I'll make you lose
the control. Before
I roll over your bed
and roar like a lioness
in the middle of
the night like a
warrior fighting
at war* ~

Breathe me in. Like the
scent of blooming flowers
in spring. Take me to a
secret place where the
law can not find us. I'll
show you what love feels
like. We'll taste passion
and lust on the tip of our
tongues. Press your body
against mine while we kiss
behind your bedroom door.
Whisper i love you as your
hands touch my hips , lips and
unclip my black lace bra.
Show me the light
cause i've been trapped in
a dark metaphor for so long.
Teach me how to breath
because my lungs haven't
been working from all the
weights they've carried all
along. Undress my soul before
you lay your hands on my
skin. We can tell each other
stories before we begin to
explain them in the form of
gentle love. Let me curl against
your chest. It's been years
since my soul got to experience what's it like to rest. Let me
press my lips to your neck.
And i promise to write you
****** poetry. The kind that
your eyes will desire to
read while you sit alone in
bed with your legs widely
spread while its dark. Love
me for what i am. Love the
small broken little girl that
exists under this skin. Love
the ashes of my heart. For
it's been burnt too long. Hug
me tight through the night.
Because I need you by my
side. Calm the tempest i have
in my mind and tell me a lullaby tonight while i watch the
stars sparkle in your eyes
under the nights black
sky* ~

And i'll dress up in pearls
and beads for you.

Belly dance around the
room to please and ******
you.

Move my hips slowly from
the left to the right in order
to create the best of vibes.

I'll twist and twirl as i carry
your love inside of my every
vein.

Roll over the bed sheets
and our porcelain
floor.

Till the heat rises and you
can't take no more.

Till you feel the lust in you
from head to toe.

And the fire burning from
within under your coffee
coloured skin.

Till you get up and strip me
all.

As you brush the chaos
off my vanilla scented skin.

As the pearls fall one after
another from their strings
spelling out your name on
the floor.

And we're left naked with
nothing covering our skin
and bones but the night's
dim lights.

And our bodies collide and
become one. As we kiss
with two mouths and
one love.

And the explosion and sin
begin to start while the room
is quite.

And lit with flickering candle
lights that gently caress and
lick the walls till the night is
gone and we're left with
dawn* ~

Under velvet skies i'll close
my eyes and dance.

Standing in the blue waves
of the sparkling sea.

Dancing in eternal movements. Shaking my hips and *******
for you.

Jumping up and down the
way dolphins do.

Moving my chest up and down
as the coins on my bra reflect
the sunshine.

Watching eternity flow from
my fingertips as the sweat
drips from between my
*******.

Lifting up my skirt to tease you
as I dance and move.

Seducing you in ways while the passion takes place inside of
your pants.

And the music of the gentle
waves makes you want to
get up and dance with me
along the shore.

Making you want to twist and
twirl with the girl who's under
the belly dancing suit.

The suit with beads and pearls.

The suit with golden coins
aligned on the bra cups.

The girl who's beauty can
drive one blind in a matter
of so little time.

The girl who enjoys dancing
for you* ~

Running wild running free.
Climbing up on the highest
forest trees. We could be who
ever we wish to be. Building a
boat getting ready to sail the seas.
Petting a goat while telling a joke.
Come over here and act childish
with me. Playing a different note,
trying to express the words that
form a lump in the back of my
throat. I want you to experience
all these things with me* ~

A touch a scar
a wish upon a star.
Undress me , kiss
me , bite me.Do all
that will please me
and let me be. Free
me ****** me or
have *** with me
that's all that she
says to him directly
in his ears. Misery
was all I knew the
moment I lost myself
and became best
friends with death .
Depression took
over me with its
friends as it made
me claw straight
into my flesh. It
came with scars
cuts bruises and
brought over
thousands of
tears . Made
me weep out of
fear that the
end could be
near . I love you
I love you and
all of your pieces .
You saved me
from the darkness
I have become
while my body
was nothing
but completely
numb and forgot
the sweet melodies
I used to hum. I won't
deny but before you
came i thought I've
gone completely
insane* ~

I bleed in different shades
of poetry. I don't bleed in
the colours of red. I write
down love letters for you.
To guide you on the days
where i can't come over
to hold your hand and kiss
your neck. To light the darkness
found in your room. To shut
the noise in your head. And  
to scare the shadows that come
out every night wanting to play.
I write these words for you. The
letters back down in my throat.
I won't deny it hurts to choke
on love. They are too shy
to tremble from my lips.
Therefore i sigh and write
them down with nothing
but black ink, a pen and a
gentle kiss on your
coffee coloured
skin* ~

Sitting in the sun alone
not feeling the same warmth
you give me when you wrap
me up in your arms. Should
i blame the universe today for
not making me see you on this
lonely sad Saturday. If the people heard me would they call me
insane ? The winds ruffle through
my hair but i shut my eyes and imagine you there. Imagine your fingers running through the silky strings of it telling me how smooth
it feels on your hands. As i watch
you sniff it the way you sniff the perfume from my skin. Sitting in
the sun is not as fun as when your around. Swinging our feet from
the hazel nut brown bench. Drowning in giggles and words of love.
Blushing the way flowers do when they look at you. Oh darling if only you knew how i miss you on this
sad blue Saturday* ~

Bodies coming together
in a dance of flesh and
bone. Bodies craving
one another the way
people crave luxury
and sitting on the
throne* ~

Count to three with me and
break free. Open the cage
and run away with me.

Flap your wings and fly up
high in God's skies. Hop from
branch to branch and sing a
secret melody. A melody that
no one knows but you and I.

We'll move from tree to tree.
And enjoy every sunset as we
cuddle side by side in the
middle of a thousand
leaves.

Twist and twirl with me as
the morning dew drops fall
on rose petals looking like
shiny gem stones and
pearls.

I think it's time we count to
three and give it a last try.
We might get lucky and
break free.

Trust me we'll be looking back
at that day as we laugh and
sigh without asking the
question of why.

So flap those wings cause
it's our time tonight to fly
where ever the winds carry
our bodies gently upon
landscapes and grey
starless skies* ~

Kisses that leave song lyrics on the lips .
Whispers of prayers carried away by the winds to the ears .
Lost souls colliding with each other like soft coal becoming one ,
allowing dark art to evolve in the heart .
Leaving the mind to wonder
if this could be a fresh start ~

Can we live in a forest ?

Go to a place where the
paths don't change.

Kiss under the shade of
trees and make out in
piles of leaves.

Can we sleep on gentle
earth's damp grounds ?

Drink our juice out of fresh
fruits.

And build a home from roots
and tree branches.

I got a lot planned for me
and you.

And I love you. It's true
I do.

You can adjust wild flowers
in my beard.

And i'll put dandelions and
weeds in your hair.

They'll look prettier than
clamshells i swear.

You can brush my hair with
your little hands.

And we'll make clothes out
of leaves and plants.

Give it a thought my dear.

And tell me if we can live
in a forest or a place that's
at least a little near* ~

Can we live in a shell
instead of this hell ?

Under the ocean water
just you and me.

Can we build a home
inside of it ?

Put up torches and
decorate it with our
love.

Can we build an empire
of our own like people
do out on the shore and
build castles of sand ?

We'll be happy as clams
you know the sooner we
move and go* ~

Can we get married in
the sea ? Swim our
way to the shore ?

Dress up fancy and let
me adjust your bow.

Can we knot our fingers
together and swim out
of the gentle waves ?

Feel the shells beneath
our toes and the love deep
in our bones.

Can we kiss under the water
as you place your hands
under my white fluffy
dress and grab me by
the heart and hips ?

Can we have some wild fun
as we hum the same
song along and our lips
kiss till they go numb ?  

While the salted water
wrinkles the skin on our
hands and feet.

As we exchange emotions
that are soft and sweet.

Can we get married in the
sea ?

Baby it'll be just you
and me I promise it'll be
oh so heavenly* ~

Can you hear it ?
Can you hear it ?
The mermaids
whispering secrets
to the shells found in
the red sea. They don't
have flowers in their
hair. All they do all day
is laugh without a care
with pink clam shells
surrounding them
everywhere. Seaweed
wrapped around their
necks looking prettier
than diamonds and stone
gems. Can you hear
them from the distance
over there upon the
coral reefs. Sitting
and singing in peace.
If you hear them would
you tell me please* ~

Can you hear it ?
Can you hear it ?
The mermaids
whispering secrets
to the shells found in
the red sea. They don't
have flowers in their
hair. All they do all day
is laugh without a care
with pink clam shells
surrounding them
everywhere. Seaweed
wrapped around their
necks looking prettier
than diamonds and stone
gems. Can you hear
them from the distance
over there upon the
coral reefs. Sitting
and singing in peace.
If you hear them would
you tell me please

*For they make a sound
like no other, sweeter and
softer than any lover. Among-st
those timeless whispering
waves, spirits so free, that we
all desire to be. Unleashed from
lives that hold them as slaves.
Free, free, so, so, leave them be

Caressing you makes
me imagine how would
it feel like to finally touch
the fluff of clouds.

Touching you is how it
would feel like to touch
pearls in clams.

Inhaling your scent is
like inhaling all the scents
of the Arabia at once.

Kissing you removes
all the negative vibes
existing in the
room* ~

Caught in your love like
a fish in a net. Like dew on
flowers of spring. Like rain
on wet summer grass. Like
frosting on my favorite flavored
cupcake. Like a snow flake
on a child's tongue. Like your
kiss on my lips. Like your your
hands on my hips. Like your
tongue on my neck. I am
caught in your love. Like your
beating heart in your chest.
Like your heart caught in your
rib cage* ~

I became a flower the
day i saw the sunshine
in your eyes. It looked
prettier than the velvet
and blue skies. You
coloured my wilted petals
and helped me stand up
and rise. You gave me a
stem instead of shiny
expensive gems. And
that's why I became a
sunflower to feed off the
light you have from within.
To chase the sun before it
sets down and my petals
start to tilt and face gentle
earth's grounds* ~

Light my darkness , rest
on my shores. Fill my skin
pores with gentle love and
your rain. Calm my storms
and the thunder in the depths
of my soul will stop and the
peace will begin to settle within.
Be my spring so we bloom
together as one. My heart and
soul will forever be glued to
yours. Together you and I
become merged as one. Now
now darling hold my hand
and tell me the best is yet to
come. Kiss me on the nose
and collar bones and tell me
that i am forever your chosen
one* ~

Colour my petals ,
colour my stems. Don't
let me wilt don't let me
bend. Water me and turn
me holy.

Caress my leaves and
soften their every edge.
Don't leave me please ,
I am small and weary. I
need you for my
photosynthesis.

My roots are fighting
beneath the soil to feed
and breathe , despite my
silence I am trying to
survive and exist on a
planet like this.

Because of you I am
slowly blooming. Because
of you I am healing and
believing* ~

I'm finding my heart
using your hands.

Healing my scars
using your love.

Lighting my dark
with all of your
sparks.
            
Reading the
words trembling
off your
tongue.

I'm following the
map that's stretched
over your skin and
bones.

While tasting the
honey dripping
from your voice.

And listening to
our hearts hum
the same melodies
from within* ~

Craving you like cotton candy
blue. Like flower petals craving
the mornings dew. Like a child
wanting to watch piglet and winnie
the pooh. Oh baby its true. I miss you
the minute we say our goodbyes and
shake hands. It almost feels hard to
survive. My heart drops and shatters
the way meteor rocks fall from the skies
above. The air seems to get thin when
you leave me for a few seconds, minutes
or hours. It’s hard to breathe without
your hands on my chest. I need you in
every fraction of a second present in every
hour. Sit with me darling and spend all
your nights and days by my side. You’ve
become my happy little pills. My sun my
moon and all my stars. The goose bumps
and chills on my skin. And the light in my
eyes. The love we share will never be
known from those who surround us. You’ll
be like my secret favorite kind of drug.
And the cigarette I smoke when no one is
watching us from behind. Take my hand
now and run with me through the night.
Through the neighbors sprinklers on their
front lawns through their wet cement
pavements on the side of the road. Run
with me in the woods. Kiss me under the
moonlight and the fern trees tangled
branches. And in that moment ill scream
out with the last breath in this chest of
mine when the hour is night and the hollering
of the wolves fills the dead of night it’s true
I crave you like cotton candy blue. Like
flower petals craving the mornings dew.
Like a child wanting to watch piglet and
winnie the pooh* ~

Some people cry with
screams. Others cry
with tears of blood
instead of water
and salt.
But I , I cry in colours.
I cry in shades of blue
and green. Purple and
raspberry pink. It
sounds weird.
But I cry in rainbow
tears. For every
colour has a
feeling of it's
own* ~

Dance the night away
with me. Sway from the
left to the right. Hold my
hand while we tango
through the night. Lift
my skirt up and drive
me wild. Let the passion
course through my veins.
Watch it drive me wild and
insane. And when the sun
sets down again and the
stars fill the sky we'll do
our secret dance while
your fingers tangle up
in my chocolate brown
coloured hair and tears
of joy fall from our
eyes* ~

Rise with me from
the ocean water and
salt. Lift me during
the sunset and dance
along the shore. Lift
me high enough to
touch the velvet skies.
Kiss me ******* the
blue ocean's shores.
Twist and twirl while
our toes caress the
golden sands. Help
me make all the shells
watching us blush and
awe as they shout out
for an encore. Kiss me
while we're both wet
from the gentle waves
splashing against our
exposed tanned skin.
Dance with me my love
till the sun sets down
and the night
begins* ~

Don't let my mother's love choke me to the bone.
Promise me you won't weep on my silver coloured grave stone.
Remember your my king on the throne. Lay me down
on gentle earth. My skin will be weeping with a joy I can't
keep in. Tell me you are mine and I'm yours. I know the love
we share is dark against the moon. Promise me you'll kiss the cracks on my lips while their redder than a shepherds warning. Hold me tight so I don't feel the fright . I'll meet you again in the afterlife I promise I'll still be your wife. We'll find the spot where our hearts were buried and the skies will still look like cotton candy blue. Through grave stone fields and wilted weeds you'll feel me floating by your side watching over you. As I gasp for the last breath ill look at you with a crooked smile saying I told you darling I would die for you ~

Never experienced the
light before he came. She
only had the dark to blame.
Sitting hours alone in the dark's
violence that ruined her home.
Sitting on the grey stone near
the river bank almost broken
and ******. She felt him pat
her back. Tracing her tear
stained face with nothing but
his fingertips while the other
hand was on her shirt with
black lace. We'll get through
this hand in hand he said. While
pushing away the dark clouds
above her head. It was only a
matter of time that he proved
to her what he said. Sun's light
shined down on her face. Making
her smile light up with grace

Every rubble he'd seen, fear cowered
for the first time. As he became stronger
to save as much lives possible. He never
knew what love meant, until he met her.
It was her eyes, its like the rainbows mixed
together to emit that ethereal iris. This heart
of his, will mourn to the world if she'd been
gone from him. It was with her he found his
forever.

Being together would complete his life.
He wanted her to become his future wife.
They spent hours exchanging words of love
soft kisses and hugs. Day after day they
got more attached. It was obvious that they
perfectly matched. Adjusting wild flowers,
daffodils and dandelions in her hair. Oh so
pretty how they blend like a chameleon
when left on a branch or a chair. She felt that
her heart started to become more aware of
the love they both share. “How could I be
unaware of such beauty , it makes me forget
the word afraid” he said*.

Even if the world we're living in is dying.
Even if our love were to be short lived. I'll
be with you till the very end" she said. They
could see it, as their lives disappearing in sight. They clenched both their hands tightly
and render to the justice that preached hope
but enslave innocence. But they were content
till the end. They died together, their souls
embark on a new journey. To eternity, to a
forever after. Together* ~

I don't want to be
invited for coffee
or tea on our next
date. Invite me
on a cup sea.
And tell me
romantic
poetry* ~

Lock on the door. Lust and desire
fill their minds. “Kiss me poetry kiss
me on your porcelain floor kiss me
against the wall” she says. She begs
for more she begs to feel his fire all
over her skin and from within. Fingers
in the curls of his hair. Nails in his
skin, love fumes in the air. Her skin
slapped on his. Reaching down inside
her thighs to her knees he pauses as he
switches directions indenting his fingers
into her flesh. This couldn’t get any better
than this. But reality was harsh and cruel
for it was just a daydream she made up in
her head while sitting alone in her room.
But soon he’ll make her dreams come true
as he promised to kiss her in the light of the
day and the light of the moon* ~

Dear forest leaves ,                                             Do you tell your trees
your "I love you's" before
you drop from the branch ?
Do you tell them "I'll miss
you" before you fall silently
to the ground. Do you ever
look back before touching
gentle earth's damp soil.
Do you make love to the tree
before you wonder off wild
and free dancing on the forest
floor as the winds move you
from the right to the left ?
Do you forest leaves ? If yes ,
then tell me your story
passionately* ~

Dear readers , its that time
again for me to talk to you
and explain. I write from the
core of my heart. I write
because he exists from the
start. Its hard to weave all
these emotions under your
skin. Its hard to love in
silence because to others
your love might seem
as sin.

Dear readers , the heart
wants what it wants. No
culture or religion or God
can put a stop. We as living
human beings were created
from the same star dust.
Therefore setting no rules
for love should be a must.

Dear readers , love is a
mixture of pure emotions.
It's not just about being
***** and craving lust. It's
about that spark that's set
in the depths of your souls.
Its about that energy thats
created when we kiss and
touch. Its sacred and
pure.

Dear readers , don't
complicate love. Its a
blessing from the heavens
above. The best gift we
could ever have. Feel it ,
adore it , obsess it , hold
it. Plant it in your souls ,
plant it where ever you
go. Dear readers please
don't deny this and say
no. Carry love with you
on every road you
go ~

I looked my
   demons in the
eyes told them
   surprise you're
about to see my
   wild side* ~

The sky is dark.
And the clouds
are crying. But it's
ok for them to break
from time to time.
The rain is falling
washing their pain
away. And earth
feels cold again
today* ~