To think that I'd look at my phone
And hope to hear from you
To have a conversation
That brings a smile on my face
To think that this was once reality
What a rose colored memory

Yeah?
Well how do you think I feel watching you love him?
I wish I could say
I never knew what it was like to be physically ill
When I saw two people together.
I wish I never knew what it was like to be held by you.
I wish that you never spent the time on me.
I gave you my heart just to watch you set it on the ground.
It's killing me to see you with him.
You're happy though
So, I'll just fade to black again.

I look to the sky and wonder if you are there

Listening to my prayers of despairs

I’m so very tired of being on the fence

Dear lord, sometimes it just doesn’t make sense

I’m suppose to believe in something I cannot see

I wish you could give me a sign and convince me

Instead of leaving me with this uncertainty

But maybe I just need to wait more patiently

Who knows you might strangely suprise me

And end up guiding me along the way

I pray, please sway me somehow and someday