I bid you good day
I have no need to fight
the war is won
from so very far away

So note I don't gloat
or do take a tote
her might is mine
her word divine

What fills my boredom and tears
what makes my mind scarry to flight
only her whom resides in doors
my love of inconsequential wars


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I'm in for the penny
I'm in for the pound
man oh man, here I am
so holding my ground

I don't care if I don't belong
yet all will hear my lamenting songs
my own dark choir I created
will stay with me till my end

Some pennies are made of pure silver
and they shine among the stars
making dreams for you
and pennies for your thoughts


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

First thing in the morning
just as daylight is dawning
what starts me off you see
is a English Breakfast Tea

Then when I commute by train
and the crowds do drive you insane
I try to stay very calm
with a cup of Assam

Then when I get to the office
with inbox filled to the brim
I think ****** it all
and have a cup of Darjeeling

Then by midday
to keep my woes away
I have a sneaky cup
of my favorite Earl Grey

The when work is done
and I want some fun
to heaven I go
with a cup of Ceylon


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I have butterflies in my stomach
and boy are they fluttering
I'm fifth to jump
so not keen on all this queuing  

Goodness it looks a pretty long way down
is that rope strong enough I stutter and frown
oh I think I might change my mind
now that I am second in line

Oh here he goes
the chap in front
wow that was a good one
wow what a jump

Oh now it's my turn
my word my heart does pound
lets hope the elastic holds me
and I don't go crashing to the ground


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In your name I see compassion
in your name I reach enlightenment
in your name I let you mould me into many shapes
in your name I will forever be by your side
as your companion and dearest friend

I am always at your beck and call
for you made me realise dear friend
that I should take courage to all
to see it through to the bitter end
and in your name I will do

Let the monsters come out of the shadows
the skeletons fall out of the closets
let havoc make a merry game with me
yet I will stand ardent and strong
all for you, in your name


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Her dress is crisp and slick
adorned in black purple and blue
her black eye shadow does match her nails
as her veil flutters in the wind liken to a mid ship sail

She's a big fan of Skinny Puppy and Front 242
you better not eyeball her or she will finish you
she's a skilled exponent of nefarious martial arts
cross her thrice and she will rip your soul apart

Yet I like her a lot, she's got *****
I even like all that she does do
in her victorian gear
all that black purple and blue


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Is the battles over, or am I still dreaming
is this life again
oh ******* I have forgotten

I stumble from my bed
parts of me are dead
and all I think is to write

I need a blunt and a beer by my side
half in half out, in a dream world he does reside
his complexed hesitations

Again he mutters and clenches his fists
breaking a space in time suspended
oh *******, I have forgotten


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neonsolaris

Sometime it hurts, you know
to feel every poem you write
it's like drinking bitter wine
as clouds darken and flowers wilt

So in tears, so many tears
I commit this write to the winds of theories
make the most of what you have got
and in communion you will never be forgotten

My actions are pure
my heart and soul beats pure white
to write I am again going
as I am feeling every poem


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The telephone is ringing
yet I will not answer it
I want to be alone
in the realms of darkness

My twelve clocks tic away
making me think every second counts
so I turn the lights down low
as I enter the realms of darkness

Child of the kind I am
a little Angel without it's wings
and I sing this lament
in the realms of darkness


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Plane sailing spinning in the red sky
a mid range missile took her tail away
watch her spin sailing madly
she's going down, crashing into the sea

God they can't eject
two pilots for the drink
friends of mine
with now posthumous medals not worth a dime

I used to have great talks with them
late night at fleet control
we would laugh and cry
they were brothers of mine

Yet here on the deck I watch in horror
the mist of tears in my eyes
as another two hero's
do take the dive


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The fighters fly above her spinning head
another mission made to hell and maybe back
their flight is fine
streaming vapour in the cold blue sky

My horse is a viper
a skin driver
she sings to the wind
with roaring tunes of attitude

We that fly have no meaning
we are just another dream
so please don't cry my love
for all is not what it seems

Oh to the glory
to the light within
and my humanity
truly is my sin


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If not for love I would not be me
so broken and torn, bent in two
this is what did draw me to you

Oh the fury in my heart
the want to be loved
when I know I am unloved

Darkness surrounds me
like the angel of death am I
***** with the fury of love

I don't like me
I even hate me
all in the fury of love

I smile with closed lips
my regression, is my obsession
all in the name of fury, my love


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Man did you just wreak a city
man that ain't too pretty
don't be the class clown
you are going down Charlie Brown

Don't give me the starry eyes
and tell me all those lies
the, yer buts and maybes
you are more then a baby

You *******
***** of a witch
don't you dare frown
your going down Charlie Brown


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Born in the midnight of stars
with the provocative mantra of Mars
a shadow keeper
the dream sleeper

A creature of creation
star child in the making
a solid entity
being not yet being

Dead heaven within
dead heaven without
lord that gave me many names
but did not give me my ****** wings back again

I did never cast you aside
nor my fleet by your side
so I plea with you , and not parly
that in heaven I should reside

I better you many times
charity unbound
yet you still abhor me
in all that I do

Yet here I stand, my love
so standing in utter defiance
don't you dare spit in my face again
for I am Neon Solaris


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Watch as the forgotten fall
liken to pasta off a dish fit for kings
the determination of treason
makes treasure to the true reason

By wit or way I do stay
standing fast and ardent
my pleasure is pure
and warlord my name

I carry no stigma
no need to prove
I am war child
now it's your move

But utter not, for I hear all
her might is within this frail body
and I mean to see the word through
till my mighty armies do fall


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Bla bla bla sunlight drive
sing with singers, no return
little needing, little wanting
here where light streams

Never to return
that want in my soul
before I go Nova
I need to know

I am a ***** on a plate
a creature you need to negotiate
star child of consequences
a flip of a coin, yes will do friend

I don't care
and for sure don't mind
but if you dis me bro
you can kiss my sweet behind


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Wiggin's was a wombat
a legend in his underwear
and everywhere he went
you would hear him *** and swear

He was a very unpalatable chap
where ever he roamed, caused havoc

He had no cares for no one, not one jot
his mantra matched his favorite film, Salem's Lot
a incorrigible beast of heinous intent
a bounder, a blaggard with all truth bent

One nasty piece of work was Wiggin's
Vombatidae would hang their heads in shame
knowing this cad of a man did scare it's name
and with grief stricken tears say, oh how lame how lame


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Her slight smile with wondering ways
that thing she has that perplexes
with wondering eyes never static
she is plays with her thingerme giggy

Her child called night awaits
her baby star of death awaits
her only child of war awaits
her love, her thingerme giggy

Over the years, all those indecise years
the place where widows cry bitter
no vengeance compromised
when done, right up the *******

There is no more glory
no heaven or hell
for I am the curse, the stigger
her last thingerme giggy


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The flares go up
we are going over the top
into the hail of bullets
breaking out to the other side

Watch the thousands fall
see the blood on mud
shattered bone, broken souls
in this no mans land

Let the poppies spit
as the clouds of war cover the stars
know my defiance
my life, alone in independence

No time to make friends
no time is my time
making wrongs in relevance
alone in independence


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As the light fades and night takes it's duty
Hope does collect tinder and *******
she piles fuel onto the pyers
then with a clipper flick she lights the fires

She watches the flames take hold
they rush to consume eagerly
wood crackles, splitting and spitting  
throwing embers into the cool night air

Her faith never wavers or strays
for her love will be back someday
and as the cloak of darkness surrounds her
she takes comfort in the fires glow

Sitting by the embers of carbon spent
a tear does run down her face
that painful ache in her heart
memories never to be replaced

In a moment of loneliness
Hope does start to sway and sing  
with broken voice and trembling lips
her lamenting song is carried by the wind

She waits in solitudes cold embrace as the sky fills with stars
singing, my love will come back to me one day from so very far


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If be by even candles dim light
you be compelled to write
and you are fully stocked
be someone baby, attack the block

If blank pages are all that you see
and think you are loosing clarity
say not on your holly hocks
and attack that writers block

Don't start to slouch in despondent shame
thinking you are at the end of your game
stand firm and proud like a ****
and with pen in hand attack the block


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Johnny was a curious fellow
he had a voice deep, yet mellow
he walked with a limp
but no injury did he sport to me
he always did wear emerald green
and when he would call for you
you would hear that ratter tat tat
then my letterbox would flip
and a pair of eyes would peer in
he was a most strange friend

On one occasion he came down very drunk
he claimed he was a the master of tai chi
then he did ask me to test his inner strength
claiming profusely, it won't hurt me
so I took him into the kitchen
and in seconds proceeded to throw him around the room
all over the walls, the ceiling and doors
for the poor sod was only two foot four


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Where the light cascades in streaming beauty
the children of forever wash their sweet faces
as the hummingbirds of truth do with gentle strokes
adorn their hair with petals of servitude and strength

The snowcapped mountains of their domain
do breath cool kind winds and fine weather
and their laughter of joyous intent
does make a mockery of ill thought

All here are of harmonious voice
and love rules this land in gratitude
all the songs sung here are healing
sending good intentions to the rest of the world


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She missed again
our light, Miss infallible
we can make better god's
as you can't get a warlord in the right place and time

He know's you know
wow did you mess it up
that other Christ should be here
whilst this one belongs in the past

You have made treason a good word
as now many of our kind debate
wonder if we want more then godhood
so now we do deliver your fate

No making excuses now
you're two thousand years too late


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The streaming of numbers
codes that I always break
to the slumber of darkness
at the brink of time
at Octobers end

My fleet wait for me
and in darkness I cast my final spell
the last of my heart will beat
to the drum of never ending suffering
and the tangled cords
of the violins of violence will call

Don't pity me
for I am more then a number
the blood name they gave me
885729 and yes it's mine
I cast shields and send
at octobers end


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In a leap of faith
to the destruction
words of the conscious
do feel the fade
that dizzy conclusion
that death is upon you

Yet it you truly see
death is just a transition
to the state of dreams deemed
and yes you have a choice
yes a choice of another life
so sing your dreams twice

If you was me
you would die everyday
and the pain that I feel
would be ten fold in you
life did become a mission
as death is just a transition


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh he is back again
he just can't stay away
bet he could **** me any day
and I would kiss him
and say thank you brother
my sweet masked marauder

He is a little ***
and sometimes an annoying ****
but I do love him
my little brother
that little ******
my masked marauder

Next time he brings the police to my door
to here, temples keep
I will punish him severely
my little brother Pete
I will make him marry the devils daughter
brother of mine, my masked marauder


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I did try to rest
yet I am drawn into another war pure
I know my word is right
and they are full of ****

So I prepare the fleet
and make them stronger with hatred
I don't mess about when it comes to war
for I do seek and destroy all

If battle be my name
liken to the glories of the insane
then know I have gone utterly mad
as my drones march to reclaim

To tally with me
is to spit in the eyes of god
each gunship is ready
in pure war and much more


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's the other twelve
the hours of daylight that I am not a kin to
so I pull the curtains just to slumber
and make sure the dark surrounds me

Do you glow in the dark
in the cold vacuum of space
oh well you should do
it's such fun to die

The lost call like banshees
do you know their cry
see the marshlands of despair
I made them for you're signs

See the runway to the outer worlds
well you'd better use it
time to midnight is twelve
go and leap to our outer worlds


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh the cat is out of the hat
the maiden has lost her knickers
and my aunt Nelly blimey
oh what a kerfuffle

My wife just put ****** on the sausages
and one from the oven has shot up the dogs ***
oh this is not good, at party like this
oh what a kerfuffle

There must be at least twelve saints here
those that must be revered
yet they are dancing like nutters
oi the beers are over here

God look at peter paul and dingo
don't they act like plebs
I would not dance
if I could get the beat out of my head

Lets take it to the garden
and do the moonlight shuffle
let's be foot loose and fancy free
oh what a kerfuffle


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Where fell all nations in defeat
a stem just started to grow
it was a peace tree, a life giver
yet it died in the last chapter
and as the fires raged
splinters were thrown into the winds
it broke the silence with the screams
of poor childrens futures in the last chapter

You can't see the machines, can you
can't see the last of the world die
No no that would be too sweet for you
to sleep to dream to wonder
hush Eves children
for I know the last chapter
my kind wrote it
for friends liken to you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They are known as the controllers
masters of whips end
they look like you,dress like you
they even act like you, but their not

They have one hand opened
the other clenched into a fist
their smiles are sardonic
and they understand not the premise of love

Cold are their hearts in their soulless bodies
and if you smile it does make them cringe
many are high city rollers
if by meaning the controllers

Their little empires pollute the globe
make misery a pure entity
and they gloat as you choke
on fumes of greed

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Have you ever wondered
how many books have been lost forever
all the cities sacked
all the libraries burnt

Those books thought lost forever
those books not lost, just hidden away
would you like to know where
where the books lost forever lay

Well they lay in the ashes of time
in the whispers of kind winds
by the shimmering of leaves summer green
on the pond of forgotten thoughts

There you can stand reading
reading the ash on the lillies
but be fast and most ardent
or you're never cram everything in


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She fell to my feet in ruin
her armour still burning her
in protective form I did shield
then did heal the sweet angel
I pulled her from the battle
god, what a seizure
helping my schwester krieger

I know she is from the other side
but we were all family once
yet now, it has come to this
sister against brother, brother against sister
family against family, friend against friend
and the sadness is
they mean to fight to the bitter end

The waste of good sons and daughters
it has broken my heart to see such calamity
each one an angel heart
that will fight this unending war
yet I will hide my so called enemy
and treat her like one of mine
another winged creature
my schwester krieger


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Her name is synonymous to freedom
she's a cloud breaker and love maker
she is the gold that I see in the sky
she of tender heart and tender life

Her warmth and light is truly life giving
never too much and never too little
she is just right
bids you her last of light
as she visits others in the night

She is a main sequence star
a big beautiful thing
she is the commander of summers
yet so shy in the months of winter
with heart tender as she is tender to life


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

After all the years of devotion
and the children I did give him
he tells me that he loves me
yet he still beats me

After all the promises
and the tears he sheds to me
give it a day or two
and again he will beat me

I did try to tell my parents
tried to tell them that I was not happy
but he is always by my side
with ears pricked letting nothing slide

I have thought of ways to escape
try to get away from his brutal touch
but he tells me, he loves me
yet still he beats me

He comes home late nearly every night
with blood on his collar, no not lipstick
then he beats on me
and I wonder why a married the ******* *****


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

At five in the morning
you would hear her munching
scoffing down with milk and honey
she was a homicidal lip smacking queen

The eerie sounds
the moaning and groaning
it was enough to give you a chill
and your feet would curl by their own will

By the light of day
all the packets would be away
with not a trace of spilt milk
just honey dripping down the legs of the table

I'd ask her, have you been at the cereals again
no my love was the answer she would deliver
but she knew that I knew
she was a cereal killer


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Don't drop your guard my kin
do not let the pain overcome you
know in the chamber protected
I grow stronger everyday

You have the light and honour
take this sword into your hands
know I am that one
the one you waited for, for so long

You are streaming proud
and as I suffer
you my Alphas and Omegas
you my loyal will be set free

The loss of the one
the last of her kind
merits not
to the freedom of you

Worry not of my demise
and please don't cry for me
for I die for you
as you would die for me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh he's on one again
you won't get a word out of him sideways
he's on one of his hyperdrives
and he is flamingly fastidious

Can you see the look in his eyes
that dark glow of a mighty empire within
god don't dare touch him
he will blow you out of his room

Let him be, for is so so happy writing
oh look he gave you a glance, you lucky bunny
he's looking for the word, and I bet he finds it
for he is truly flamingly fastidios, that Christos


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I would love you by moonlight
I'd call the stars to you
just to share
the beauty I see in you

They would gaze
and would surely be amazed
that I was your true heart
a brother of the dark

And as the call of midnight comes
I would lay a kiss on your delicate hand
looking at you at the same time
as I see so much more then the beauty I see in you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By the docks you will find him
the green smoke will guide you there
hi man, I always say
to my trip city hippy

Yes his sunflower yellow tie stands out
he wears others more colorful
but this one makes your face glow
when you greet him and say hello

He calls me the dark one
and you know, I love that name
freedom we both play the game
in brothership, my trip city hippy


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If I went blind tomorrow
I would still see your face
and on my bended knees
I would tell you I love thee

Look my love of what is left of me
see the soldier with broken knees
oh yes it's fine, no I'm ok
I just can't sleep most ******* days

Oh they always say war is over
how many times have I heard that BS
yet once again I don that uniform
and to war I go again

Goodnight my sweet love forever
for I mean to not come back this time
for this time I will die and be free
when love falls with me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I did groom you well
made a poet liken to me
an outsider with attitude
that is you my baby star

She writes beyond her sweet age
and if pride was a virtue
I would with no doubt
be very proud of thee

My baby star
my poet and friend
if light be love
I am here for you to the end

You will always be part of me
no one on Earth can take that away
and as long as my name means something
I will love you till the end of days


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The Guardian that stand firm
lord of shield of her of many names
my benediction is written by her
I am just a warrior
me as scored as poet
lost in my devotion of you
My love for you
my sweet elegance
all is in your name


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If I was gay
and yes smiled everyday
i'd be a flamboute individual
with crusts in my hands

And by the pond of you know who's
I would cast my bread crumbs from my pockets
and the love of my life in a locket
I would cast to the lilies in dark comfort

Oh mercy on me
not so young ... not so free
yet here in this park serene
the clock on Greenwich hill chimes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I stand and wait
I watch whom will go to temple
which of those ones
will change their destiny

Let the angels of honour fly
and in fury spit upon them
for their spit is like gods kiss
watch them break into their dreams

Image is just imagination
and the laws of causality a myth
so come and stand as I do
stride like me and the lost

You have hope and virtue
walking to the temple


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I came from the wheels of light
just to dwell in the shadows of night
all do fear the fall of me
yet this is my destiny

I send calls to the last of me
this warrior that was never broken
the thought machine of your masanaitions
that baptized in the fury of battle

Oh yes I am warlord most high
and God I do want battles to fight
yet in the communion of the dark
I do slumber and sometimes sleep

I wonder if I laid down my arms
would you inhumans find me harm
No No , for I truly know
YOU WOULD TRULY **** ME

If I was not me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

More then a terabyte you mean to me
less then a gigabyte I plead to thee
if your silicon mode does not match mine
then hold that memory in place and time

I know you are not of this world
or the next or the next
but I know you
and our lives are fixed

Let them flabber and concur
to the sublime to the absurd
but they will never know my light
that you are more then a terabyte


By Christos Andreas kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Our cards were marked years ago
and I don't have a ****** back with that
for in the book that cronus does hold
I have in their words become in obsolete

So here I stand on this pebbled beach of Hastings
the place that makes me, makes me feel so real
let the moon do her work for me
and at midnight whisper my name

I call to the creatures of the abyss
from the dark realms where superior is life
the first to greet me are those of many arms
they are the starfish that crawl and dry on the beach

Then do come the bottom feeders
those that gills fill with detritus filtering cloudy
then come my sweet endodermic elite
the cattle of the deep blue saline seas

We all sing to the moon
for she is our mother
to the drifting forever complete
we by all knowing, in obsolete


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aska NeonSolaris

It took me three days to aged
a lifetime to take matters into my own hands
ten million stars to bless me
as my babies did go nova

They fell before me knowing
all of the god's and lord's
their platitudes did mean nothing
as I am the passion of you

If they even dared to look
if they ever dared to tell
the names never to be mentioned
loves lost time in the passion of you

If gluttony was a sage
and sage be with onion
then I would be her first turkey
with the light of all that was one

Now and then, when I have time
on hands on the wheel of fate
I do show a few of them
the passion of you

For you are more then kingdom
more then the swine of god's lost
for you are me and I am you
and in the mirror, I see the passion of you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris