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 Oct 2013 Bell'Alta
st64
a day is a day is..
a day
hey?


since the day I saw
but a mere two days
hard to believe what I
saw
but I can't say.. I just can't
I might be blinded
by the contiguous-brilliance

today
I slow-pour this wondrous-concoction
into
this
wee poem-in-granite
and wait for the right-an-timely setting

and *tomowwow

we'll see..
won't we?



yesssssss...


S T - 23rd octo-octo 2013
how lucky anyone afforded the godsend of contrast :)


sub-entry: sunny..rainy


sunny.. yesterday, the sun hid its bold-face
rainy.. today, you go sit quietly now

one day.. will be
what will be.
I would liken you
To a night without stars
Were it not for your eyes.
I would liken you
To a sleep without dreams
Were it not for your songs.
I told you I wanted you and I didn't
I poured sincere lies into you
I was slowly destroying you and you didn't even know it
I gave you a heart that doesn't exist
   What you hold is artifcial
   just another well built lie
I am a murderer
A killer of confidence, joy, hope
I deprived you of the one thing you hold dear....self respect
   Innocence is lost
   Truth is no more
   No one can give it back
   You are an empty husk
    Devoid of what made you a rational being
    Neither living nor dead
    Wondering with an insatiable need to fill something you will never have again
I haunt your dreams, your nightmares
I torment you in every face you see
I am a Monster
Trying to figure out what my words are worth, as I float as lonely as a cloud/ you used to hold me like a child/ now I'm rolling in denial/ at you I loathingly smile/ as you ripped my heart; stripped the flesh and salted the wound/ you were the best and I exalted you to heights no mortal should go or ascend/ I should've known my soul you would offend, when I saw you stitching your wings and inserting batteries in your halo/ but I paid no attention 'cause I was itching to be loved/ I was only a pawn, sacrificed to be burned on the alter of the false gods; defilers of pure love/ pure love? of that I'm no longer sure of/ but if there's one thing I'm in pursuit of/ it's a cure of.....You!!!
 Oct 2013 Bell'Alta
g clair
He's Uncle John to you, but John to the rest of us
Got a way of telling stories without the fanfare or the fuss
He can jump into any conversation, has a lot of stuff to say
and every bit is interesting 'cause that always been John's way.

There was one about his summer job before 1970,
paid to push a Swan-shaped boat off a dock in Asbury
With a grapple hook on a ten foot pole, or something of that sort
well he'd push 'em out and pull 'em in wasn't doing it for sport~
The same guy who owned the swan boats, tunneled love across the way
twice a week John worked the darkness, but preferred the light of day.

Played rhythm at the Upstage in band called 'Cory' later
workin' Perkins in West Belmar, took the name from the percolator
Around that time he grew his hair out, it was like an Afro-sheen
mistaken for Tinker, a surfboard chinker and drummer with Springsteen.

Cruisin' down around Brookdale in his '39 LaSalle
Met 'Stinky' Tink at Thompson Park, where he was singing with his pal

Hey John, you look like Tinker,
but now you favor Gere
a live ringer for Mike Richards,
and don't forget DeNir-

Oh, if you can't remember anything from 40 years ago
just ask your Uncle John who knows the time in Tokyo.
In memory of my sister's brother in law John Anthony Farrell, Coast Guard Auxiliary, beloved brother, uncle and friend. RIP Uncle "Leprechaun John"....One hat off and one hat on!
 Oct 2013 Bell'Alta
Angel luis
I say hurry, help, heal.
Hurry before the pieces of my heart are lost forever.
Help me to love again and not be afraid.
Heal my broken heart.
Pick up the trail of pieces of my heart that I left behind.
Someone find me.
Im not easy to miss.
I'm the girl with a broken smile.
I'm the girl that has to look away before the tears come out.
I'm the girl who doesn't tell anyone about the pain because I don't want to burden them.
I'm here please find me.  
Pull me out of the darkness.
I'm crying in the corner of the room at that party so come pick me up.
Kiss me and tell me it's okay.
Love me like you've never loved before.
Hold me like I am yours.
Kiss me with passion.
Treat me like a princess.
Make me laugh.
Let me be your partner in crime.
So hurry before it can't be fixed.
So help my heart.
And heal my soul.
 Oct 2013 Bell'Alta
Lucy Tonic
The buildings are burning down
The people are running around
But they don’t know where to run
Someone up there has a machine gun
“This is it, for the anarchists,” we say
From a rooftop far away
We take a wild guess
That soon we’ll be next
So we pinky swear to love
To never leave each other behind
Never leave each other behind
All the birds have flown away
And the stars are calling
Wonder what we would wish
If we saw one falling
All the laws are bent
So we step on them
From above in outer space
The blue must be muddled
“This is it, for all the ists,” we say
From a rooftop far away
We take a wild guess
That soon we’ll be next
So we kiss to honor love
And to never leave each other behind
Never leave each other behind
That candle
Burning bright
Is depleted of
Support
Is out of
Breath

Watch it flicker
Watch it dwindle
Watch it die

As my hopes
And dreams
Disappear
As darkness
Takes over
My dreams are gone

THEY ARE GONE
 Oct 2013 Bell'Alta
Mia Eugenia
I might not walk the walk
But I can talk the talk
And the words I release may not speak to the masses
But I don't care
Because that's how I like my vowels to taste
When I let them escape my lips.
And the stars you place in your jean pocket
Will die waiting for a chance to return
To more appealing skies
But you will rocket off and take their place
As long as it isn't permanent
Because nothing you do is.
Clouds are my constant
The only variable is what they bring
Clarity or just another storm
It's not for me to decided
But I will speculate
On the likelihood
Of a happily-ever-after's existence
Because as far as I can tell
The Big Bad Wolf didn't die that day
And The Ugly Step Sisters are out to get me
And my prince is no where to be found
So I guess its time to step up
And save myself from my dragons
And I will take its scales and craft you a bowl
To remind you of every tear you weren't there to catch
And every smile you let fade
And this moment is unlike any other that will ever happen
Because I made my decision to ignore
Being ignored.
I'll clap dust out of the clothes
I always hoped you would return for
But always knew you would rather buy more
Lookalikes can't fill the spot
Kicked into you by a dead sunflower
And I can try to repair you
But all I have is a role of tape and some string
I used to tie our friendship into colors
But couldn't avoid the fading of my blues.
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