I was following my passion but then I tried acid
I moved on I lived
I skipped all of my classes

No longer alive
Completely dead inside
These are the feelings we'll feel for an entire life time
Nothing strange goes unheard and for every worm there is a bird
We can't contain this happiness
We can't love and see what's next
Love blinds us and puts us to the test
Why do we stray away from what we know is best?

I have to write a poem because you are a stupid man and honestly you will never be able to understand I have so much hate towards the things that I should I gave you so much love and if you never left there's no doubt I'd stop that I wouldn't

four seasons to go through.
four children to care for.
four figures a year
wendy's 4 for 4

I'm not human, I was built more beautifully
The arrogance the confidence the stability
It is all we want it is what we all need

It is so uncomfortable to write about that bad **** but to hold it in affects my magic I manifest myself away from the madness and I find peace only to not be glad in it because some things are unsolved and the pain still evolves
How to not be embarrassed of this painful mess
How to act like I don't care and forget about the rest
How to find comfort in these actions
How to find it okay to listen the music I keep slappin

Out of touch with reality
How to snap back?
I don't know how you see
Everything is haunting me
Not only the past but what lies ahead of me
It is not bright it is dark it is sticky