Like alcohol to a wound
You think someone can heal you  
It will just sting and burn

Just because I don't talk about how I feel  
Does not mean I don't care
There's a lot more behind this solid blank stare

They say time will heal you
I'm not sure when
I just want to be ok again

It's louder than a running train
Keeping memories
I'd rather not have in my metaphorical frame, telling me what I don't want to hear
Wishing I could rip these thoughts right out my ear! I compare it to a pestering child, so naive and wild
Telling me what I no longer care about, because I've taken my life to the next route
Dragging me back in my past
As if my body will be wrapped up in a cast
Written with words I would never dare say
Actions I would refuse to do anyday
I sit here every day trying not to let myself go astray

"I'm over her " he said
As his wife turns away and he gently tucks her photo in his pocket.

Your voice is the eerie screech of nails on a chalkboard haunting my memory
But it doesn't affect my ears
Just my soul

Love disregards race
Where you meet in the time of place
As well as gender
We can't just crush our feelings inside a blender
Distance does not matter
Enough about the social ladder
Our lives don't matter to you
You're so ignorant you don't even have
A clue

I don't care if you watch ****
I don't care if you smoke ****
But whatever you do
Keep it out of your newsfeed!

I love the light breeze of the upcoming winter
Burrowing itself inside my sweater like a small splinter
I watch the sun gently rise
Painting a mirrol of pink and orange
In the sky
It brings my stress to ammend
Hoping the gorgeous day won't end

You may have created me
But you will never be my parent
You killed every chance you had
Didn't even spare it
You've shown nothing but abuse
Using the term "dad" as an excuse
******* us all up with your selfish desires
Loving you will never be required

I don't know if I am happy or in
Pain, I'm a zombie who limps and groans
Down memory lane. I feel as if my insides have evaporated from bottles of *** as I
Spend my days feeling completely
Numb

Point the gun at me all you want
I'm still not the suspect of your own
created crime.

Don't tell me you love me when you told her the same you do not miss me this is all just a game.