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Caroline E Dec 2015
I used to be an instrument that played harmonious sounds when its
strings were touched by others.

Until one day you came along
and tried to play me
But it turns out your fingers were knives that 'broke my strings'.
A little reference is made from the book 'Paper Towns' by John Green.  The strings inside me broke... And the instrument cannot play like it used to anymore.
Caroline E Oct 2015
A broken heart is so hard to fix.
Even if it is repaired,
The crack will still be there.
Caroline E Dec 2015
I never gained the real key to your heart, did I?
Then why did you pretend that the
Key I had
Did unlock it?
Caroline E Feb 2016
Just thinking about the person I could've been kissing
Thinking about the person I'll forever be missing

Thinking about all the mistakes I've made
How I can never correct them, for it is too late

Thinking about how you were mine all along
But you never know what you have until it's gone
Caroline E Dec 2015
I used to like being alone because I had time to think.

Now I fear being alone, because there's too many things on my mind.
Before, I simply thought about the world. Now, when I'm alone, all I think is about the mistakes I've made and how sad I've become. Thoughts, they ruin me.
Caroline E Oct 2015
I feel empty
I feel broken
I feel like I'm dying inside
I feel sad
I am depressed
But I hide my pain with fake smiles and laughs
I will still prepare myself for what will arrive
But all I can do right now here on my arms where I shed my sorrow
Is just hope that there'll be a better tomorrow.
Don't let the past get in the way of your future.
Caroline E Feb 2016
He is so beautiful
I think he came right out of a painting from an art museum

He is so beautiful
I think he is an actual angel who fell from heaven

He is so beautiful

So beautiful I can't find greater words to describe him, because these aren't enough
Caroline E Dec 2015
To you I was nothing...
I was nothing but a single flower in a garden
I was nothing but a small star in a galaxy
I was nothing but a line in a book
I was nothing but a single blade of grass in a field
I was nothing but a small speck in a grand piece of art
I
was
nothing
Caroline E Mar 2016
Your beautiful features
Slowly turned ugly
With each horrid thought
of yours.
Caroline E Oct 2015
Love can be warm rays of sunlight shining over you,
But don't forget that love can also turn into a raging hurricane.
Caroline E Jun 2016
At the end of the night
He held my hands
He looked deep into my eyes
And outside his car under the moonlight

He said, "I love you."

I was shocked, surprised even
I had no words, I was speechless
He was a person I did not want to lose
But my heart began to melt, because as I looked down at my shoes

I realized I couldn't say those three words back
Caroline E Jan 2016
"How are you?"

"I'm okay."

"Are you really?"*

                 ...

And I am left speechless.
No I'm not.
Caroline E Nov 2015
I never planned to fall in love,
I didn't want to suffer.
I didn't want my heart to break
I didn't want my heart to ache
for someone who wasn't worth the mistake.

Until one day, I met you.
My heart you gained little by little
Day by day
Until the entire thing you had to take.

And in that very moment I realized I was doomed
And then I thought, maybe you are worth the pain.
Caroline E Oct 2015
For you I'd sail the seas.
Each night when I see the stars it
Reminds me that our love will be infinite like them.
Never will I leave you, I will
Always stay by your side
No matter what happens.
Don't you know how much I love you? No?
Oh, well you have no idea.
Random thoughts I have...
Caroline E Oct 2015
Just thinking of you makes my heart pound
For you it skips a beat
When I'm with you I feel safe and sound
And at night of you I dream
I hear my heart's loud thumping in my ears
You're always on my mind
The thought of you being away brings me to tears
I think about you all the time.
Sad thing is that you don't like me
And I think that maybe it's okay
I know that forgetting is not easy
But maybe the sun shines brighter the next day.
Caroline E Oct 2015
I feel sad
I feel that my life isn't complete
My life is missing something indeed
Is it friends that I lack
Or something materialistic perhaps?
Now that I have thought it through
I have everything but love is what I need too
Now I know that this feeling of desolation deep down inside
Comes from not seeing you
Just random thoughts.
Caroline E Dec 2015
Is it weird that you're
The cause of my sadness and
My happiness too?
Caroline E Dec 2015
Why do we believe that
Love is the thing that will
Make us better when it's actually
The thing that is
Destroying me inside?
Caroline E Dec 2015
Whenever I'm sad or down
You are the helping hand that gets me back up
A smile disappears the frown
And a laugh does the crying interrupt
I feel better when you're near
And I know that if my life has people like you in it
I will shed less tears
Caroline E Mar 2016
Before I'd give up everything for you
And I thought you felt the same too

Funny how a sentence, even a word, can change it all

Maybe I have realized too late  
But now I know that your pretty face
Was not worth the wait.
Caroline E Jan 2016
Two broken pieces of the same object always fit together.
Maybe that's why you and I were made for each other.
Caroline E Dec 2015
When people ask, "What do you fear most?"
Some may say the darkness, spiders....
But all I say is forgetting.

I'm afraid that we'll forget the ones who have made such difference in our lives,
That we'll forget those who were always there for us when we needed them the most.

I'm afraid we'll sooner or later become strangers to one another once again; That we won't remember each other's  faces, each other's names,
That we'll just be another face in the crowd.

I'm afraid that we will forget the reasons why we still chose to live.
I'm afraid that we will forget all those good and bad memories, 
Because those experiences made us who we are today.

And I think that's just what I fear the most: forgetting.
Caroline E Oct 2015
What used to be a
Smile quickly fades back to
A frown once again.
Caroline E Oct 2015
Whenever I see you my eyes light up
But then the bright drowns out when I realize that you won't be there for me anymore.
Caroline E Nov 2015
Maybe                                                        Maybe      
not today ....                                          ...not tomorrow
Maybe not right now...                ...and maybe not later
 But when the time comes ... you'll find the one  who
      Thinks  you  are  simply the most incredible person
      They ever met... someone that'll love you for you
      Someone who'll adore every single part of you
       Even if you won't...  they'll be someone who
        You can trust fully, a person you can trust
         With a hundred percent of who you are
            You'll never worry about saying the
             wrong things ...  and they'll make
             you feel more alive than now
            Don't give  up on finding
                That special person ... 
              Sometimes all you
              Got to do is
           to just be
            patient
             and
             wait.
Caroline E Dec 2015
Why do we spend our time thinking of those who won't even take a second to think about us?

Why do waste all our love on people who won't even give us the smallest piece of their hearts?

Why do we even have the slightest hope in them?

Why do we even think that they're worth missing?
Some of life's hardest questions.
Caroline E Aug 2016
Late at night,
For some weird reason,
We are more honest
We are more sensible
We are more broken
Caroline E Nov 2015
With just a glance into your eyes
I believe that you'll always be by my side.
With just a simple hello
I know our love story will go on forever more.
With just a touch of your hand
It's impossible for anything to go bad.
With just you being in my life
I thank God for being alive
Because I would've never found anyone who feels so right.
Caroline E Oct 2015
I feel so broken hearted
I don't know what to do
It was all over before it started
And it's obvious that I'll be missing you
Without you I have to learn to live my life
I know that I have to move on
It'll be impossible for me not to have you by my side
But I hope I'll soon manage to move along
Caroline E Aug 2016
She saw darkness
He saw the stars
When she could only see the ground
He only saw the sky
When she saw nothing but black and white
He only saw vivid colors
When she saw the gray clouds
He could only see the sun behind it all.

Realists and idealists are like yin and yang...
A perfect balance.
Realists and idealists need each other. Without idealists, the realists will never dare to dream. And without the realists, idealists will make their dreams get out of hand.
You
Caroline E Dec 2015
You
I want to forget everything
about you...
But I still want to remember it all.
Caroline E Dec 2015
I feel like I would be better if your arms were wrapped around me
But at the same time
I feel like I'm going to burst into tears
if you touch me
Caroline E Feb 2016
If wanting you more and more each day or
If wanting you for myself and myself only is bad,

Then call me **egotistic.

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