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Bekah Aug 2015
"his hands were like claws and I was the prey..."
struggling to break free but forced to stay

her vision had blurred with the tears of distress
she shielded her collar to try and suppress

his grasp only tightened with every endeavor
she would not be escaping for what seemed like forever

his hand had found a place that should not have been touched
a friendly invitation overtaken by lust

with all the fight in her she resisted and kicked
only to find that her arms, he'd restrict

she let out a whimper while he started the car
he parked near her street, where house was not far

weak from assault she was faced with a choice
she made an agreement in a trembling voice

"I promise you next time" he made her confirm
but the part he left out was the trust she must earn

dissatisfied by the pleasure he failed to achieve
a clutch on her neck would prevent her to leave

a painful half hour has now gone by,
she's had time to think and she knew she must lie

an agreement was made to perform another time
and she'd keep her lips sealed on this sickening crime

cleaning her face the girl stumbled inside,
there wasn't any masking the amount she had cried

her mother was working and her father not around,
she let out a sob and she dropped to the ground

she would tell no one, for she was ashamed
and her heart was too big to let the boy be blamed

black and blue would surface within the next day
but those are only colors which will soon fade away

distinguishable handprints, as clear as can be
bruises outlined in white, each finger you can see

but her lips remained sealed for far too long
for the bruises would heal as the days moved along
Personal experience, don't wanna talk about it
Bekah Aug 2015
the most heartbreaking thing of all is that I watched myself fall apart

I looked in the mirror and slowly didn't recognize this sad girl
I couldn't find myself
the monsters in my head kidnapped me
I wanted you to save me
so bad

but I felt you forgetting me
forgetting us
so I stayed kidnapped
and slept

you got mad
because I needed to get out of bed
but when I would say, "I can't"
why didn't you understand the cry for help?

even though the pain is in my head
doesn't mean it isn't real to me

I see you smiling and singing
when I always wanted you to sing to me

and by the time I woke up from the long night of fighting demons
you had already left
your body remained
so you thought with it

I felt like a *****
my boyfriend had his fingers in me and around my neck
while I held my head in my hands pleading for the bad thoughts to go away
you would hit your head too
as if it felt like it was poisoning your life

you made me feel like I was crazy
and I think I might be

this is what I've been so afraid of
the monsters in my head that kidnapped me

were me
you have never broken my heart, but I can only imagine what it would be like if you did

sometimes those thoughts create beautiful poetry
Bekah Aug 2015
we laid there
your skin against mine
i closed my eyes
waiting for my lungs to align their breathing
with the beating of your heart
writing as if he'll ever read these

the easiest way to fall asleep
Bekah Aug 2015
you have the most delicate touch
the most intriguing mind
and i feel my grip on reality
struggling to cope under the beauty of them both
for u
Bekah Aug 2015
i could be a little bit too into this love thing
after all, i'm only _ right?*

no

i am in love
and i couldn't have fallen harder

and if somehow i have made a mistake
i'm taking your *** down with me
only IF
Bekah Aug 2015
as the daylight fades to sunset
i will fumble for your hand in the silence
your embrace in the dark
to you
Bekah Aug 2015
i miss you

please talk to me

come back babe

what happened to promises

you lied to me

we planned on forever

i thought you loved me

you said you would never leave

what about us?

is this the end?

why does it have to end like this

please don't do this

baby please

stop talking like that

don't hurt me

baby you're hurting me

what are you doing???

ouch baby!


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**is it someone else?
things i say in my dreams (nightmares)
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