As they fall I still stand

so protecting my divinity

oh it stings you know

all these ****** battles


Yet I will stand to protect

my sweet loyal by my side

this glory is for you

to meet me is to love me


Before stars were born

I lived in honour of her

loyal have I been

in so many worlds


N=My divinity

last of my sweet order

and soon I save all to die

again and again and again



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They wanted me a perfect machine

and by the gods they got one

made of silver and jet

with Solaris in it's eyes



I remember them saying

wow this one is going to be a right goer

and the ******* were right

for here I stand after many years



Battle after battle

saving as many as I can

I don't care for myself understand

all I care for is others



I am so ****** misunderstood

my blackness is part of me

I am not the evil

I hope you see

when trained like me





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

His name was to be Jet

from birth adorned in black

he was to be a hero

following his fathers footsteps


A creature of wisdom and the arts

he would be my child of wonder

but no.... I still cry now and then

thinking of what would of been


The son I never had

such a child I wanted

I would of trained him

till the end of my empty life



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Falling hard dreams inspire me to write

I can't help myself

for I am so very much in love with you


Tell me what to do

I can't deny you

you have me

in your golden heart


This war angel

master of many wars

lays his sword by your feet

kneeling whispering

I love you


Your wisdom matches mine

your blood is blossom and wine

I want to share my life with you

have lost much but gained you

how sweet is justice

that I'm in love with you



The flower I paint is a red rose

for the blood that pumps in my heart

I sit here thinking of you

in love, so in love with you

I now turn away from redemption

for my heat my love

will be the sin of you



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I feel you next to me

I feel you kiss my lips

me in my darkness

I did find your light


The sweet honour of having you

laying next to you

the smell of your hair

in the crisp morning air


God how I want you

how much I yearn for you

silent is my voice

for we have no choice


But I want you next to me

close to me

I want to cry

when looking into your eyes


My love for you

it will be eternal

for I love you

God I love you



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

It starts from a seed

then it starts to grow

kissing the sweet sun

moving to it's glow

Love my heart to yours

my blood burns for you

how humble I feel

just talking to you

Yes I am in love

I'm in love with you

fire burns in my heart

it burns just for you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The man in black sits by the table

I think he's crying for he is so misunderstood

why the pain he feels every day

this was not the deal or the way


His head in his hands not knowing

not knowing how dark he can be

dark yes is his taste

but he will never fall from grace


He's a alcoholic ball buster

a drug infused writer

with a real problem

dealing with himself



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris