I **** you
You entered me
Eternal doom
With me forever

I miss the serenity and kindness
I was once given
Chaos and loudness surrounds me
It disappeared, like a cloud on a sunny day
Now the clouds are plentiful
And I see the sun visit me less

I love the sound of your voice
It’s makes my little heart go thump thump
Somehow smoother then almond milk
Down my throat without a lump
They comfort me like the finest silk
The sweetest sound of every noise

My legs go down the stairs
Melting like butter
Easing my way down
Not what I wanted
It’s what I was given
I melt away till I no longer
See the bottom.

No one told me it would be this hard
To wake up everyday
Unhappy with your reflection
To put on layers, even if it’s summer
Fake grin to cover the other
To look at yourself and cry.