I love you
This, my heart assures.
But I must not
This, my mind dictates.
I know,
You love me too.
But no matter how much love we have for each other,
We cannot stay like this forever.
I love you,
But I must cease loving you.
No matter how unbearable the pain I will suffer,
I have to.
Sorry would be last word you'll hear from me,
I am setting you now free.
Sorry, my love,
You may see this decision of mine as a sign of my cowardice
Or something that is unwise,
But I have do it now,
Break your - our hearts now
Than later,
Because I might no longer bear the pain of losing you
When my heart could no longer beat without you.
Hope you'll still be happy
Even without me.
Farewell, my love,
Farewell!

Every girl like me dreamed to have a prince charming,
Who will treat me as his princess.

I want my prince charming to be -
Handsome,
With really cute smile;
And when I'm walking with him in the mall
Other girls couldn't stop staring at us,
Wishing they have a prince like mine.

I want someone who sings well,
He'll write songs for me
And keeps on serenading me,
Making my me blush all the time.

I'm quite a tall girl,
So he must be at least 4 inches taller than me.
So that even though I'm on my stilettos,
He would still stand tall.

But as I grew older,
I realized that my childish imagination of my prince charming has changed;
Just a decent-looking guy is enough,
I no longer care if he sings well;
I'm no longer too particular of his physical appearance
'Coz I realized
That what's inside his heart is what matters most.

Now, what I want is a sweet guy,
Who will turn ordinary days to special ones,
Keep on surprising me
Making me always happy.

I want to have someone who -
Will genuinely love me;
Is trustworthy;
Will get my family's approval and respect them;
Is a God-loving one;
Will truly care for me;
Is dependable;
Will be true to me;
Will accept me for who I am really;
Will always be there for me.

Whoever he will be,
I will love him for eternity.

The rain is pouring down
As if the clouds are crying;
Making the weather cooler
Sending shivers down my spine;
Trees go swaying and dancing with the wind;
Cats go hiding
So afraid of getting wet;
The sun, though shining,
Over the clouds is hiding;
I hear the sweet chirping of birds
Hiding in a big branch of a tree;
The flowers bloom
And twirls with the wind.
All these I noticed,
As I glanced out of my window
During a cold rainy day.

Several years have passed
Thinking I'll get used to this-
Living without you;
But that idea was foolish
'Coz I'm still missing you;
I realized that I'm still longing,
Even craving for a father's love and care.
Whenever I go to malls and parks,
I envy those girls-
Especially those who are at my age,
Who are having a good time with their dad.
I envy those sweet smiles,
Those laughters.
I remember my days of yore
Those times during my childhood-
We'll go to malls,
Carrying me in your arms
When I feel so stubborn to walk,
We'll have so much fun
Together with mama and my little brother.
I used to be your little girl,
Doing everything to make me happy;
Treating me as your little princess
In our little castle
Where you are the king
And mama is your queen.
I missed those times-
Those moments when we are one happy family
Filled with so much love for each other.
Now...
Here I am,
Just reminiscing those days-
How perfect our life was;
Recalling everything
'Til my tears come rushing down my cheeks
Knowing that we could no longer be like that again,
Knowing that having you back
Will only happen in my dreams.
Despite of the hurt and pain you made me feel
When you left us,
I forgive you,
I left no hatred or anger in my heart to you
Because I still do love you, Papa
And I'm really longing for your love.

If today is my dying day
I wanna make it a grand one.

Though my time wasn't a long one
"Thank you for having this life" is what I'll still say.