I try not to think of the pain
but it's always there in my heart
I remember her smiling at me
telling not to worry you would be back
then the gunship came you waved at me
then you flew up into the blue
if I known what I know now
my regret is I did not kiss you goodbye
That evening I got the message
about the crash, no survivors
all our plans to wed gone
all the dreams we made together gone
all I have of you are fading pictures
I look at them sometimes late at night
feeling still as broken as if was yesterday
and I still cry about your loss
Those first few days were hell for me
all the people I had to phone
your mother fainted when she heard the news
your father had a breakdown
he never pulled out of that
your poor father died a broken man
if it was not for your sweet mother
I truly think I would of followed him
She used to always tell me, think of the good times
the three brief years we had together to treasure
even after all these years I still miss you
thinking how cruel was fate to us
I miss you so much
I vowed never to marry
and to this day never have
and with images of you never will
By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris