I reduce to reality a flip side of ecstasy
expect and seek apathy from all i transpose
a portal of dress makeup

like a woman's false eyelashes fluttering
I look away to the Big Girl lonely
want to take her home
make someones day

nave I may be speaking psalms deaf
to the chancel fictionally impostering
a vital boundary approaching
plays the part of ecstasy knowingly
i am
apathetic.

Blind.

just stop
telling me
to have a
good night.
i've had enough of you
telling me what to do.

tick tock
tock tikety
tee too
time so
tocks ticks
await you
your return
tock ticks
eye flash
hope you
o k
tock tick
await again
life so
tock tickety
long when
listening to
clicks clocks
tickety tocks
gears gnash
hourglass
sand sifts
seconds
hours
days years
tick tocks
alone
awaiting
you to
return
and still
I wait
for you
hear the
ticks tocks
anticipate
ticks tocks
cant sneak
up on me
as i sit
here awaiting
tick tock
click clock
count me
my life
as a
dream of
sand shift
ing down
the glassine
clear vision
ary dream
awaitin'
again
tic toc
to when
the beg
inning