Try and outsmart me
which will be never
you don't seem to know
you're not nearly as clever

Don't call me anxious
Don't call me mean
I'm just sick and tired of
The same old routine.

Although I still have hurt that needs to mend, I'm beginning to feel like myself again.

The darkness has turned to clear blue skies
The sun soothly taps my skin removing
The toxins from my body
I am free once again

I never know what to say
There's something that goes on inside
when you look at me in such a way

It took me years to learn how to love myself
Out of all honesty I do not need your help

I don't rely on anyone
Therefore I won't chase after you
when you decide to run

The jealous partners
Are the most guilty
aware of your innocence
When they are the most filthy

My future is
the unwritten lyrics to a song
Planned to be sung
But something can go wrong

There's more to life than being
Gorgeous and rich
Finding someone and getting hitched
As well  as reproducing a child
There's a time in your life where you need to
Be young and wild!

Whoever has the nerve to tell you how to feel
These people seriously need to get real.

After all I've done
This is how you repay?
By doing the one thing to make
Me go away?
It sinks in, hurting more and more
Each day

Life never goes the way you plan
So shut up and enjoy it
While you can

One who dares to criticize the way you live your life
doesn't have one of their own!

Growing up is like jumping off a dock
You'll either sink or swim

Don't misjudge me
Don't be scared
I just have a broken heart
Yet to be repaired

People control you
Like a horse to it's bridle
Feeling a need to claim
A pointless title

You write every chapter of your life
Don't be afraid to erase some things
And start over.

If you bring down the self esteem of someone else, you are a total loser yourself.

You claim you never wanted me to leave
Those actions make me find that hard to believe
be happy I'm gone
Although I'll never know what I did wrong
You promised me everything down to a ring
How is that special? She was promised the same thing
I don't understand why you want me to stay
The more you do and say pushes me further away
You just enjoy hurting me, maybe you're angry?
There's nothing I can do
Besides move on from you

As much as you try to convince me
I was the most special crayon to your paper
I will never go back in your crowded box

Once your web of lies becomes broken
You're the spider falling out of it
And eventually spiders get crushed

Every time that song plays
Your face enters my mind
Reminding me of the summer days
Before I realized I was blind

I'm like a million dollar lottery ticket
I'm plain hard to get
If you lose me you'll be
full of regret

Running to someone from your past
Is like playing a board game
and moving back
To the starting point

I listen to the rain fall upon the roof
As I lay in bed
With a tiny little dog attempting to
Sleep on my head

The more needy you act
Manipulators know you'll be there
When they come back
They prefer the self respect you lack
Do yourself a favor cut off all contact

If it was meant to be
Then you two would be together
There's a reason why you are not
Move on

Do what you want
As long as it doesn't harm anyone else

I'm grumpy
Lazy
Moody
A mess
Crazy
Snooty
I'm not perfect
What do you expect?

If you think that a person can't be trusted
They can't be

I turned on a song I used to sing for you
My mind went back in time
I want to cry
But my tears for you aren't worth a dime

I'm not stubborn
I just know where I stand

McDonalds didn't make you fat
You did that! Guns didn't magically fly in mid air and pop you in the ***! You did not accidentally cheat on your significant other
You don't trip and fall into the arms of another! Your race is not accountable for your big mistakes, Obama is not responsible for your electric bill nor is the Muslim population for the many killed. Pets don't have the natural instinct to behave it's lousy owners who don't know how to keep an animal trained.
Please stop with these pathetic blames and grow a brain.

People are like kites
they just blow away in the wind
You know it won't return
Don't bother chasing after it
It's not worth your time  
move along

Love me or hate me
It will not affect me greatly

The worst part about being a woman
Is that a man can hurt me emotionally
And I will always get the blame

If you see the beauty in everything
Then you wouldn't view the world so
Dark gray

I gave my soul  to you
To later return
She weeps and screams inside of me  
From the lessons she had learned
I try to comforting her calmy
It hardly works
She's discouraged by love
Comparing this to a flower that never made it
Out of the dirt

Honestly will have you think
As insults will have you hurt

Don't purposely step on the cobra
and cry when it bites

Choose food
Not dudes

You and I are like Manny and Sid
I want to be alone, you won't go away
And you're annoying as it is

We make a such a big deal out of a small cloud when a tornado is near by

Love songs make me sick
Just as loving couples in the halls make me
Twitch .

A person is not the main purpose for your breathing, you can live without them.
Do not **** yourself over someone or consider doing so.

Even if he walks through fire for you
And speaks with words like Shakespeare's Romeo, a man who cheats does not
Love you

Your memories are the tattoos inked inside of me, no matter how much I want them removed, burning them off will hurt even more than the pain of having them .

The people who don't like you don't matter
Live your life