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Mar 2014 Beauty36

This sucks

Mar 2014 Beauty36

Temitope Popoola

What the hell is going on here?
Reading all my messages and making sure I'm faithful
Trust is something that has to be built, it's not so rare
But I honestly don't appreciate this, if I say what's on my mind you'll drool.

Mar 2014 Beauty36

Entangled mess

Mar 2014 Beauty36

Temitope Popoola

Entangled mess

Right from the start we were an entangled mess
Worked really hard to create what could not be
I'd always known my own weaknesses but I didn't wanna dwell on them
I told him my fears and he looked like he could deal with them
I said 'yes' because I was optimistic
We barely lasted a day after that.
He wanted to know what was in my head
That way he revived the memories of the things I left dead
He pushed me so hard that I broke
I just didn't think I could cope
I don't do well under pressure tainted by jealousy
And I surely can't stand being ordered around (I should add that to my resume)
So I'm at that same spot,
I'm not happy things didn't work out
And I'm not sad it ended either
Maybe within me it's a conflict of emotion
Maybe my assumptions have always been faulty
But I was right when I predicted we were an entangled mess
Nevertheless, I have beautiful memories of us to hold

Mar 2014 Beauty36

God is not mainstream

Mar 2014 Beauty36

Riot

God is not mainstream

i never knew that God wasn't significant
he's not an alibi
or a friend
he just doesn't get the jest of it
but the problem is
he's everything
you just don't know how to deal with it
knowing something that's not "mainstream"
wants you to give you everything
that's why i'm off the radar
no mainstream for me
because God is anything but mainstream
and i want him to be my everything

make God your everything

Mar 2014 Beauty36

#3

Mar 2014 Beauty36

liza

#3

there ought to be a law about love
but so many people would be sent to jail
for vandalizing heart, and you're quite

the troublemaker.

Mar 2014 Beauty36

You only want me, when you're lonely

Mar 2014 Beauty36

CLL

You only want me, when you're lonely

It seems like things changed
Our love used to seem so bright
You eyes used to shine with light
I was scared at first
But you fought for my heart
And now that you got it
You seem to wanna tear it apart
Your interest has gone
And now Im alone
Only hearing from you, when you seem to be lonely
And since Im starting to realize it
My heart is slowly starting to crack
Cause what usually seemed so great
Now seems extremely bad
I don't know what to do
Cause you never reply
So maybe Im just supposed to let you go
Let it all slide away
And hope that letting you go
Wont be so difficult
Or that if me pulling myself away
Might make you come running back
Back to show me what our love used to be
Instead of it being you running away from me

So lately our spark seems to be gone, which is making me wanna play your game back, making you stumble and fall. Not showing you interest might make you come running back, I hope.