How many lives have I lived

how many have I died

in your arms broken

my wings broken



How many time have I suffered for you

how much pain have I endured for you

I did not die in glory

for I did die for you



How many more

to the last

the last of me

again falling into your arms





Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Sparrow white sits in my garden

her wings snow white and silver

sings of beauty and joy

her song so sweet to my ears



If I could catch my sparrow white

I would keep her in my healing hands

and by the stars bright

I would make her mine



She sings to me with sweet melodies

songs of love and peace on Earth

one day soon I will call to her

and take her to the realms of Heaven


Sweet sparrow white

come to me tonight

come with me

share in my eternity



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Flesh on flesh lips on lips

between the sheets we slide

naked as the day we were born

and there make love to the call of dawn

The smell of *** fills the air as you open for me

I place my mouth on your mound and lick and drink you

oh you taste so good, I could eat you forever

but I think we should **** now, it's now or never

So I lift your legs and **** your toes

my manhood hard, where should it go

grab my love I leave it all up to you

what games do we play and do

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

We land one by one

our fleets as our sentinels

we plan to take power

let all see this

that not all is what it seems

in the city of silent dreams



The broken and lost lay by our feet

if this is the way they want to be

well in my black eyes f**k them

for if you live in darkness

you will die in darkness

and suffer for your ignorance



This is why we gather now

making ready a new world

where goodness shines

and love is everywhere

perfect for battle

yet always kind





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You need to know my child of Eve

even I have been brought to my knees

god so many ****** times

laid dying again and again



But I had to get up

something perfect inside told me to

and from the ashes of despair

see now I grow and thrive



I was build by the old ones

here I am in one of my human forms

be as fast as lightening

don't turn your back on shining





By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If they did know of me I'd be loved

giving this Angel the time of day

oh how I try to understand the human

knowing how I so want to die alone


Yet I know I can't

I just come back to live again

time is on my side

and in your fantasy I might reside


I am one of many lives

a helper to the broken and needy

I am a lord of time

and I make that rhyme


I will soon be gone

I know it's a few years long

my death is planned

I hope you understand



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My heart does pound for you

every time I speak with you

you melt the ice around my heart

and yes I have fallen in love with you


Oh how complicated this is

how extreme are these feelings

I am happy and yet sad

with the hurt of wanting your love


You have got me wanting

so want to have you and keep you

I would be your protector

and you would be my queen


I never thought I'd feel this way

never thought I'd be taken again

but you have my heart

and I will prove it to you, in my art



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris