From darkness warmth I felt the waves
Heard this heartbeat soothing paves
Flipping around we began to share
This life created here I was felt the air

There he was here with me
In these troubles pain with thee
Felt the burn stabbing wound
Soon it's over through years of this
Took me out and placed me safe

Trials not yet complete
Many nights with no sleep
Although he comforted I was scared
Dreams untold but into his arms he held

Now after all these years
Found the light filled with cheers
Knew right off he was the one
Held me close helped carry on

Brought me joy and gave me peace
New life grew inside of me
Now know the purpose of this life
To give much love protect and raise
Cherish these moments with no strife

Trials not over faced more pain
Crashing on me like huge waves
Days with torment as a friend
Not ones you want but can't escape

Shocking torment these demons follow
Wrestling fighting screaming crying
Filled with anger curled up tight
Uuugh so many wrestless nights

Soon will end as he is here
By my side through all these years
The touch of power I will be healed
In his name the joy revealed

Set free from ******* and chains
My love for him always remains
Demons flee in his name
Warmth and love hit like a train
Smiles laughter singing praise
Thank you lord for being with me always

They follow you like a hound,
Trying to flip you upside down
Watching every move you make,
Wanting you to make that mistake
They flash you the silver and gold,
Wanting your soul is what I've been told
Everything comes with a price,
So make sure that you don't roll their dice
You listen and watch them everyday,
Without knowing their agenda I say
Beware of the trouble they bring your way,
Cause before you know it you'll be in their ray
Their toys and gadgets trips and fame,
Will draw you in and you're to blame
They'll say doesn't all of these things look fine,
Exactly, now please sign on this dotted line
Not with a pencil nor a pen,
With your blood so that we know you're in

Darkness creeping
Warmth is leaving
The air is thick
Did you feel that *****
Burning roaring
Sorrows pouring
Tremors shaken
Felt forsaken
Silence screaming
Am I dreaming
Waves crash down
Face with frown
Stabbing fillers
Huge like pillars
Arduous years
Bleeding cheers
Agony death
Feel this stress
Did you feel it
The torment that won't quit

God is light,love,and care
Fills this world with joy and repair
Ask upon his name and you shall receive
The miracles he gives if you just believe
Many love to blame him for their misery and despair
But who are they serving the man of darkness beware
God is not evil and does no such act
If evil abides you need to backtrack
Life has many ups and downs
Some learn to smile and some just frown
There's two paths you can choose during you're life
One full of darkness and the other so bright
Some choose the light from the beginning
Others get tangled and lost in their grieving
We all have trials that we must face
Testimonies to share once we've unlocked the briefcase
              To live for Christ takes time and learning.
When you hold a newborn,do you not hold it delicately? Do you not feed him milk from a bottle until he grows and learns to eat more solid food? Do you not scold the child when he disobeys? Are you not proud of him when he does something good? Are you not worried once he is old enough to live on his own? Are you not there for him when he is in need or trouble? Is you're heart not broken when his is broken? Same as our Father in heaven. We start out into this world learning his word just like a newborn. You cannot feed a newborn a steak. Same as with Christ. We all come to Christ at different ages,but when we do we all start out as newborns. Through time we grow with his word. Not everything bad in you're life is because of God or because he likes to see you suffer. There is a dark force out there who's main purpose is to steal **** and destroy. God may allow Satan to test you to see how faithful you will remain to him,and at the end of that trial he rewards all of us. He also leaves us with such a powerful testimony that we can share to save lives. Love y'all hope this touches some of you

Once this world was a better place,
Now filled with lots of disgrace
So quick to hide behind their screen,
Bashing,slashing, and gossiping
So you thought she was truly your friend,
Now she'll do anything just to win
Told all of your secrets to any who gave their ear,
Spoke to them your stories,worries, and fear
Remember that there are still good friends,
Will treat you like a princess until this world ends
Don't let it trouble you,
I'll hold your hand till you make it through

When you're down and feeling blue,
Turn to him and he will see you through
Trust in the Lord and you will see,
His great power will strengthen thee
There's no greater love then from above,
He will hold you and show such love
With his great touch and tender care,
Turn to him if you dare
When you feel like noone's here,
Always remember that he is near
He watches from the clouds above,
So talk to him that's what he loves
When you're down and feel so broken,
Remember he is beside you for you're his token
This life will pass and you shall part,
But with him you'll return as from the start

I love you, I love you, this you should know
Through these years it's taken it's tow
Ooh such sorrow I feel each day
So many things I wanted to say
You're my friend and my brother
And greatly missed by many others
I know that you had to depart
And spread those wings you began to start
Flying around in heaven you go
My eyes saddened and tears began to flow
We mourn over you even though it's been years
I know you're watching over us with great cheers
I'm happy you've left us part of you
They look so much like their Daddy and do what you'd do
Ugh.....how I wish you were here
To make us laugh I miss you dear
I had a friend like no other
And that is you my dear sweet brother

Goodnight my friends
Time for rest
The sleep man knows
What is best
I fight the urge
To stay up more
But eyelids drooping
Can't fight no more
So sleep well as I will do
Very honored to have all of you:)

I ask the Lord To be with me
as I journey through my day
it was so good to know His eye
was on me each step of the way

now I may stumble I may fall
and still he will remain
my precious friend though my failure
He keeps me safe and sane

He will be there till the end of strife
No matter where you are
He is there patiently waiting
no distance will be too far

He will reached down from heaven
with his tender hand
and show you His love
how much he really cares

Don't ever give up on his love
for he loves you and He's there
He will not allow more to happen
then what we can bear

we all have those days
when things goes wrong
to know inside our heart
we can always sing a song

he will hear your call loud or faint
and surely answer your prayer
there's never been a day I could say
my lord was never there

Please don't cry and weep no more
For all will pass when you're trial has wore
Our time here is short even though it feels long
Let me hold you're hand till you get strong
You've wiped away my tears many times before
Now it's my turn to help with the pain you endure
I know there's no greater loss
Then the son that was taken by our boss
Remember he walks and carries you
Guides you along till you're calling is due
As days go by we strive to achieve
Our goals in this life has meaning trust me
I'm here for you till you're number he shall call
And on that day I will suffer and to my knees I'll fall
I want you to know that you're not only my Mother
But also my best friend whom I cherish like no other
I don't think you comprehend
Just how deep my love flows for you my friend
I love you Mother ohh please listen to me
There's a place in my heart for you in which no one can see
I know I struggle with pain everyday
Just remember these words in my heart you will stay

Mother
My mother took me into her loving home
Gave me an amazing family to call my own
She held my hand through scary times
Showed me love and sang me rhymes
Tucked me tight through the night
She said don't let the bed bugs bite
Years flew by and now I'm grown
I also created a family of my own
Learned values from her that stayed with me
Now teach my own to follow thee
My Mom is great and hope they see
Just how special you are to me
If you need me I am here
As you were for all those years
I'll hold you're hand and hold you close
Then listen to you when you need the most
Remember my love runs deep for you
Let me show my caring gratitude

From the moment I found out about you,
My heart must have skipped a beat or two
Would I be good enough,
For this Angel from above
I pray that I'm strong for her,
To nourish her when times are rough
I felt her kicks and heard her heart,
My love grew deep from the very start
I cannot wait to meet you soon,
To see you're beauty when out of my womb
There you are finally here,
Safe and sound ohh how my eyes began to tear
You're much more than my heart wished for,
The joy I've experienced holding my star
The love and warmth that I felt on that day,
Could never compare to anything I'd say
You're my little angel sent from above,
I will treasure you dearly and always my Love

Look upon a shooting star,
Embrace it before it's too far
I've traveled this world for quite some time,
And thought of you with smiles not left behind
I remember our laughs and how you shined,
So graceful and pure,you're the one in my mind
Just seems like yesterday,
All the secrets you've shared,I've kept till this day
Fight the good fight I want to say,
I'll be by you're side,forever I'll stay
You're love runs deeper than the ocean,
And mine for you will always be open
Be frightened no more because I am here,
Like always before I'll carry you dear
Please don't cry,for tomorrow's a new day,
I'll hold you tight and demons I'll slay
Confide in me and you shall see,
That all of you're pain is not meant to be
Trust in me just like before,
And let my angels take care of you're war
Time goes quickly and never stops,
I remember all of our afternoon walks
So take you're time and hold you're head high,
Because I'll hold and comfort you till the day that you die

I've known you all along
You're like a melody from my favorite song
I've felt you're kicks from the start
But learned how precious was you're heart
We danced and played inside the womb
I love you all the way to the moon
As years have passed and we have grown
I have my twin to call my own
I was here from the beginning
And will be until we part
My love for you remains
Just like from the very start

I surrender in your name,
Never expected glory, or fame
I give it all to you my Lord,
You heal the sick better than any bard
No more sorrow,guilt,lies, or shame,
You set me free from any blame
You said trust in me and you shall gain,
Anything you ask for in my name
Believe in the savior Jesus Christ,
For his suffering was extremely priced
Thank you Lord for giving your life,
Sorry you endured the worlds heaviest knife