Bella-Lee

Bella-Lee Apr 2020

Bleed

You bleed,
Just to know you're alive.
You hurt,
Just to prove you survived.
You'd do anything,
Just to go back to normal life.

Now read it backwards 🙃

Bella-Lee Apr 2020

Movement

When I let you down,
Please get up.
You're always right,
I'm always wrong.
My heads spinning around,
Please just wait for me.
Don't make me move,
Don't make me go.
I still love you,
I hope you still love me too?

Bella-Lee Apr 2020

Out

I know this town,
Like the back of my hand.
Trying to find a way out,
But I doubt they'd understand.

Bella-Lee Mar 2020

I dont want to be here

I don't want to be here,
Can you see?
I can't hold back the tears,
Burning down my face to rejoin the sea.

I'm torn apart again,
Don't you notice I'm broken?
My smile has faded,
It hurts to keep my eyes wide open.

To pretend another day,
I told you that I'm fine.
I don't want to be here,
Shouldn't that be enough of a sign?

Change your ways

Bella-Lee Mar 2020

In my dreams

In my dreams I can see you with somebody else,
Holding hands like you ain't seen by no one else.
In my dreams I picture you with someone else,
Dreaming dreams we are yet to dream ourselves.
Oh In my dream when I can't fall asleep,
In my dreams in this terrible nightmare.

Bella-Lee Mar 2020

i hate you

Three words I never said,
Except you hear me say it in your head.

I hate you.

...But in reality I dont...

Bella-Lee Mar 2020

Worthless

Ever get that feeling,
That you're not good enough?
Or maybe,
That you are worthless...
Easily replaceable?

Yeah same,
I feel it in a place I'm supposed to call home.