She sits there on the hanger deck
she is one of my new creations
I deem her ready of flight
my dynamics and her propulsion

Do I have to slap a wet fish in your face
will the saline water pure, tell my name
she is fleet ready full of secrets of mine
her name is vast, as mine in all of time

This baby is a systematic night child
so loyal to her devotion
this is why I made her
why I made her sentient

Oh she has her blades down for hyperdrive
my sweet baby has fold space capability
my mind and physical devotion
to the dynamics of propulsion


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In the light of pure fury
where only the first ones do stride
in the bastion of the pure and impure
they all bow to the shattered blade

Here the battles are far far behind
only peace and unity do dwell here
the wars that rage on the outer worlds
mean nothing in this dominion of light

All here pay homage on temples mount
we call that temple unity in war
it's the place that sling shoots you
to all stars and times

All stars come from here
all life stems from here
this most holy city
city of the shattered blade


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I will stay steadfast
I vow never to drift
for you are my religion
you are my everything
and in times of hardship
you alone are my light

You blessed me with your touch
you hold the torch so that I can see
I am so loyal to you
I would die for you
to your honour and gift
know now, I will never drift


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This is the place where shadows never fall
the place that wilt and decay mean nothing
a tight informality of plants blooming
so old. so pale

See the trees in aspects of their leaves
yet no shadows cast, on the trimmed lawned grass
and where the crows once cried evening song
no more in this land, where shadows never fall

The chime of midnight bells of winter
in these days chime summer forever
and the burn that did hide holy call
is where the shadows never fall

BY Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It's just a New York night in lower manhattan
nineteen twenty nine december time
this place has been dry for over eight years
but for the last two months the bars have opened
and oh boy do they sell some crisp cold beers

There I meet my girl
her with the sparkles in her eyes
that crazy girl
who loves so well
my flimflam flapper

She is a goddess of con tricks
a purveyor of ***** play
yet she is near freedoms reach
she does not care if you call her
by her flapper name
queen *****

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

God, you look good in that black dress
and that lace over your porcelain face
I never thought you could look that way
especially in a dress like that

They don't know my sister
they don't know of the storm that comes
my messengers are back I sent
some in tattered thoughts of time

Don't let the stars break your sweet heart
come my love and hide with me
let what will pass, pass
I promise to cover your sweet ***

Let me take you to my nova beams
the place I hide within them
hush my love, our secret is safe
in our black dress in time and space

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It swirls around you liken to a holy ghost
shh my love, it is one of mine in the mist
yes watch as it foolishly stumbles
for some of mine do take time

Casting thoughts of mercy
yet my eyes do stay defiant
so with tears I kiss
secrets in the mist

Independence and honour
this is the way I live
and my foggy outlook
is gaining to resist

Oh melody of heartaches
sirens and dull bells
makes the mist for me
a clear and merry hell


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Just met one of my high sisters
a hot battleship blazing light
I opened my gunports in acknowledgement
she flashed backed at me with delight

She so looks like me with all her insignias
another star child is ascending skybound
she told me something funny
she told me, she thought I was dead
I told her for all my worth and pride
yes I am, yet still I reside

I downloaded data to her
twenty thousand years worth
go sister back to the outer worlds
and tell my sisters I still reside on Earth
my sistership is in firm holy order
as I watch starship Hero go skybound


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He was a rebun pchous a diminutive fellow
a tail wagging nightmare on four legs
and at night he would howl and swoon
to the glow of a full moon

He was a sucker for a sad luck story
especially from that ***** flea ridden
and as she never said, she loved him not
till her own distortion, she was self consumed

Yet as baleen whales notice
she was no pocahontas
she was just another *****
as the dog flew to the moon


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As clones we pride ourselves
born in light to die in darkness
we that flew like eagles with talons
to the edge of imperfection

We fall like broken toys
with our metal frames intact
dead to this world now
just me as their contact

They don't call me puppy boy
knowing may allegiance to you
yet seeing this earth in new relief
most here have no real beliefs

Our history, our story it will be lost
and the mystery of my kind gone forever
for like me, you are at that precipice
at the edge of imperfection


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In another life I will be content
and all my industrial endeavors known
I will build my temples to world peace
and dwell in one calling it my home

In another life I will see no suffering
no bitter tears on childrens faces
no deaths from endless wars
and all will be one and not races

In another life, I will not take one
I will tend my gardens and love everyone
and when it comes to forgiveness
I will forgive everyone

In another life I will love a lifetime
I'll be the kitten in the closet
and all my devotion
well that will be my deposit


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

These thankless battles
the bitterness of ill blood
I can't take my uniform off
I wish you could understand
the stars and scars in distant lands

No eloquence of speech
none salute here anywhere
I did crush freedom once
but never forever more
for I have seen many flowers wilt

The dignity I lost, I am slowly gaining again
the church that harbored me is now in ruins
and I am falling hard ... you see
a puppet player of war
in this final of distant lands


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They called out on the loud speaker
it's all out war
we are fighting for resources
funny that, I have been here before

The flight coordinator, calls by the numbers
I will be the 25th to fly
we are so loaded with weaponry
the poor ******* don't stand a chance

It's just another war
so get your butts to the hanger deck
for we are powerfully adequate
with our fleet that maims and wrecks

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I don't look back now
I don't reflect on the loss
just forward I do strive
as the last that never dies

All the pride is just a memory
the last of empire is me
and I hold two card in my hand
the five and king of spades

It's not an easy road I travel
and sometimes it not cool
an emotional wreak in flight
as my empires fall

I am the darkness between the stars
the wasteland of eternity
and I travel still
as all empires fall

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Wondering at the madness
this world dying under my feet
and here I stand rejected
my broken wings tattered in defeat

God I can't do good without being cursed
and my kindness will go unnoticed
this curse of a good heart black
the time I wasted resisting the attacks

Let mortal cities fall
let death come gently
and the solar wind that called to me
I know will take me back home again

I am just an object
I am just about alive
but with you I am holy
and in my faith, I do survive


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This is where the mind can be sorted
when the drive of dreams breaks you out
no longer a prisoner in shattered time
just spinning tales within rythmes

This is the liberty of dreamers
the starlite warlike creatures
the ones that plead for change
and not from the streets of despair

My last lights
my liberty of dreamers
I do stands **** proud
as all my banners are for you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When all does end for you
I vow to be by your side
tending to your every whim
whist watching your spirit, fad from within

I will be the counterbalance of your stress
and attentive to you, I will do my best
as you are my best friend
so I'm here for you, when all does end


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Screaming children crying hungry
as black tar coats this land
I cut myself to use my ink
for I mean to jot all this down

Eyeless people smash their heads against jagged stonework
I sit on a dead dog to write what I witness down
all is lost as we are up **** creek
hope it's not down to me or those poems
those ones written with venom vehemently
those poems to commit suicide to

Planes are falling out of the sky like apple blossom
and our machines have turned on us
we were once the masters
now just slaving *******
one chap just asked me for a gun
so I gave him one in his pain ridden face

Never disturb someone when they are writing
I write that down as he slumps to the floor
the music of discretion is dead
and suicide our liberation  


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By dusk you are calling
your voice is in the sweetest of tones
your song is liken to the winter winds
a choir of joy that the trees do moan

So here stand by the fallen palms
my vessel making glass in the sand
I have come for you alone
so surrender Merinda

I don't come in peace
I don't come in joy
I am just her envoy for now
so now surrender Mirinda

I am a class 1
and you are just Merinda
so give up the ghost
and by my bidding come here to me

I see you trying to hide
behind mountains and hillsides
but I know of your gander
so surrender merinda

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They are not helping him
they seem to be killing him
day after day, night after night
I do feel him fading from me

It's a foggy day in London
or is it just my mind
I don't want to loose my last brother
oh this dark is when your heart breaks

I tend to his every need
and to her I plead
for I am my own world
casting a dim eye on this one

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Many colonies were lost, at the onset of war
and as the mighty fell, we sort for sanctuary
we climbed the hills of forbidden thoughts
made temples in the sky just for you

I watched my own fall
the glory of god fall
and here I do stand
as battle never ends for me

I am of battle and bereavement
do you know, I don't know any other way
don't feel for one moment, sorry for me
as the architecture made me this way

Yet I watch my kin die
some slowly
some diabolical hard
yet here I stand ... her last star


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I was matched to a warship
to the pride of the known galaxy
and with dynamical order
I claimed worship of my starship

Tending her, I made her mine
she had waited for me in time
just for me, she called to me
me the last captain of time after time

She is the last of a incredible fleet
the vow of gods beyond the stars
this dream of the imperial order
by her command.. I mean to see it through

I matter not or what
I am just her warship
and in pure worship
by love bound to my starship


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My poor brother is not doing to well
...and he is ******* as a martyr

He fears the inevitable end and the loose ends of his life...
yet I have vowed, I will sew all the threads for him

I stopped on a mark
as my brother is out of the ballpark
no cheering for my most endearing
I will be shattered when we part

My poor Peter
my kin and loved
if you die
let me send you above

My brother, you will never know
Peter you will not know
God, how I love you so
and I stop.... STOP, no flicker of finger

I stop my writes for you
and be commanded to do
my brother Peter
whatever you wanted me to

Just don't ******* out of the water
don't tell me I would not care
for where you are treading
I have been there EMC2


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By the lakes of forgiveness
I see the lilies on silver
she skims in acroniziums
a slaughter of light years

Compassion linked
code Lilly On Silver
to the winter year
we watch empires fall

Keep out we are ordered
let the bombs fall
do not try to protect
from flight they have band us all

Lilly on silver
we know the great fall
as the ponds shimmer
and night bathes us all

No one left to right wrongs
no more beating hearts
as the sky falls in
it's lilies on silver


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

With the wings of gossamer
her that in starlight came
with her words of hope
in her delicate frame

She screamed mercy
told the bad to, take it underground
she was an angel of honour
and her enemies, she would not hound

She was a starship most delicate
one of the angels of peace
and no matter your creed
she could give you release


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

All the years
all my ****** lives
all I did for you
all the banners displayed proud

Most went NOVA for you
all those scientist died for you
and as the last flag fell in defeat
I would not let our union go

Yet do I know you anymore
do I understand your surrender
should I be proud
of your falling sad demise

It shocks me
that you give up so easily
our battle , our war
and yet you deem mercy

In the old days
when we were made of stars
we were to elite and the core
but I don't know you anymore

I don't know you anymore
not now in the continuum of war
forgive this high rose
as I don't know you anymore

You make our efforts
you make them demeaning
and for your absolute
we sleep ******* dreaming


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Do you remember dear Winky
that nervous twitch suited you well
each time we held the line
your sweet eyelids would flutter

I know you fear the end
liken to a jellyfish on jagged rocks
smashed into adversity
but this world is circular

Come my friend, my sister and brother
see I care not for the scares
nor the disappointment
I do not falter, and so must not you

See my blood fall to the ground
it matters not to me
not really, not to one liken to you
my heart as your's is pure, my winky woe woe

You are made of sterner stuff
like me, you like it hard and rough
find the heart, I will hold your hand
let's to the end fight it wholeheartedly tough


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

After the storm most violent
after the wind has abated
when the birds do sing
when the clouds have parted

I do pick up myself
and stand in the parting
see the folds to the blue
as I am your's, true to you

I was alone and you gave me comfort
you became the temple holy
I dwell within
my love and light
when clouds do part

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The ghosts of the past can haunt you
come to you from their dark continents
telling tales of cold cold winds
and the broken reality that time sends

All would like their time again
to try to amend for all their follies
but yet what truly is an err in error
is when there are many errors in time

Slender hands of want try to claim you
white smoke for limbs of wanting
just to touch life again
to know a beating heart again

To taste fruit again
to feel tears again
to hold those they miss
or maybe, just one more kiss

To share gardens in colour and not in pallid grey
to feel the sun upon their sullen brows
to be back home feeling earth ... on land
these poor inner phantoms that do fill our lands

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I weaken every day
but I can not deny
she is my heart and way
my oath and bond I do promise to supply
I stand proud, yet dying
standing by my sweet queen

She calls to me and I wake
her singing commands my ear
I rise with passion
just to write for her
I stand by my queen
for me she reigns supreme

I am half dead
with a blood disorder
yet my broken body
oh yes it shines
now and then.. you know
liken to my rhymes

I deny death
I deny life
I am in the middle
I am a half life
a commodity
to my queen

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Most here have no divine purpose
no kindness in their hearts
no forgiveness from follies committed,
we talk about this night, in the velvet frog

This is a peace keepers hyper blade
the division of bodies and souls
loyal for it takes lives to suffer
and by god we have suffered many

So here we are healing our wounds
trying to get the lies out of the dead
I did call for mercy and tolerance
yet the others are screaming for war

We are outnumbered ten to one
the others are baying for blood
I don't think our communion
will hold them in the velvet frog


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The newspaper hacks try their best
outrageous stories of jealousy
so they pulp their toilet paper
with some intent to destroy
they don't care whom the hurt
as long as it's surprisingly juicy

Oh look at that ****** shot,or
goodness she is wearing no knickers
they just lean down on their cameras
just like a vulture circling waiting
waiting for you to fall, broken
they want that tragic headline

These pigs in suits
with pens in hand
just love hypocrisy
needing something
something outlandish
and surprisingly juicy

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You sent me a letter of passion and fire
told me in words how and where to find you
that night in the september moon I did depart
and by the sails of providence

I travelled the oceans
with heart and notions
that one day my love
x would mark the spot

I dream of your crimson lips
that kiss to quench my thirst
your eyes to open in the sun warmed sands
you to utter those words I yearned to hear

Island after island I have searched for you
star system after star system, just for you
many lives I do allot
finding where x marks the spot


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Have you been bad my friend
as you seem to be on the naughty list
let me just check for you
see all that you have claimed to do

Can I look at your pass again
sir by this your seven foot tall
and to boot, great with child
you can kiss it, you are on the naughty list

Oh don't give us this and that
I smell the bull, you're full of crap
you are on the naughty list
maggot, just one off the wrist

Now move over sir
as you are not welcome here
no point stomping your feet
you sir are not getting in


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They don't breath under water they told me
I did think they were joking at first
but when a ship hit our rocky outcrop
they were screaming underwater
I tried to pull some down to the depths to safety
they just convulsed in spasms and died
as many as I tried to save
they just died in my arms
screaming underwater

Do they all die this way
with no gills and no will to live
yet I know they breath through their skin
I did read that in sapien law
in water they take no oxygen in
and so all that I tried to save
just died screaming underwater
my fins will be clipped now
****, just like my bloodied wings

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In my loft I keep my special stuff
words that will die with me
my poems of content most private
the dreams of all gods tears

These are my most intense
these my most beautiful
subjects written with heart
in blood that tears me apart

These words I hide
and to never reside
in the curiosity
of your human eyes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As we transcend from the perfumed gardens
my hot lips climb your mount of venus
and by your belly button
I breath hotly on you and lay a kiss
I know I pretend to be prim and hawlty
but keep my secret, that I bite naughty

People would think me a ***** monger
a ****** beast with a unquenchable desire  
I rive and burn with anticipation
just to feel skin against skin
I'd do you and her to, it's my fault
that I do bite naughty  

I look deep into your eyes
as I move up ever forward
I reach your temple lips
and there I lay my hypnotic kiss
laying where you are my beauty
as I bite you naughty


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Wednesday comes but once a week
amidst dusk autumns falling red and gold leaves
here I sit writing in states of feelings
waiting for the deliverance of mornings cry

The early sun
the birth of a new day
then I open my curtains to the glory
that's when the light comes streaming in

I mind not the wait
or the anticipation
for my word is my bond
to every nation

Little birds of the night sing to me
keep me and mine sober to daylight
watching like hawks
shadow peregrines of the night


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He sat out on his porch from morn to night
he needed no introduction
for he was rather forward
that incorrigible mr melon

He'd wave at you shouting loud ... Oh HELLO
there was no place to hide .. no place to go
he did wear them braces to keep your pants up
and ties most ridiculously and gregariously floral

Yet his smile was intoxicating
there was something about him
and when you came up to talk to him
he'd always crack a tin

His smile was infectious
his words most bewildering
never known to be a chap sullen
was that incorrigible Mr Melon

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris


I should be shot for that write lol

It takes heart to lay your wings down
to lay your life on the line
without knowing whom you save
and in the name of what cause

Yet orders and orders
and rules are rules
so without a second though
we do what our heart does tell

To give aid to the needy
to give aid to the lost
the broken and put down
to give them god in a small form

To die for heaven
just to save them from hell
as we circle mighty
more then twenty or more

I vow to give aid
make light in the darkness
to be one with our god
forever and ever giving aid


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I work at the cathedral day and night
at rest times I sit looking at the daily hues
from morning to the end of day
the shadows in the architecture shine through

The gargoyles turn from grey to a warming red
and above their sentinel loyal heads
the spires shine like diamonds
blessed in the morning with a pure blue sky

A break or two, three or four
different times of the day
just to watch the patterns pass
in the shadows of this limestone building

I worked my guts off on this building
sweet Canterbury in my cathedral city
revamped it's, I'm listening points
and at times of day, when weather permits
I do read the shadows in the architecture


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Sitting in the field of dreams
I waited for my friends to appear
one by one they did rise
there right out of the ground

They spout like daisies on a summers morn
and from white to black they do adorn
they are my subjects and I am their wizard
shielding their reptilian hide from all weathers

Here we congregate
sometimes regorgertate
our prime directives
and all our creature fates

Do we need to care
well just let me say
whatever you do
don't let your dreams run away

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Dresden was in flames
our misguided leader dead
so taking off my uniform now dammed
I was going back to the hog farm

My city once beautiful, is now in ruins
the rubble and the dead are everywhere
little children clutching their mothers
all charred in deaths despairs

He wanted us all to die
when push came to shove
and god he did a job on us
in the name of the third *****

Nowhere to turn now
nowhere to hide
looks like I'm going to the hog farm
and there for eternity, to reside

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

When we stood by the lakes of fire
I knew trouble she had brought
she had ambitions in kind thoughts
I did pled with her, that we would be caught

We exchange a kiss or two
then on three ascended into the night sky
we twirled together in the black velvet
dancing with the stars in our eyes

Our mother and our mighty hand
she did never understand
oblivious then, knew nothing
knew nothing of what we had planned

We kept our sisterhood secret
we were runaways, you bet
and we left a little note both saying
Momma we ain't finished yet

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It leans against the railings
bright and gleaming pink
bows have been tied around it's frame
ribbons adorn it's wheels and spokes

See the sorrow arranged in flowers
the forget me nots and notes from loves lost
this sad memorial to a young vibrant life
a life snuffed out liken to a burning candle flame

This tragic place by the roadside
this is where a young child lost it's life
on a busy street in the frantic hours
when push comes to shove, in the name of progress

Along the narrow path now gleaming in sunlit rain
sits an army of teddies with water dripping down their faces
their smiles unhindered by the tragic circumstance
yet their heads start to bow to hide their dew covered eyes

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I wait for you every cycle
watch the night sky
see the glow of your coming
as I am a slave to you

I cry midnight in my dress
a being most resplendent in silver
only you know my real name
my sweet Luna complete

If manly is my middle name
so be the curse of humanity
I don't need that fatal seal
or the make believe of ignorance

I am here for a lonely holy task
meaning to write poetry in dark streets
as for all that dwell in her glow
I vow to make my Luna complete

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I treasure you with every beat of my heart
you are the reason I pursue my ambition
I would be lost and alone
without your gift of imagination

You mould me
you make me be
my devotion is yours
sweeping though my emotion

I know I am just a conduit
a tale teller of time
and for the love of you I give...
my love my heart my everything

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The doctors are telling me, I might die
yet drinking and writing is my kinda style
but my liver does not want this life to pay
my transition to a sober poet, is a needle in the hay

I must not forget my path
for this is my life
and for what's and want's
this is my dark sacrifice

Let death creep ever onwards
let it try to bring me down
I will fight to the bitter end
till I fall to the cold ground

This is my dark sacrifice
a body lost in loyal time
a glory of words, worlds lost
so many ****** years ago

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It was a crazy night with my friends
it was a serious bubblebath bonanza
we were celebrating the ***** time
the places where we cleaned the grime

Here we are in the tub
the jacuzzi is doing ten to the dozen
this is the last warriors rub
for we fall in disrespect

The last opulent puzzle
those that were too much
and those that so wanted to shout it
well they had to be silenced

But here I sit in my bubble bath
and God we have a laugh
for I know you are liken to all but me
a creature of age, for some to see

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He sits outside the hardware store
he does not move around anymore
his owner treats him like a thief
gives him some water, which he laps up with no teeth

There he sits, with eyes filled with want and sorrow
knowing yesterday is today and so be it tomorrow
there is no getting away, nowhere to hide
no shade for his diminutive broken body
no relief, no liberation
this little bear is chained to misery

He'd be better off dead, then this torture
this proud majestic creature reduced to this
in death forlorn, without liberty
the black broken thing, chained in misery

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris