Broken I was in the desert sands
could have died in these Fairlands
they saw me and Tazmarlo
I tried to revive him but I had no medical kit

They pulled me from my fighter
I could still feel her pain
my co-pilot had died
right before my eyes

She was screaming
and I hear her voice now
still screaming find me
she knows I know-how

Never to be broken
that I have been told
for the lies of others
is just excess or pros

When I get upset
when things impossible come
where the darkness of hell
I did once reside does dwell


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

He found out I was pregnant
oh god the shame of it
me being a layer
oh what a shame

He wants my guts for garters
he has it in for me
I lied my best
but he is of Poetry

I try to get rid of babies
get too fat and complacent
walking a line of description
filthy as the ***** I am

He will **** me
I am sure he will
as I know his kind
they have a view to a ****


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I watch him play with the snow
I have never seen a pussycat so happy
his joy is mine
my hearts beat as one

I was closed no parking
not on my lot
but my kitten
he has stolen my heart

I wish he was black as my sweet April
what a challenge to put her to bed
she was so ******* ill
I tried my best to keep her alive

But there are lines you can't cross
like the one I wear on my ****** chest
so when pull comes to shove
only my lord can make me have mercy and love

April I will never forget you
my black beauty
how you played by my feet
so lovely and complete

My kitten
my sweet kitten
I died that day
and god did I cry


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You tried to break my soul
god did your ****** best
yet you know nothing of the outer worlds
the places I did command

We have seen wars most hideous
I wished for death as my friends were blown away
from the cradle to the gave
that's what my country say

How many have I buried
how many more should I
take the red pill
the blue will make you more

I lost my soul in the battle
I will never find it again
I became a scavenger
never to love just hate you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I was dead my starship destroyed
oh captain my captain
I think our lord is shadowing
I could not hear them again I was dying

My subordinates tried to catch my tears
they had known my deaths before
I throw all cares to the four winds
as I do advent my hell

There is nothing in space
it's a cold and static place
but I can view all of you
as I hold on to gravity

If only the evil ones could take me
oh I think they know me
I have been at war
God for billions of years

Nothing in space
my family and race
they are dead
there is nothing left in space

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If such a time I need to rewind
in battle, we would be entwined
me in my warlike silver and black
you as green, laying on your back

You wanted to know what a time lord can do
well watch me as the world does standstill
I need no battle cry
for I live forever and you do die

My own warriors come to me
they are ****** begging me
but I need not tell you
the disappointment you have shown me

The fire does rise
I burn all that hurts
you are in that state *****
so I do now burn the witch

Let it die
let our love die
I can't say I love you
hell no, not anymore


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I wake at a predestinated time


with a warlike aperture that my arms are refined


just a few bits and bobs


as my mind now is full of designs fog


Only mercy does know my true name


another war song is named after me


oh yes I'm awake


and so shamefully arrogant


There was a heart somewhere in my chest


but as normal at this time it did burn


so many stars to span


so much more to still learn


So I listen to the machines


as one by one, they call our names


so I will be active and again live


for I am just a number and my destination is Five


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris