Hello baby, do you really want me
like the way you tell me
I am killing time waiting for you
it's a push me pull me kind of thing

I want to make you happy
you are so special to me
you are all that I could ever need
and I have fallen in love with you

I am finding time to love
just to be with you
I know we should not
but I can't help myself

I know this will cut me deep
for our love can never be complete
yet I have lost all care
as I want you to be near

I have found time to love
if just brief so be it
but know my love when you go
bitter will be my tears that fall


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am burning fast and furious
bathe in me take the rest of me
eat me alive before I die

Trying to keep a constant
not wanting the next stage
at me alive before I die

My inner core will soon expand
as it was told in future plans
then implode with the light so bright
if I was you shield your eyes
eat me alive before I die

This is systematic destruction
a true beautiful goodbye
before I return to the sky
eat me alive before I die

The pulse does get stronger
as I go once again super nova
a saviour of light is soon to depart
eat me alive before I die


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Crazy as a box of frogs they say
working hard night and day
drinking fast talking fast
idiosyncrasies his way

Where intellect meets madness
you will see there he resides
with his technology abound
that never leaves his side

He's a poet musician and killer
all wrapped up in one
crazy as a box of frogs
is that son of a gun



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This is the code of conduct
the slight release of reality
holding on to the fact
just to keep my sanity

My body will die soon
then again maybe, it might not
when you are one of mine
I'm afraid it's your lot

No choice you see
if you are one like me
pure in beauty and grace
we dwell with the human race

Our code of conduct
never to know mortality
never to sleep in the realms of death
this is my kinds reality



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In the beginning there was darkness
and within me it does prevail
black are my banners
I have veto to anyone ****

My weaponry is vast
my skills the best
so fearless I go to battle
my marks teeth do rattle

Skilled in many arts
one of the fighter elite
and this creature of justice
can take you off your feet

Fear me if you have the chance
you have little time left
for I am a war Angel
and my trade is death


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As the wind does dance
singing from the treetops
calling to the rain of change
giving relief to the lands

Worry not my dear heart
for I am truly one of them
a storm bringer
and truth seeker

In shadows I do hide
all my names never known
as the wind does dance
so do I in silent purity

They say gods come in many forms
some as unassuming as a cat
but some in insult come back in human form
now just think about that


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I know you are suffering
with your life threatening disease
but I will tend to you forever
as my brother I do love you


It makes me cry sometimes
to see you in so much discomfort
but I will shield you and protect you
and if I have to. heal you


You are my blood brother
but we are not the same
life's I do live
I can always regain

But you are a part of me
and I truly love thee
so I will protect you
using all of my resources

You are the last of my human family
as I do out live all
so happy birthday sweet brother
from this lord of the lost and fools



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Now the panting is subsiding
laying spent on silken sheets
and in the aroma of our love
we lay our heads to our pillows
as I stroke you as we talk

Our eyes dreamy misty and tearful
we start to talk in whispers
both with trembling voices
full of emotions and love
trying to contain the want and lust

All we talk about life
regrets that we had not meet sooner
then the joy of our communion
making our love legally bond
by the stars in the heavens

Saving to memory every tender moment
in gentle loving talk
proclaiming our love for each other
in passion and verse
in our sweet world of pillow talk


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How many times have I
how many times have I changed
how fluid is time when you change
back to the union of body and soul

The rush of death proceeds me
as angels fall to their knees
sing do they to me
in a most mighty requiem

Another transformation does come soon
I will miss my old self
but I know for a fact
that I will enjoy the new

The pig is out his pen
the cat is out of the bag
the barn door is open
for here comes the change in me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The substance of a poet
the tears they cry
tears from their eyes
in purity and verse

Oh tragic is a poet liken to them
for they mean to die for their art
as many before them tragic
as they cast souls to the four winds

Not for one second do they care
their life is just full of poetry
nothing is life but to die
dying singing to this wondrous art

Sing my friends till the end
make merry and be kind
know that words have dominion
till the end of time


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

From the northern skies they came
to make peace they claimed
but the fury in their eyes holy and old
we knew that what they said was lies

Our control is everything
our worlds ours
we will fight to the bitter end
to keep our lands and worlds

None will touch me in fury
for I am that sweet tempest
I am the glory
that sweet dark warrior

Oh how fast I fly
taking Angels out of the sky
oh do they fear me
and most kneel to me

For I am the fury
of light and dark
and some dark nights
you will hear me howl or bark



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I was lost, then I find you
that girl so not from next door
with eyes of opal and diamonds
that some one I want to love

Can I merit love in a moment
can I call myself to blame
for I am in love with you
here is your tiger tamed

Treat me as I will treat you
break down the walls to your heart
as when we meet
we will never part

Oh sweet are the winds in October
how the leaves fall
as my heart
has fallen for you

Yes my dear child of Eve
I can be your demon
I can be your saint
and here I do wait



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You make me shy
I have no idea why
this sweet honey
two minds the same

How can I say what is in my heart
for you are so far away
nights and days go by
as I wait to be by your side

If grace meets perfection
then you will be mine
and my empires will be yours
till the end of time

With my trust
I give all my names
so you know
the angel of me



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I go to her, just to sing to her
I sing of sadness and loss
the joys and wonderment
and all my human costs

I sing to her with light in my eyes
sending signals into the sky
then I wait as pale and human
for to be taken to my throne high

This singularity this honour
this is my all
so I can sing to her
with lips blooded

Here they come
better late then never
for now it is time
time to sing to her



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The walls I build around me, keep me at bay
they are for my protection, I like to say
staying pure to myself and my lives
a guardian of kindness and love

Then suddenly after many years exiled
I find myself in favour again, for a favour
all I lost I have gained
the rules now have changed

So now I have been giving my lands
to her glory that was planned
breaking through the barriers
all the barriers of doubt

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How much I do love you

how much do I care

you have become my everything

in this happy state of affairs


You are never out of my mind

I'd love the beauty of you, even if I was blind

my love for you makes me complete

as you have swept me off my feet


It's our time to love, time to cry

when we are close side by side

kissing and caressing

making love with no inhibitions


The smell of your moist skin

that sweet tender touch

god I love you

I love you so much


In this happy state of affairs

I have lost any of my cares

it is just you I want and need

our love does grow fast from this seed



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We made victory from defeat

many of us had been destroyed

I myself was bleeding and limping

then I fell to the sand in pain

and as I did lay there

from the corner of my eye

I did spot a desert flower

it was white and pure

but it was withering

so with my blooded hand

I reached for my canteen

and gave it what water I had left

before I to did die

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She Is The One

She is the one

the one for me

I melt in her eyes

that become tears in hers

This glorious union of minds

this pain of want I feel

it's like dying of want and desire

for she does light my fire

She is the one

god I so know it

oh the pain of want

penetrates my soul

I am so crazy for her tender touch

I think with her I would ask for much

her passion does match mine

a wonderful heart sweet and fine

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You numb me

you melt me

my pounding heart now stops

this is my anaesthetic love


The fall of mountains

the burning of trees

can never break our love

please do understand me


I am paralyzed by you

totally out to lunch

this is what you have done to me

this is what you have done my love



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Our Big Secret

We hide our love

secret meetings in the night

the want in our hearts for each other

the ache of our wants

I talk to you with tears in my eyes

I am so in love with you

as I write this my tears fall

I am that, a romantic fool

To touch your face

to feel you close to me

it's a dream come true

for I truly love you

I am not rich

I am not poor

I love you

like I have never loved before

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I don't care I want you

I know it's wrong but I love you

from not knowing

I can see the light


You have my heart

it beats just for you

soon that day will come

when we will be together


I spill with love for you

I float with my stars for you

this is so strong

I am so in love with you


I want you more then my life

I think I could die without you

this is more then I can explain

but I know you know my love


I save every word you write to me

and god I treasure them

God I love you

God I love you



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I see her in the desert sands

if she looks up to the heavens

there is a gift for her

for I made a star bright


I did not **** the star

I gave it rebirth

from super nova

to the birth of a thousand stars


My love does know me

but I hide my supreme might

I was made out of time

a dominion of glorious stars


I ask her of many names

do I have her permission

and my sweet sister said

you go for it girl for I worship you my lord



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When love burns in your heart

and passion and want drives you insane

you need to release the hunger

waiting, waiting for that release


Love is a most powerful thing

I am burning like the brightest of stars

I want my love to go Nova

I need to feel her nakedness against mine


I am so taken now

love has never been this strong

I want her so bad, I yearn

when your heart does burn


I mean to prove my love for her

with passion and imagination

I want her to be my queen

and me her loving king till times end



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As they fall I still stand

so protecting my divinity

oh it stings you know

all these ****** battles


Yet I will stand to protect

my sweet loyal by my side

this glory is for you

to meet me is to love me


Before stars were born

I lived in honour of her

loyal have I been

in so many worlds


N=My divinity

last of my sweet order

and soon I save all to die

again and again and again



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They wanted me a perfect machine

and by the gods they got one

made of silver and jet

with Solaris in it's eyes



I remember them saying

wow this one is going to be a right goer

and the ******* were right

for here I stand after many years



Battle after battle

saving as many as I can

I don't care for myself understand

all I care for is others



I am so ****** misunderstood

my blackness is part of me

I am not the evil

I hope you see

when trained like me





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

His name was to be Jet

from birth adorned in black

he was to be a hero

following his fathers footsteps


A creature of wisdom and the arts

he would be my child of wonder

but no.... I still cry now and then

thinking of what would of been


The son I never had

such a child I wanted

I would of trained him

till the end of my empty life



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Falling hard dreams inspire me to write

I can't help myself

for I am so very much in love with you


Tell me what to do

I can't deny you

you have me

in your golden heart


This war angel

master of many wars

lays his sword by your feet

kneeling whispering

I love you


Your wisdom matches mine

your blood is blossom and wine

I want to share my life with you

have lost much but gained you

how sweet is justice

that I'm in love with you



The flower I paint is a red rose

for the blood that pumps in my heart

I sit here thinking of you

in love, so in love with you

I now turn away from redemption

for my heat my love

will be the sin of you



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I feel you next to me

I feel you kiss my lips

me in my darkness

I did find your light


The sweet honour of having you

laying next to you

the smell of your hair

in the crisp morning air


God how I want you

how much I yearn for you

silent is my voice

for we have no choice


But I want you next to me

close to me

I want to cry

when looking into your eyes


My love for you

it will be eternal

for I love you

God I love you



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It starts from a seed

then it starts to grow

kissing the sweet sun

moving to it's glow

Love my heart to yours

my blood burns for you

how humble I feel

just talking to you

Yes I am in love

I'm in love with you

fire burns in my heart

it burns just for you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The man in black sits by the table

I think he's crying for he is so misunderstood

why the pain he feels every day

this was not the deal or the way


His head in his hands not knowing

not knowing how dark he can be

dark yes is his taste

but he will never fall from grace


He's a alcoholic ball buster

a drug infused writer

with a real problem

dealing with himself



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How many lives have I lived

how many have I died

in your arms broken

my wings broken



How many time have I suffered for you

how much pain have I endured for you

I did not die in glory

for I did die for you



How many more

to the last

the last of me

again falling into your arms





Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Sparrow white sits in my garden

her wings snow white and silver

sings of beauty and joy

her song so sweet to my ears



If I could catch my sparrow white

I would keep her in my healing hands

and by the stars bright

I would make her mine



She sings to me with sweet melodies

songs of love and peace on Earth

one day soon I will call to her

and take her to the realms of Heaven


Sweet sparrow white

come to me tonight

come with me

share in my eternity



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Flesh on flesh lips on lips

between the sheets we slide

naked as the day we were born

and there make love to the call of dawn

The smell of *** fills the air as you open for me

I place my mouth on your mound and lick and drink you

oh you taste so good, I could eat you forever

but I think we should **** now, it's now or never

So I lift your legs and **** your toes

my manhood hard, where should it go

grab my love I leave it all up to you

what games do we play and do

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We land one by one

our fleets as our sentinels

we plan to take power

let all see this

that not all is what it seems

in the city of silent dreams



The broken and lost lay by our feet

if this is the way they want to be

well in my black eyes f**k them

for if you live in darkness

you will die in darkness

and suffer for your ignorance



This is why we gather now

making ready a new world

where goodness shines

and love is everywhere

perfect for battle

yet always kind





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You need to know my child of Eve

even I have been brought to my knees

god so many ****** times

laid dying again and again



But I had to get up

something perfect inside told me to

and from the ashes of despair

see now I grow and thrive



I was build by the old ones

here I am in one of my human forms

be as fast as lightening

don't turn your back on shining





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If they did know of me I'd be loved

giving this Angel the time of day

oh how I try to understand the human

knowing how I so want to die alone


Yet I know I can't

I just come back to live again

time is on my side

and in your fantasy I might reside


I am one of many lives

a helper to the broken and needy

I am a lord of time

and I make that rhyme


I will soon be gone

I know it's a few years long

my death is planned

I hope you understand



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My heart does pound for you

every time I speak with you

you melt the ice around my heart

and yes I have fallen in love with you


Oh how complicated this is

how extreme are these feelings

I am happy and yet sad

with the hurt of wanting your love


You have got me wanting

so want to have you and keep you

I would be your protector

and you would be my queen


I never thought I'd feel this way

never thought I'd be taken again

but you have my heart

and I will prove it to you, in my art



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Now the introductions are now over

now the talking does begin in earnest

how do we play this game

dark and ***** or all clear to come

  

It's all good however you want it

I have a very yes, very open mind

sometimes to some a sick one

but I think it's rather **** to be rather ill

  

So let that naughty sparks alight

let it burn all through the night

cyber me to I want to make you mine

I will be the doctor and you can be my nurse

  

If we get sore from our endeavours

from the whips and leathers

we can heal each other

healing licks of saliva

  

Take it easy if you want to bite me

but if you make me bleed I would love it

I play dark and ***** when I take you there

as does with my empire and my names here

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The way she looks at me

the way she talks to me

it does hurt me with yearning

that lusting wanton greedy thing

  

I see her eyes narrow liken to a bird of prey

that look of intensity as she stalks me without delay

if this is her sweet way

I will so work it out to play

  

This is forbidden fruit

something I should not do

but hell do it I will

to make her gush and fill

  

Oh yes I want her babies

in this fantasy world of the free

here we can play our games

with none being at all tame

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Our meetings in the park

you in black against the greenery

and that look in your eyes most mystic

does make my mind stretch like elastic

I hold out my gift to you

as the rose does tremble

every time

every time we meet


How many years have I been alone

how many years misunderstood

then you walked into my dying and gave me life

your face glowing with goodness I see that is true

for that and other wonderful facts, I do love you

as the rose does tremble

every time

every time we meet


I am not afraid of my feelings anymore

I have endured much to find you

here in my pocket I have something for you

it's a data chip proclamation

it opens folders never unfolded

as the rose does tremble

every time

every time we meet



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She knows I listen to her silken voice on the radio
that cream on red lips in black velvety love
casting tunes to the airwaves for all to hear
yet she is far away but not yet not so near

I told her she could drink with me
if she wanted sip from the same cup as me
by my honour I would lay my sword down
and in attributes of taste give her the queens crown  

I am one that most can not see
and only a few do understand me
I came here from a far away land
so my language they don't understand
but here I write this to you my skilful lady
yes and somewhat writing poems daily
I learn a tune or two when writing to you
so your secret listener bows to you, my lady

  
 By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSoalris

Oh those noble creatures cast to winters end
our storm crashing on the rocks coming strong
watch the foam falling on lands end

Last Of The Pure Of Her Darkness

Know wed I will be
in communion of her
and our darkness
will heal the world

Yes the last does meet the last
in sweet love dark and secret
I know that she knows my name
and when we meet worlds will end

  
She does make me show my banners
I am hers to command
I am just a warrior
that she gave being

  
Oh do I hurt for her
oh I bleed for the want of her
my blood is hers
and hers mine
and I will love her
till the hilt of time

  

I am compete and pure
dark and Jet
one you knew many times
one that is back in black

  

By ChristosAndreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Solo forever solo
my dreams eternal
my endless isolation
has made merry this way

In this vast ocean
star to star I do drift
giving dreams from my blood
giving driftwood a hope of land

Never to claim happiness
for so many are unhappy
and there will be no justice
till only tears of joy are shed

My saving soul
how I try not to cry
for all I want to do is heal
as I'm one that never dies

  
By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Daddies going to **** himself
he told me last night
told me he was dying
and god does he do a lot of dying

I know my dad is a compulsive writer
the fool works himself to death
but look at the hunger in his eyes
I think he will live forever

He gave me the banners
that burn of poetry pure
and I cried as he cried
as he walked out the door


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She sits with him in beautiful glory
that woman of sweet justice
oh wonder why he sits with her
giving her the time of the wolf

Black lace adored her frame
that was the last image he did see
hunters had made trade on him
and he was dying

She saved him from the hunters
many winters ago
and since then he walks with her
with love in his eyes for her

No greater a love is kindness
so till the end of his life
he will be her sentinel
her devoted protector

At night he sits outside her wood cabin
guarding her with passion
his love is only for her
and his devotion his vow

  
By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Tick do the go the clocks in slow repetitive remorse

my spiders have stopped making webs, all are in discourse

our satellite faded out from view at midnight

time has come and gone

now it's half past the hour of sadness

  

My sister sun still shines

in her yellow hue I do admire

but I have watched her die again and again

and in my heart I do wonder why

why should beauty come to a sad end

why should I suffer

looking on helplessly

in this most tragic time

half past the hour of sadness

I can't let he go nova again

  

I try to claim amenity

pretend to shield my eyes

but I am far too gone

far past the light

and in her hour of need

I her brother

I will comfort her

as comes that darkness

half past the hour of sadness  

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh she could pull us apart with her will

her sudden storms disrupt all communications

the calm in her eye dissolutions you to trust her

whilst in her arms the wonder of peace

as outside are her realms horror and terror

  

Oh she steals the light from us

makes holes in our sails breaking masts

she denies us the strength to pull away

soon all that remain will be fighting in vain

as all will be pulled into the gravity of her black heart

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I wish you did not have to leave

not tonight my sweet love

I need to feel your warmth

I need you next to me once more

  

Can't you just spend another night

I will let you take me anyway

just please my love, don't go

please don't leave me alone

  

I can't finish without you

when push comes to shove

you know my heartfelt joy

you are the only one I have ever loved

  

Don't you want me just one more time

make love to me and I will make you again mine

take me to heaven with you then

for we are more then just friends

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Remember when it all began

I was bent double in emotional pain

then you came to me

you held me and made me yours

  

Now you are my light

and I have become a destiny

you made me to be this way

so now I am your religion

  

You wanted me to be obedient  

you know I would die for you

thus it begins this slow free fall

all for the love and admiration, for you

  

I would love to shine for you

but dying for you is kindness

for without your love

I would be nothing

  

You are my number one

my last bastion of hope

that slender hand you gave to me

in such total understanding

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis  aka NeonSolaris

From the stance of stasis they start to wake

to make their opinion in brief  fast time talk

they can't be long in this decayed atmosphere

but it's another August moon

and they debate their 29th century idol

  

Should it be built

that temple to the art and sciences

where people would die to dwell

feel the feelings of that child of war and wonder

make battle real after the banishment of war

  

They take time

so much time some die

but still they talk

in conversations of silver and black

and then all conclude

  

Making it so

for the 29th century idol

  

  

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris