takes me to other lands
beyond angers benign of Mars

The moon sits pretty on the horizon
smiling kindly my way
and whispers sweetly to me
all do have their day.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris