It is best to relieve your stress when you are experiencing a dark or confusing moment
I understand that not everyone is meant to get along with me
I understand that not everyone is meant to love me but I am meant to love me so that is what I am doing
I am taking myself out of toxic places and I am growing
I am doing better I am making something of myself and everything is great I have my wealth
Everything is fine
Everything is fine

I will do more
I will do better
I will have a positive mind
A written letter
I will work on me and I won't stop
I'll look back once I am at the top
Once I have reached a goal
I have so many
I will accomplish all of them
I have plenty

Building a vocabulary is something on my to-do list
Not missing you not missing me or anyone who has anything to do with it
I want to get away with it
I want to do better
I want to believe that there is more
I want it to be special
I will write my poetry whether you approve or not
I will write my poetry and only stop when I get too hot
Or too cold or too hungry
I won't have time to spend all of my money
I will sit and write
I will be alright
I will teach the kids that you must be healthy at night

I wish that I could get rich off writing poetry and ****
I know that wishing is no better than actually doing it
I understand the ways of the world
If I dare interrupt then it'd cast a spell
One I can undo
Only if I am good to you
Only if I share my pain
In order to do no more than gain

We remember the best souls when they are long gone
We remember how they smiled and the sound of their laugh
Their scent
We remember the way we felt around them
We remember
We don't want it back we simply remember

I am really upset
It's really complex
All of these memories it's hard to forget
All the times we have spent
All the love put into it
All the scary sad days and the temporary happiness

I was following my passion but then I tried acid
I moved on I lived
I skipped all of my classes