little rest
title pest
heaving chest
chaos mess

...

Excuse me miss.
Yes dear?
How can you tell what love is?
Oh well, you can't. It is different for everyone.
Have you ever been in love?
Yes, of course.
Who? Where is he now?
My dear, he is away at sea.
At sea? That's amazing miss.
Well not everything is what it seems, my dear. Remember that.
Ah, will I know I am in love, ever miss?
Yes, dear, you will know.
The boy walked away off the beach, leaving the woman. The woman smiled too. She walked away like the man that the boy talked to before.
A man nearby mumbled;
That boy is surely crazy, talking to the sea and two bottles of ashes. There is no one around.

withering sister
sitting here with your mister
making a twister
becoming ever swifter
why do you cry
when your mask is a lie
withering sister
make no mistake
withering sister swallow your pride
wait for your deathbed
it is coming, too late for you to decide
the love or the lie

I live here in this tiny city
with these tiny people
and all these tiny problems
I understand I am not alone, I understand that others feel what I am feeling
I understand really
But in this tiny city
with these tiny people
and tiny problems
It feels like it is the world to me
I feel like I am only on Chapter 1

I can fall in love so quickly and effortless
I see you and my heart is taken
Why does this happen?
I don’t know

But it hurts so much to climb back up and piece myself together
People’s hearts are like glass, one tiny push and everything falls apart
Mine is made of broken glass and missing it’s pieces

I can fall in love so quickly and effortless
I don’t why it happens to me

please save our souls
we beg of you
our tears are dry and voices cracked
please save our souls
we’re on our knees
we scream out from this hell all, scratched
please save our souls
our last S.O.S
for we can’t see anymore, our minds lit with a match
please save our sanity

my wonderland is broken
say thanks to the hatter
he knows the way
out from the matter

my wonderland is burning
say thanks to the cheshire
he knows why
out from the wire

my wonderland
shattered and teared
say thanks to the fire and glass
say thanks

a time will come when we will stop breathing and when that time comes
Will you be breathing with me?
a time will come when I smile and say goodbye and when that time comes
Will you be smiling with me?
a time will come when I see you being happy without me and when that time comes
Will you be happy I'm away?

i'll give you a home

i'll give you a smile

i'll give you my heart

i'll give us a new start

wither and rot
that's all we do
we wait for new
our beginning is just ending
wait for -

broken and charred
that's all we do
we wait for you
our chapter 2

i'll sing you verse
a curse in twine
smile so fine
i'll give you the cure
but uncertain for sure
an antidote not worth a shore
i'll give you power
just wait until spring's first flower
i'll give you silence
-

that time has come for us to guess
that aching isn't a thing for best
you are now a taken toy
you owe your life to who you call boy
he jumped from a ledge
no regret or fear
he jumped to save a day
that way is killing
wait until the ending

I hurt
I cry
I yell
and scream
Numb me
Make the pain come another day
I want to breathe for a moment's time
Numb me
Love me
Hate me
Break me
Make the pain come another day
I want to breathe for a second time

She is sweet
She is kind
She is mine
For a time I guess
But then things change
We fight
We yell
We say things that should never have been said
But her eyes teared up
And she yells “I hate you”
And you knew
She is cold
She is careless
She isn’t mine

Shades of red
Shades of blue
And
Shades of yellow

Our eyes see nothing but darkness too shallow

erase my lies
erase the lines
erase all time
erase the day you died

I haven't seen you in a while, old friend
How are you?
Old friend, I'm in need of your advice
How about you?
I might visit you
Would you?
I know you might hate me...
And that's okay
I don't mind, old friend

I am in a room
This room is white
This room is quiet
I am sat slumped to the right
This room is closing
This room is a cage
I open my eyes and lift my head, the walls are shrinking
I drop my bottom lip, a scream filling this mouse cage of a room
I am in a room
No longer white and quiet


This room is red and lying

i'll drown for her and i'll drown for him
but i won't drown for the demons down in

here is where i lie
in a box
in the dirt
not in the sky
here is where i lie
in my own hunger
not with supper
here is where i lie
my bones are crumpled
my heart isn't beating
my soul is full of holes
here is where i lie

Woah, you're as old as me?          
Yeah! We're both young too?        
Mhm, I'm ten, you are too?
Yes! Now do you have a question?
Of course. Why do people do bad things?
Because, it's an impulse. We do bad things because we have temptations.
Ahh, did you do anything bad?
Yes, as we both have.
Where's your mother, friend?
She's in the store.
My mother is probably looking for me, good bye.
The boy skips away, the other boy smiled and walked into the store.
A nearby mother scoffed,
Why does this boy talk to himself? No one was next to the coin ride. He must be insane.

would you give me your life
if that meant i could live forever
or would you take mine
if that meant you could live forever
--
your choice
mine over yours

if i gave you my smile
if i be quiet a time
if i told you to take a mile
would you still stay for a long while

i now know that people die when you get older in a place that was supposed to be safe
here in this room full of desks, pencils, and paper
here in this building full of children with wonder
i now know that people are not nice when you get older in a place that was supposed to teach
here in this room full of zombies, ghosts, and monsters
here in this building full of all true horrors
i now know that children are not everything they seem
they are rotting away
and you give them your tears but not your help

words
aren't real
they are just
imaginary

but
they hold
a true meaning
that humans
are capable of
more than just rotting