Its so unbearable
The way I feel about you
The way you make me so happy
But at the same time,
You are slowly crushing my heart
I know you are'nt mine
But you have been the only person able to
Break the strong grasp
From the claws of demons
You made sunlight drip into my mind
You made me feel capable of happiness again

Although, I still feel the dull ache
That knaws at my heart
How you flaunt over other girls
Am I not nothing special to you?
Its as though I'm just another nobody

I love you
*But I hate you

Think about it this way
You're complaining of not having a valentines today

Some children dont have a mother on Mothers day
No one to teach their child to bake
No one to braid the 6 year old girls hair
No one to give dandilion bouquets to.

A child who doesnt have a father to love on Fathers day
No one to teach them how to play baseball
To ride a bike,
No one to teach him or her to pitch a tent

A child sits in a foster home on Christmas or even on Thanksgiving
His or her only wish is to have a loving family
Have a chance to believe in magic
Have a home
A big feast displayed out infront of them.

Or maybe someone sits crying on Remeberance day,
because they lost their husband, dad, mom or big brother
You cant get back someone who is gone
A child may not have even met a past family member.

Look at it realistically.

Last night I had the dream again
I dreamed I dreamed of you
The sky was of the brightest red
Mixed with the deepest hue of blue

You sat down the book you were reading
On the table of that small French cafe'
Your eyes took me in at that moment
I was unable to turn my gaze

You spoke in the calmest of accents
When together our hearts were bound
Where we share in that love forever
In this dream where you are found