One search away I used to research for hours Reading each label Hoping one will have the answer But now I have it Clear skies Everyone sound asleep The blue swing I lay my head on Staring at the stars Taking them One by one Taking my last breath
One word It scares most I've always been welcome to it They just are doing a job That has to be done I'm sorry I know it hurts But all things come to an end
Closing my eyes The orange bottle pops open The capsules fill my mouth But when I open my eyes the Bottle is still closed I never made it so I could close my eyes for the last time
The safe place where people go in there Mind My mind is full of cobwebs there is no safe corner Black Widows have taken over I leave to the abyss Filled with twinkling lights Where no man can breathe Where I feel truly at peace