You kept your coat in the cold
You never let me win
Not my knight in shining armor
But the carrier of sin.
If I was stuck up in a castle
A helpless lady in distress
Would you fight a mighty dragon
To save your broken princess?

You treat me like I'm weak
But still you're not there when I fall.
If I really was to break
Would you even mourn at all?

Lucky I am strong
Though you slowly make me weak
But I was built to withstand
Your crap and not to weep.
I'd be there to catch you
If you were in my place
You are not my knight
You're a beautiful mistake

I am not that object that you can throw away
I am not that princess who needs you to save the day

I am not that fragile girl who always lets you win
Because I'm the queen of your castle
And you're the carrier of sin

Don't you know what I put up with?
Feel my heart and feel the pain.
My heart's not beating, boy it's throbbing.
Felt like you hurt me for your gain.
They said we had that connection
Not of body but of mind
Thought you'd always be there waiting
But you just left me behind

We are nothing but a lie
You and I
Falling out of touch
We are nothing but fake
As my heart breaks
I still love you so much
So don't ever let go
I want you to know
That I love you
But we are nothing but a lie
You and I
Will never be true.

You said you liked me
I thought you meant it
I typed up a message
But I shouldn't have sent it
I told you I loved you
You said it's okay
I got my hopes up
What did I expect you to say?

I'm just afraid that your vision is blurred
From the idea that I am exactly like her
You tell me I'm pretty
But are you talking about me?
When you imagine my face
Who do you see?
Your intentions are good
But you come across rotten
Do you know who I am
Or have you forgotten?

She can't find the fire to fight
She can't find the love in her heart
She cannot win the battle
She's been fighting from the start

She cannot hold a knife
She cannot hold a pen
But she wakes up for the war
And she does it all again

Her fists weren't built for power
Her fragile mind lacks might
But everyday's a struggle
Life's an everlasting fight

Paint the down blue
Drown it with tears
Crying from pain
Hiding from fears
Trying not to cry
Living to die
Alone and lost
Me, myself, I
Bleeding a river
Crying a sea
I don't want to be here
I don't want to be me