i want someone to wrap me in the warmth of their arms.
i want someone to hold my heart in the palms of their hands and slowly heal me.
i want someone to take a look into my mind and try to understand my pain.

but the only reason i dont have that is because of me.
its my fault no one wants me

since when was the world full of bright brilliant colors?
since when did sunsets cast shades of pink and purple in the sky?
since when did coffee dates involve strands of yellow sunlight shining through frosted windows?
since when did skatepark dates involve soft green grass and ruby red roses?
since when has this world not been monochromatic shades of grey?
because thats all i can see.
help me understand these colors of yours, i would like to experience the beauty.

kings and queens fall to the floor,
geeks and freaks rise to the occasion.
jocks and cheerleaders cry out,
goths and gays show their smiles.
this town is ruled in a monarchy, in a schoolsystem.
this town is watched over my tyrant kings and queens,
while the peasants should lead with a helpful hand.

yet whats a small town without a ****** system.