You say it doesn’t mean that much to you
That after you experience it’s nothing special to you anymore
And it scares me, all the way into the nerves in my bones
And I feel myself ache, but I won’t show you
Cause you already know enough, when it comes to me feelings
But the deal is that it matters to me
Cause if I’m letting you this close
I would want you to want it, like I do
I would want you to think it is as special, as I do
Cause to me, we can’t get any closer than this
And if you are gonna end up saying that wasn’t that much to you
I’ll end up heartbroken, with a memory in my mind that I can’t take back
So please don’t lead me on and tell me you want it
When we both know I scare you, with the way I feel about it
Scare you with my expectations and with how much it means to me
When someone broke it for you and stole the meaning you had for it away
Leaving us both scared, but wanting it
But me more than you

The way you always talk about getting home asap after we were so close, so intimate, makes me feel ***** and sad. And yeah you notice that I get hurt, but you never notice that it’s the repeat of you actions and it hurts even more.

What used to seem so bad and pointless
Is now beginning to bloom like a flower again
Our love and closeness starts to seem strong
I no longer feel annoying or unwanted
I only feel the pure love from a first love that's going great
I guess we're on our way up
On our way to happier moments
On our way to sharing the honest truth
On our way to share ourselves completely with each other
We're simply just on our way up
On our way up on the scale of love

We might claim to love each other
But lately I feel like I’m the one who’s loving you
And like I’m just here so you won’t get bored…

Sometimes I wonder if you care enough
Enough so that I can stay
Cause if not please let me go
Go and find someone who will