Make up your mind
Are we friends or not?
Because maybe we aren't as close as I thought.
I stood by you when nobody would
I'd be there by your side
If only I could

I am not perfect
But I am not fake
I'm really crying
I'm not acting like I ache
I am not pretending
I don't need your views
I'm crying 'cause you hurt me
I don't want to be the news
It's not for attention
That's not why I cry
I cry because I'm hurting
And you're the reason why

As I float away
Into a dream I drift
Imagining life
If you didn't exist
And I wonder, I wonder
If my world would fall apart
Or if my spirit would go on
Without this broken heart

You want me to kiss you
You've made that clear
But what happens after?
You go back to your dear
The one that you love
The right one for you
In this situation
I don't know what to do
I want to kiss you
I've made it clear
But for the time being
I need to escape from here

Nobody listens
To what I have to say
Nobody cares
What I think anyway
I spill out my heart
But they don't no this
Even if I scream
No one will notice
The number of people
Who care about me
Shrinks everyday
As far as I can see
You took it from a handful
To two, as it seems
It's like I'm speaking yiddish
You don't know what it means
All that I ask
Is that you'll notice me
I'm withering to nothing
But you just can't see

**** me now
Please do, please do
I'd rather face hell
Than face the likes of you
I don't want to see your face
Kiss your lips, feel you close
Because the heartache pills I'm taking
Are more than my dose
It feels good for a moment
Then the guilt fades in
For a minute it's bright
Then eternity is dim
I know what you want
You want that moment of lust
But I want you to love me
But instead I must
Let go of all of the things that we had
What once could be happy
Just always ends sad

**** me now
Please do, please do
I'd rather face hell
Than face the likes of you
I don't want to see your face
Kiss your lips, feel you close
Because the heartache pills I'm taking
Are more than my dose
It feels good for a moment
Then the guilt fades in
For a minute it's bright
Then eternity is dim
I know what you want
You want that moment of lust
But I want you to love me
But instead I must
Let go of all of the things that we had
What once could be happy
Just always ends sad