When you look at me, you take my breath away

When you flash me a smile, you take my breath away

When you talk to me, you take my breath away

Even just your very presence is enough to take my breath away

'It is in finding yourself that you will be able to find joy in this world...'*

But how can I ever find myself when I've been left in maze without a compass or map?

I know I'm really late,
But I love you anyway.

So many "what ifs" left unanswered
That they start to **** me slowly inside

"You love me so much, huh?" He says jokingly.

You're not far off, I think.

The light from my eyes fading away
My throat burns as I try to get air

But I know that breathing will keep me alive, and I'll be forced to keep living in this broken world we call life

So I feel the pressure of the cord around my neck closing the connection to life, and the opening of the path to the unknown;

And unknown life where things may be better...

Everyone sees jealousy as a bad thing...

I think it's kinda nice that someone really wants to spend with you and only you.

Am I suffering from my own imagination
Or am I suffering from actual reality?

I can't distinguish the differences anymore.

All those memories of you are being washed away
But sooner or later they find their way back to shore.

"You deserve more than him," they said.

"There's someone better for you," they said.

But, what if that 'someone better' never comes
And he's the best that I'll ever have?

They said time will heal, time will cure you
I've been deeply hurt; months, even years won't do

I have a feeling that this pain will last a lifetime...
I'll just have to learn to live with it,
Learn to live with this curse that will forever within me lie

"I'm irresistible," he says jokingly.
"You know you want me."

*Oh, if you knew...

Oh, why do we keep thinking  
About those who did us wrong?
Why do we still want them in our lives?

Why is it that the nights fill me with sadness?

He already forgot me
It's time I do the same

Can a boy's face be described as beautiful?

Because that's all I think about when I see him.

All I want to do is push you away from me, very far

But instead I'm pulling you back, why do you make it so hard?

Pretending like I don't have feelings...

Hurts more.

Why can't I get you off my mind?
Your name plays over and over in
my head all the time
I can't seem to think about something other than you
I love you, that's true
But why does the thought of you make me sad and blue?

I remember the day when you were sitting on one end of the couch and I was sitting on the other one.

You motioned me to come and give you a hug
So I stood up and wrapped my arms around you while you were sitting

In that moment you pulled me down intentionally so I was there on the couch with you.

We stayed like that for a few minutes, cuddling....

And in that moment I realized that nothing could ever make me feel like I was home than being held in your arms.

So what if one day went awry?
Many more suns will rise
Many more moons will shine...

Lonely is the night
But my head very occupied
The thoughts of you are running through my mind
It's making my heart beat faster, making me feel alive

I saw him telling jokes and making people laugh
His kindness couldn't be captured by any photograph
His happiness was so big, anyone was able to see
No one knew how truly marvelous he was, except me

His stare provides such warmth, his eyes are filled with care
The best feauture on him is that smile he daily wears
And now instead of feeling my heart beating out of my chest
I feel warm all over; all my love in him I'd invest

You may see the bright
In my eyes, but the truth is
I feel dead inside.

Sometimes I get so **** nervous when I'm with you, it looks like I've forgotten the English language.