I love you
Under a lovely night sky
We made love
And stars shinned more

The fires burn,
Flames a bright red.
Our stomache churn,
At the sight of another death bed.
And yet again we see,
The civil break out.
Screaming with there last breath,
In and attempt to be free.
From a war in race,
A war on colour.
Red running in the streets,
Let's all band together.
But remember to hide,
From another riding down.
To your thoughts please bind,
But be careful of the red horse.

My genie the bottle or magic lamp,
Shall I request your service?
I have a wish or maybe two,
Could you do for me atleast that?

For my first I wish the world,
Was a paradise for all.
No war, no poverty, no killing, no death,
Nothing to cause pain at all.

My second is much closer to my heart,
To be with the one I love and never part.
Love him freely and openly,
Not anyone else.

Do as you please with my third wish,
Give it to someone else who needs it more.
Genie in my hand may I rub this lamp,
And set you free for my wishes?

I wrote love songs for hours,
On and on with out an end.
I really thought that you were,
My best friend... but you weren't.
I'd like to tell you everything,
That you did to make me hurt.
But doubt you'd ever listen,
Or take in a single word
And fix your miskates,
But you wouldn't care anyway...

Poems if sung,
Have the potential to be lyrics.
You if being yourself,
Have the potential to be loved.
Melodies are melodies,
Doesn't matter what a few people think...
One person out there will love it,
And will love your melody written in your stories.

It's,

L ike an
O verbearing parent,
V indicating themselves,
E ven though all they did was hurt.

Is this what love is?

Even a blind man sits and says,
Ay I see
And the deaf man says,
Oh I was told by a little birdy.
For they understand more,
About the torment of life and love.
Yet the dead still live,
In the darkness of the light above.
Still dead in love,
And living in hate.
All the time in the world;
End it now?...
I think it's too late.
Such a material world,
But everything's fine.
I live in a thought,
Another world created by my mind.
Awake in a dream,
Where I'd die and wake up.
A social girl with social anxiety,
Her feelings, her head corrupts.
We dance with ghosts,
Of our past memories.
And sing to our children,
Their sweet melodies.
To teach the lesson,
And stop the cycle continuing.
Yet the same mistakes are made again,
Oh how the Irony is sinking in.

I want to feel whole,
In a world that's empty and hollow.
I want to feel at home,
In the loving arms of someone.
I want to write words,
In a world where nothing is already written.
I want to mean something,
Not just to the person I'm loving.
No...
I want to be something,
In a world were everyone is not no one.

Hold them in comforting arms one last time,
Still begging this won't ever be the very last.
Without them then life will surely fall apart,
And into the sea beating hearts shall be cast.

'Should I go?'
He asks me mid in the night.
'I don't know',
I reply knowing I might loose his light.
Cause its seems he only wants my body,
When I want his soul.
And I don't want another sad story,
I just want my heart to feel whole.

It's been a while since I felt right again,
But it's kinda nice I think I'm going to stay.

My mum is in panic,
The world is in panic.
I'm starting to think,
We won't survive this pandemic.
And the pale will continue,
To be met by the horse of death.
Until our world is inglufed,
And there is no one alive left.
We'll keep hoping for a saviour,
Continuing to wait for the darkness to pass.
Death riding on a pale horse will come down,
As panic will infect us as fast as this virus.

To find sanity in the insane,
And clarity in the opaque.
The human mind,
Is a wonderful place...

To find rarity in the worthless,
But endorphins amongst the common.
Is something our bodies,
Could never take to believe.

Kindness in the poorest places,
And love in this loveless world.
Shows our beating heart,
How bewildered we really are.

She kissed the sky,
And hug the clouds goodbye
But in her life all she saw was grey.
Her friends all told her,
They'd be better off without her
So now all she knew has fade.
Oh why don't you show
That smile that we all love
Do you know?

She jumped up so high,
On to cloud nine
But No one was there
To dream with her
The smile she once wore
It was ripped up
It was torn into peices
Now her heart floating around
She's falling to the ground
It's left her
In her own world

And I promise,
There will not be a day
Where I rest,
While you are angry
With me.
There will not be a day
Where I don't fall,
Over and over in love
With you.
I promise.

Deepest regret,
Was giving you something that you cannot give back.
Even the things you should,
You took and stole from me everything you could.
As a gift someone replaced,
What I had lost, not just a person but myself.
What I do regret now,
Is not burning you out of my life sooner.

Greeted by a shadow,
In the middle of the night.
Emotional feelings,
Replaced with fright.
And on my bed,
I found a lock.
The one from my gate,
Quiet the shock.

Tell me we are okay,
when we're falling apart.
Don't ask if I'm okay,
If it's clear I have a broken heart.

If you were on the moon,
To the moon I would go to.
I love you to the moon,
Which I would fly for my boo.
And if we don't get back,
Atleast I'm stuck with you.
My world amongst the stars,
Perfectly breathless too.

Scared of the happy,
Scared to be happy.
Scared are those lacking,
Scared are those unhappy.

Sacred are the happy,
Sacred is their happiness.
Even if they are scared,
I will find safety in my happiness.

Words will engrave into the minds memory,
And etching too much on to a concrete stone.
Name. Age. Date. Date. Beloved and lovely,
Your words echo like feedback from a phone.

Sitting in the shower.
Alone,
Quiet,
Warm,
Free.
More comfortable I've been,
To cry and be me.
Tears lost to the water,
For some warmth in my life.

Sometimes,
I kiss your picture through my phone.
I'll pretend,
My pillow is you and hug it tight.
I'll hope,
Your smile is showing so I light mine up too.
I'll wait,
For your text and my heart will jump start.
Sometimes,
No, all the time...
I love you,
Cause you're mine.

We stare to the lights and sky,
Hoping our light won't die.
Yet again we are let down by hope,
Yeah life's this slippery *****.
I'm pretty sure we all leave one day,
But in memories and thoughts we will stay...

Shirts off in a sports field,
Our bodies we feel.
And we both left our kisses,
In purple marks called hickies.
Your body is just as warm,
Laying on top of each other on the lawn.
Exchanging vows of our own,
I love you, I'll never leave you alone.

If it was everlasting, why did they have to go?
With loss you cry because that’s all you’ve known
Feelings linger and you are ever still in love,
Yet again your thoughts will leave you alone down those feeling they will shove

Maybe I'd be worth something,
If I was just an *** and not a face
On phone screen.
Maybe that's the one way to be ever seen,
To put your body and avoid the brains
On someones screen.

Don't know whether to trust again,
or if this is just lust again.
Don't know where to begin,
If all things end.

Grab both my hands and hold me close,
Even thought I know you love me most.
Don't you ever in forever let go of me,
My eyes and heart in sync I can finally see.
And if I can't have you forever,
Then death do us part shall work.