I refuse to be a pawn In your game Telling me which way to go Making me break the rules And always step backwards I refuse to let you I will do everything in my Power to make sure I Come back And to make sure I can leave for the last time
High up in the skies The demons bellow Seem so small They seem weak You could defeat them all In one fatal swoop But your fuel runs out You always go back to how you felt You always go back to what you did
Twelve hours between each dose I count out Twelve and hold them in my hand Small pills I call tic tacs Twelve of them I could take all at once Maybe then this nightmare would end Maybe then I'd be held by you at Twelve pm
If I disappeared What would you do What things would you destroy What tears would you shed Am I worth a tear to you Will you understand that this is what I need